MY BRIEF AND SPECIFIC CONCLUSION(IRONING) ON YEAR END ABOUT WHATEVER I WAS WRITING-AND MY SOLUTIONS FOR NEW YEAR FROM THIS(MY) FRONT!!!

I WILL TRY TO SUM UP MY YEAR END THOUGHTS IN BRIEF AND TO THE POINT,AND TRY TO BE SPECIFIC.I WILL GET INSTALLED HINDI SOFTWARES-KRUTIDEV OR SHUSHA TO WRITE IN HINDI AS WELL IN THE FUTURE!!

I THINK I STILL NEED TO DO FINISHING OF WHAT I WAS WRITING,SAYING OR DOING FOR THE LAST FEW MONTHS,IN BRIEF!!! WOULD LIKE TO CLEAR FEW POINTS, WHICH MAY NOT BE NECESSARY FOR OTHERS,BUT I THINK ITS IMPORTANT FOR ME.SO PLEASE IF YOU COME TO KNOW WHAT I AM WRITING,PLEASE CARRY ON AND DON'T PAY ATTENTION TO IT AS IT IS A REPEAT TO SOME EXTENT. I AM WRITING IT WITH THE RISK OF GETTING MISUNDERSTOOD AND GETTING MISINTERPRETED.I MEAN JUST PUTTING IN PLACE THE PIECES OF ZIG ZAW PUZZLE.

LETS BEGIN FROM THE LATEST- RADIA TAPES LEAKS-MEDIA AND ETHICS(MR VIR SANGHVI-BARKHA DUTT CASE!!)-BEING A RIGHT OR A WRONG EXAMPLE???!!!

1-I WAS PRINT/TV JOURNALIST/ANCHOR,WORK FOR ALL THE EDITORIAL DEPARTMENTS OF BOTH MEDIUM,THOUGH NOT A VERY BIG ONE BUT WHAT I HAVE LEARNT ON THE JOB TRAINING AND OTHERWISE,AND FOLLOWED.I AM WRITING HERE WITH MY EXPERIENCES,WHAT I DID,SAW,HEARD AND KNOW!!!

WHY I HAVE RIGHT TO SPEAK AS A COMMON MAN???---

A-AS A BEGINING AND EVOLVING DAYS OF ANY WORKING PLACE,DUTY HOURS CANNOT BE AS FIXED AS IT IS IN THE WELL ESTABLISHED OFFICES,SO SELF-IMPOSED DISCIPLINE IS THE BEST.

B-CORDIAL AND FAMILY LIKE AFFECTIONATE BOND BETWEEN EACH OTHER IS ALWAYS PLEASANT ANYWHERE,ITS GIVES HUMAN TOUCH TO ANY PLACE,BUT CERTAIN DISTANCE AND SPACE FOR EACH OTHER BRINGS HEALTHY COMPETITIVENESS,DIGNITY AND PROFESSIONALISM AT WORK PLACES.

FREE TIME IS ALWAYS YOURS.WATCH EXHIBHITIONS,PLAYS,MUSIC OR DANCE CONCERTS,MOVIES ETC...ITS UPTO YOUR CHOICE AND INTERESTS.

C- IN JOURNALISM PEOPLE HAS SCOPE TO GET BENIFTED IN RETURN,ABOUT WHOM OR WHICH COMPANY YOU ARE WRITING ABOUT OR GIVING 'PUBLICITY' TO. EVEN THEN,WHEN YOU ARE NOT ASKING FOR FEVOUR IN RETURN OF 'THIS FAVOUR',WHICH IS YOUR WORK, OR MAY BE BLACKMAILING THEM FOR CERTAIN 'EXPOSE OR POL-KHOL'.

I HAD COVERED 'NEW PRODUCTS' AS A BEGINNER OR BUSSINESS CONFERENCES WHERE WE HAD SCOPE TO GET GIFTS/TOKEN GIFTS,BUT I NEVER TOOK IT.

NOT TALKING ABOUT PERSONAL RELATIONS BETWEEN COLLEAGUE TURNED FRIENDS OR RELATIVES.

THOUGH I AM QUITE STRICT ABOUT TAKING FROM OR GIVING GIFTS TO ANYONE IN CASH OR KIND SINCE CHILDHOOD,OR EATING OUT LUNCHES OR DINNERS UNNECCESSARILY,OR GOING FOR FREE SPONSORED TRIPS OFFICIALLY.

NOT TALKING ABOUT FAMILY-FRIENDS GATHERINGS,PICNICS OR TRIPS.THOUGH I HAVE ATTENDED FEW OFFICE PARTIES.OTHER THEN WITH SUDHIRJI OR PERSONAL FRIENDS/FAMILY.THOUGH I ENJOY SITTING AT HOME,AND NOT A REAL PARTY ANIMAL.

THOUGH TALKING TO PEOPLE KNOWN OR UNKNOWN IS A PART OF JOURNALISTIC PROFESSION,OR EATING OUT DURING SHOOTS/REPORTING WITH ONCE TEAM,OR GETTING ADVANCE MONEY FOR PRODUCTION EXPENSES FOR ONCE TEAM FROM OFFICE IS A PART OF ONCE WORK.

AND DEFINITLY EVERY ONE HAS ONCE OWN NATURE,HOW ONE CAN EVOLVE!!!

FOR EXAMPLE,I RARELY TALK TO ANYONE KNOWN,UNKNOWN ON PHONES,FORGET ABOUT LENGTHY OR IN BRIEF ONE LINERS IN LATE NIGHTS UNLESS ITS VERY URGENT.THOUGH BUSY PEOPLE INCLUDING FAMILY AND FRIENDS DO GET FREE TIME IN LATE NIGHTS ONLY.IN THE EARLY DAYS LONG DISTANCE CALLS WERE CHEAPER IN THE LATE NIGHTS.

D- SHOOTING AND CO ORDINATING 'GOOD WISHES' OR 'CAUSE MSGS' FOR TV,PRINT IS ONE THING,SPECIALLY IN THE BEGINING.OR SPOTS LIKE HERITAGES FOR PROMOS,OR TRAVEL PROGRAMMES FOR ENTERTAINMENT SECTION... ETC!!!

GOT CERTAIN AWARENESS PROGRAMME/SEMINAR/WORKSHOPS SPONSORED BY ANY COMPANY OR SPACE OF YOUR MAGAZINE OF DEVOLOPMENTAL ISSUES INDEPENDENTLY,LIKE NGO'S DOES,IS DIFFERENT THING.

(IF YOU ARE INTEGRAL PART OF IT,AS AN ENTERPRENEUR,FOR EXAMPLE I HAVE ADITIFOUNDATION, AND NOT WORKING AS A JOURNALIST ONLY)

BUT IF YOU ARE MADE TO GET ADVERTISEMENTS,OR TO DO ADMINISTRATION WORK SO THAT YOU WILL GET INCENTIVES OR PROMOTIONS,THEN ITS WRONG.

USUALLY BIG OFFICES HAS ADVERTISMENT,MARKETING,SALES DEPARTMENTS FOR IT.

BUT I HAVE SEEN EDITORS OR EDITORS 'IN MAKING' DOING ADMINISTRATIVE WORKS,OR PRODUCTION WORKS GETTING DONE, LIKE GETTING PHONE CONNECTIONS,ELECTRICITY CONNECTIONS,CABLE CONNECTIONS,ETC OR CERTAIN OTHER BENIFITS MADE AVAILABLE EASILY THROUGH THEIR OWN CONNECTIONS AND 'JANPAHCHAAN',WHICH IS CALLED 'JUGAADU' AS WELL.

ONE DON'T HAVE TO GO TO MINISTERS FOR IT.

(UNLESS ITS IMPOSSIBLE TO GET TO MOVE YOUR FILE,WITHOUT MINISTERS OR I.A.S.OFFICERS SIGNATURE ,OR REQUEST,AND APPOROVAL).

ONE CAN GET IT DONE 'JALDI' -THROUGH REQUEST TO OFFICE P.A'S/P.S OR OTHER BABUS ONE CAN GET WORK DONE BY THEIR OWN 'JAN PAHCHAAN'WITHOUT PAYING BRIBE TO THEM,OTHERWISE YOUR FILE MAY CLOSED DOWN FOR YEARS.

GETTING APPOINTMENT FIXED OR GOING FOR MEETINGS WITH THEM FOR OWNERS BY EDITORS FOR OWNERS PERSONAL/PROFESSIONAL WORKS ARE VERY COMMON POINTS,FORGET ABOUT MEETINGS FOR ANY 'CAUSE' (LIKE POPULATION CONTROL,WHICH WAS NOT TOLD TO ME TO FIX IT, DIRECTLY,MANY SENIORS WERE PRESENT THERE,NEITHER I FIXED UP ANY APPOINTMENTS,BUT LATER ON,WITH IN FEW DAYS, I CAME TO KNOW THROUGH NEWS THAT A COMMITTEE CALLED 'POPULATION COUNCIL' CONSIST OF CM'S OF DIFFERENT STATES AND FEW OTHERS WERE MADE TO CHECK THIS CAUSE AND ISSUES IN OUR COUNTRY.)

PERSON'S OR BRANDS IMAGE BUILDING AND GETTING INTERVIEWS DONE IN DIFFERENT PUBLICATIONS/RADIO AND NOW MANY TV CHANNELS/WEBSITES ETC ARE ALSO GET DONE BY MEDIA PERSONS.NOW WE DO HAVE PROFESSIONAL AGENCIES,OR P.R.O'S IN OFFICES WITH DIFFERENT DESIGNATIONS RUN BY MEDIA PEOPLE ALSO,WHO DOES THESE WORKS).

(IF 'UNINTENTIONAL JUGALBANDI OR TU-TU,MEIN-MEIN' CAN CREATE ANYONE'S IMAGE,SITTING AT HOME,WHILE WATCHING TV OR WRITING IN BLOGS,THEN ITS A DIFFERENT GAMEPOINT????)

I HAVE LOTS OF RESPECT FOR LATE SHRI UDYANJI.I AM NOT COMMENTING ON HIS INTEGRITY AND PRINCIPLES.I HAD USUALLY ACCEPTED HIS COMMANDS AS A SENIOUR EXCEPT FEW TIMES WHEN I DIFFERED RESPECTFULLY.

I HAVE NOT DONE ANY SUCH THING MENTIONED HERE EXCEPT HELPING FEW NEEDY PEOPLE OUT OF TURN,WITHOUT TAKING ANY FAVOUR. SO AS SUDHIRJI.HE HELPED PEOPLE IN EDUCATION OR HEALTH PROBLEMS,OR CERTAIN OTHER POINTS WHERE IT WAS VERY URGENT BUT NEVER TOOK ANY FAVOUR.AND DEFINITLY ALL WHOM HE HELPED PROVED WITH TIME THAT THEY ARE VERY GOOD AND HONEST IN THEIR WORK.I DO FEEL WHAT HE DESERVE,HE SHOULD GET.

PEOPLE SHOULDN'T OFFER HIM OR ADITI OR ANY ONE ELSE, ANY WORK AND SUDDENLY STOP REPLYING FOR WHATEVER REASONS.FEW INCIDENCES LIKE THIS HAS HAPPENED.AS WE ALL ARE SPECIALLY SUDHIRJI IS A VERY SELF RESPECTING PERSON, AND HE DO NOT TRY FOR WORK WHICH ARE NOT RELATED TO CARTOONING,OR WHICH HE IS NOT CAPABLE OF DOING.

HE HAS TAKEN OVER AND USED TO ORGANIZE 'CARTOON CONTESTS FOR AMETEURS FOR HT'ANUALLY.EVENTS PRE-PUBLICITY,POST PUBLICITY WAS HIS WORK THEN,INCLUDING OTHER ASPECTS OF ORGANISING IT VERY PROFESSIONALLY,WITH PERFECTION,TILL LAST 2YRS IN THE END OF HIS 11YRS DURATION(OF ORGANIZING IT),WHEN MARKETING PEOPLE STARTED HANDLING IT WITH HIS CONSULTATIONS AND ADVICES,AS MUCH I KNOW.I DO FEEL,EVERYTHING NEED TO BE HANDLED BY PROFESSIONALS,UNLESS PERSON HAS AN 'IN BORN TALENT',AND POLISH THEMSELF AS A PROFESSIONAL.HE USE TO INVITE PANELISTS TO JUDGE CONTEST,WHICH HAS LEGENDS AND VETRANS OF DIFFERENT FIELDS INCLUDING FILMS.

THATS WHY EVEN IN HIS BOOK'S/CD'S/TV PROGRAMME'S ON CARTOONING-FOR DOORDARSHAN BY OUR HOME PRODUCTION-'STUDIO ANIMATION',AS SUDHIRJI'S YOUNGER BROTHER RAJESH IS A PROFESSIONAL ACTOR/DIRECTOR,A PASSOUT FROM NSD/ SUDHIRJI'S EXHIBHITION'S(ALL DIFFERENT DIMENTIONS OF CARTOONING)... LAUNCH FUNCTIONS, PROFESSIONAL ANCHOR(SHRI ABHINAV CHATURVEDI) ALWAYS ANCHORED THE OCCASION WITH HIS AND MY RECOMMENDATION.


ALL THE GOVERNMENT AGENCIES AND MINISTRIES (THROUGH DAVP NOW,THOUGH DAVP EXISTED SINCE AGES BUT WAS NOT THAT EFFECTIVE EARLIER )DO PASSES CERTAIN PROJECTS FOR TV/RADIO SPOTS/PRINT SPOTS AND PROGRAMMES OR ADVERTISMENTS AND COME OUT WITH ADS OF TENDERS AND QUOTATIONS FOR IT.(NOW USUALLY EVERY COMPANIES,MINISTRIES HAS WEBSITES,THOUGH NOT VERY UPDATED).INQUIRING ABOUT ITS DETAILS, AND TALKING ABOUT COMMERICIAL VIABILITIES ABOUT YOUR CERTAIN CONCEPTS OR IDEAS ONCE OR TWICE,DOESN'T MEAN YOU HAVE TAKEN ANY FAVOUR.

I HAD A CONCEPT ABOUT SERIAL BASED ON FREEDOM FIGHTERS LIFE-"SANGHARSH",BASED ON 'MANGAL PANDEY'(AAMIR'S FILM WAS NOT MADE THEN)AND LESSER KNOWN FREEDOM FIGHTERS CONTRIBUTIONS,BEFORE 1857-TILL 1947.BUT IT NEVER WENT BEYOND TALKING ONCE.ITS SPIRAL TYPED COPY OF CONCEPT IS STILL WITH ME.PEOPLE FIND HISTORICAL SCRIPTS BORING IN COMPARISON TO MYTHOLOGICAL SCRIPTS,WHICH HAS SCOPE OF GRAPHIC DETAILS AND SPECIAL EFFECTS.

E-WE NEVER DID LOBBYING OR ADVOCACY PROFESSIONALLY OR OTHERWISE,BUT WHILE TAKING INTERVIEWS AND ASKING QUESTIONS OR AFTER THAT INTERVIEW, ONE CAN GIVE THEIR SUGGESTIONS OR ADVICES 'IF ASKED'DURING FORMAL OR IMFORMAL TALK,OR IF ONE THINK ITS RIGHT AND NECESSARY,SAY IT CONVINCINGLY AND WITH CONVICTION WITH DATAS,STATISTICS AND EXAMPLES TO SUPPORT YOUR POINT(IF YOU HAVE RESEARCHED MATERIAL ON PAPER,OR IN MEMORY),OR EVEN IF ITS ORIGINAL BUT NEED IT TO LOOK CONVINCING,IF ONE CAN THINK ITS OKAY.BY CHANCE IF YOUR ADVICES OR SUGGESTIONS GET APPLIED,IT FEELS GOOD.JOURNALISTS DO WRITE THEIR SUGGESTIONS AND VIEWS IN EDITORIALS WRITE UP ALSO.I USED TO ASK ONE OR TWO RELATED QUESTIONS TO EVERY CELEBRITY BEFORE SHOOT TO MAKE THEM COMFORTABLE.THOUGH,AS MUCH I REMEMBER WE DO GOT FEW REQUESTS TO HELP IN GETTING TICKETS FOR ELECTIONS,OR SUPPORT IN 'TELANGANA MOVEMENT- MAKING OF A SEPARATE STATE'...ETC.

BUT WE DID NOTHING.NOT MORE THEN GIVING SUGGESTIONS DURING FORMAL OR IMFORMAL CONVERSATIONS.

IN FACT HE GOT OFFERS TO WORK ON PUBLICITY CAMPAIGNS OF DIFFERENT PARTIES DURING ELECTIONS,WOULD HAVE EARNED GOOD SUM OF MONEY,AS OTHERS THEMSELF(WE KNOW MANY OF THEM) OR THEIR FAMILY MEMBERS DOES THAT(NOW MANY AD AGENCIES ARE DOING IT FORMALLY),WHICH HE DECLINED SAYING,BY DOING THIS I'LL LOOSE MY CREDIBILITY. YOU CAN USE MY ALL READY PUBLISHED CARTOONS WRITING COURTESY MY NEWSPAPER'S NAME BENEATH.FIRST TIME HIS CARTOON ON MR CHAUTALA SENIOR AND SHRI CHARAN SINGHJI WAS USED LONG TIME BACK IN A ELECTION POSTER.

WHETHER ONE AGREE WITH HIS VIEWS OR NOT,HE NEVER SPARED ANYONE,ACROSS THE PARTY.THATS WHY HE IS MUCH RESPECTED.CARTOONS ARE MADE ON CURRENT NEWS,BUT HE HAS MADE FEW CARTOONS BASED ON HIS OWN EXPERIENCES ALSO,FOR EXAMPLE-A SERIES OF POCKET CARTOONS AGRESSIVILLY MADE ON AUTO-RIKHSHAWWALA'S(WHICH IS CALLED 'SOCIAL CARTOON) USING THEIR REAL NUMBERS ON IT,WHICH RESULTED IN WITHDRAWL OF THEIR LICENCES AND FINALLY THEIR ASSOCIATION MEMBERS CAME PROTESTING IN HIS OFFICE,WHICH MADE HIM STOP MAKING CARTOONS ON THEM. HE TRIED SIMILAR SERIES/CAMPAIGN ON KILLER BLUELINE AND REDLINE BUSES IN DELHI AS WELL,WHICH WAS A DELHI STATE'S ISSUE YOU CAN SAY.

BUT TAKING DICTATES TO WRITE YOUR REPORTS OR COLOUMNS AS IT IS,OR WORKING AS A COURIER FOR FIXING MINISTERIAL POSTS IS WRONG ETHICALLY.SO AS TRYING TO FIX UP MINISTRIES AS A JOURNALIST OR A P.R.O,CAN'T SAY WHAT ABOUT LOBBYIST,BUT IT REALLY UNDERMINES DEMOCRACY.

IF YOU ARE DESIGNATED OFFICIALLY TO MEDIATES BETWEEN TWO,FOR EXAMPLE-MRS GOSWAMI(DON'T REMEMBER FULL NAME RIGHT NOW,MAYBE INDIRA) IS DESIGNATED TO MEDIATE BETWEEN ULFA AND GOVERNMENT IN NORTHEAST, IS A DIFFERENT GAMEBALL.OR AS MR DILIP PADGAONKAR AND OTHERS DESIGNATED FOR J&K PROBLEM NOW.

F-DURING MY WORK IN SAHARA,THEY FORMED A 'KARTAVYA COUNCIL'SO THAT ANYONE CAN WRITE DOWN AND SEND THEIR SUGGESTIONS AND COMPLAINTS THERE.

THEIR 'FACE' OF SAHARA TV WAS/IS A GIRL-THEN MS LUCKNOW,TURNED TV ACTRESS-(ACTED IN A FILM AND IN THEIR TV CHANNELS PRODUCTION-NAMED MS SABA ZAIDI,IF I AM CORRECT)

'SO AS DURING NDA TENURE PM OFFICE LAUNCHED A WEBSITE TO MAINTAIN TRANSPARENCY,EVERYONE WAS ALLOWED TO SEND SUGGESTIONS AND COMPLAINTS VIA E-MAIL IN IT. EVEN SUDHIRJI'S CARTOONS WERE THERE IN WEBSITE'S PRESS GALLARY.

G-I THINK ANY PARTY'S ELECTION AGENDA LIKE -BHOOKH,BHAY AUR BHRASTRACHAAR KE KHILAAF,EK SAMARTH AUR SWABHIMAANI BHARAT(1999), INDIA SHINING(2004), UPA KA HAATH,GAREEBON KE SAATH),...ETC AND MENIFESTOES ARE USUALLY PREPARED BY TEAM,WITH TEAMS/PARTY'S PRESIDENT'S GUIDENCE.DEFINITLY THEY TAKE CLUE/CUE FROM NEWS ARTICLES,EDITORIALS,CARTOONS ETC,BUT REST OF THE POINTS, ONLY THEY NEED TO SAY---FROM WHERE THEY GOT THESE WORDS,ONE LINES,SLOGANS,DETAILS FROM???!!!

G-MOST OF THE BIG COMPANIES WHERE BIG MONEY MATTER INVOLVES,HAS IRREGULARITIES WHICH THEY KEEP ON CORRECTING WITH PROFESSIONALS HELP,WHICH COMES UNDER CORRUPTION OR FINANCIAL CRIME, OR ILEGALLY MONEY SAVING TENDENCY AS BLACK MONEY,OR DIVERTING IT TOWARDS SOME OTHER OR NEW PROJECTS,WHICH AT TIMES FUNCTIONS ACTIVLY OR AT TIMES JUST ON PAPER.OR SAVING IT IN SWISS BANKS OR ELSEWHERE,INVESTING IN PROPERTIES,IN KINDS,LANDS ETC.

THATS WHY SCHEMES LIKE 'VDS' WERE INTRODUCED BY FINANCE MINISTRY.OR RAIDS AND NOTICES BY INCOME TAX OFFICES OR RBI HAS CONDUCTED OR STILL CONDUCTS.SAHARA GROUP COMPANY FACED IT,SO AS BITV OR TVI.SAHARA'S COLLABORATION WITH THE HOME TV WERE PULLED OFF FOR FEW REASONS. WHAT I HAVE HEARD,ONE WAS SHOBHANAJI WAS NOT HAPPY WITH EVERYTHING.THEY WERE MORE INTERESTED IN GETTING THEIR RELATIONS GOOD WITH TIMES OF INDIA. SHRI AMAR SINGHJI WAS HT'S ONE OF BOARD DIRECTORS THEN.EVEN HT FACED UNION PROTESTS AGAINST JOB CUTTINGS ETC.SO AS TIMES OF INDIA.DURING THIS BREAK OFF OF HT-SAHARA, AND LAUNCH OF MANY NEWSWEBSITES,AS THAT WAS INTERNET BOOM TIME,FROM TOP TO BOTTOM,MANY PEOPLE LEFT SUDDENLY AND SHIFTED TO INTERNET JOURNALISM,GETTING BIG SALARIES,WHICH HAS FLOPPED AFTER FEW MONTHS OR A YEAR,AND GOT INTO HUGE LOSS INITIALLY,BUT NOW AGAIN ITS IN NEWS FOR CITIZEN JOURNALISM.

WITHIN FEW MORE MONTHS LATER MANY TV CHANNELS WERE LAUNCHED.

ANOTHER WAS THAT SAHARA WANTED TO START SWADESHI CHANNEL WITH INDIAN SATELITE, ABOUT WHICH TALKS WITH THEN I&B MINISTRY WERE ON,BUT DIDN'T MATERIALIZES LATER ON,AS I HEARD. AS BY THEN I LEFT WORKING.BEFORE THAT NEPALI/RUSSIAN/SATELITES OR SINGAPORE/HONGKONG BASED SATELITES WERE GETTING USED FOR UPLINKING A CHANNEL.

SAHARA WANTED TO BUY TIMES FM(FIRST INDIAN FM RADIO-NOW ITS FM RED OR FM MIRCHI)RUN BY TOI,HEADED(MARKETING/ADVERTISING) BY MR PARTHO GHOSH THEN,BUT LATER ON BACKED OUT FROM BIDDING.ITS GOOD THAT THEY DIDN'T HAD ANY UNION.

TVI HAD FACED JOURNALIST UNIONS PROTEST FOR DUE PAYMENTS AND JOB CUTS. LATER ON I HAVE READ IN NEWS THAT MR ASHOK ADVANI, OWNER OF TVI WENT TO THE JAIL FOR FINANCIAL FRAUD.

H-INCOME TAX NOTICE CAME TO OUR HOME ONCE IN THOSE YEARS,BUT AFTER VERIFYING PAPERS IN THEIR OWN OFFICE,THEY GOT BACK TO US SAYING EVERYTHING IS FINE,THEY HAVE ALL THE PAPERS.JOURNALISTS OR ANY CITIZENS NEED NOT COME UNDER SUCH SCANNER BUT AT TIMES BY DEFAULT ONE HAS TO FACE THIS,OR MAY HAVE TO GIVE MONEY AS TO PAY PENALITY/ZURMANA AS WELL.

I- WE NEVER PAID BRIBES,FORGET ABOUT TAKING IT.ANY CITIZEN OR SPECIALLY JOURNALISTS WHO ARE VERY AWARE PEOPLE NEED NOT INDULGE IN 'GIVE AND TAKE' OF BRIBERY. 'NO' TO IT IN ONCE NATURE ONLY CAN CURB THIS PROBLEM FROM ROOTS.INSTEAD OF INDULGING IN CORRUPTION, PUT PRESSURE ON RELATED OFFICERS BY DOING GANDHIGIRI.(-'LAGE RAHO MUNNA BHAI').

ONE WANT TO EARN LOTS OF MONEY,NAME,FAME,POSITION IN LIFE BY WORKING HARD IS ANOTHER POINT.BUT BALANCE IS ALWAYS NEEDED.

J-USING PIRATED CD'S/DVD'S ARE WRONG PRACTICES,EVEN IN TV OFFICES FOR FOOTAGE OR AT HOME FOR WATCHING....BUT AS ENOUGH PUBLICITY ON TV ABOUT FILMS,BEFORE DVD REACHES TO MARKETS MAKE PEOPLE BUY THESE DVD'S...IT IS A ONE REASON OTHER THEN ITS CHEAPER IN RATE IN COMPARISON TO ORIGINALS,EASILY AVAILABLE IN MARKETS,OR CAN GET DOWNLOADED BY INTERNET. NEED TO BE CONTROLLED. I PERSONALLY DON'T WATCH FULL LENGTH MOVIES MUCH,EXCEPT WHAT I SEE ON TV PROMOS,PROGRAMMES OR AT TIMES IN THE CHANNELS.THOUGH FOR FEW YEARS I HAVE WRITTEN COLOUMN 'CHALTE-PHIRTE'AS A MEDIA CRITIC ON MEDIA AND FILMS IN HINDI DAILY NEWSPAPER 'RASHTRYA SAHARA',WHICH USED TO BE PUBLISHED IN THEIR EDITORIAL PAGE ON SUNDAYS.WHEN SHRI UDYANJI WAS EDITOR OF THAT NEWSPAPER.

K- STING OPERATION-

WE ALL HAVE DONE IT ON ROADS,INSIDE ZOO,DIFFERENT PLACES,WHAT CITIZEN JOURNALISTS,OR WHISTLE BLOWERS OFFICIALLY DOES NOW.

ADITI STILL DOES IT ON ANIMALS/BIRDS/PEOPLE OR PLACES FROM OUTSIDES OR AT TIMES INSIDES,LIKE HER PAPA,OF FAMILY MEMBERS,FRIENDS AS A PRANKS,OR FOR HER OWN PORTFOLIO..."CHUPKE-CHUPKE'!!!.

SHE DID IT EVEN INSIDE AEROPLANE DURING FLIGHT TO NEPAL AS AN AMEUTER PHOTOGRAPHER.

NOW SHE IS A PHOTOJOURNALIST.

AS MUCH I REMEMBER,IN FICTION IT STARTED WITH 'SHANTI-WHERE SHANTI WAS FIGHTING FOR HER IDENTITY,RIGHTS AND INJUSTICE DONE TO HER MOTHER YEARS AGO,AS SHE WAS A RAPE VICTIM, WORKING AS A LABOURER DURING CONSTRUCTION OF SHANTI VILLE'IN SERIAL...A MAN CALLED BHANDARI SITTING IN A BASEMENT,IN A DIMLIGHT,HIS FACE NOT SHOWING,ONLY HIS FINGERS OF HANDS IN VILLIANOUS STYLE, MOVING, STUDDED WITH RINGS- ON THE TABLE UNDER SPOTLIGHT.WAS A SERVANT AND THEIR HELPER IN EVERY WRONG DEEDS IN MR KAMESH MAHADEVAN AND MR RAJ J J SINGH'S HOME,2 MAIN PROTAGONISTS ,IN SHANTI NANDA VILLA,BUT ACTUALLY HE WAS A UNDERWORLD DON,LENDING MONEY ILLEGALLY TO MOVIE MAKERS AND OTHERS,AND THEN HARRASING THEM.VERY MASALA SERIAL,HAD ALL KIND OF INGREDIANTS,SHADES AND EMOTIONS.FIRST DAILY SOAP OPERA OF INDIAN TV!!!

IT HAS FILMMAKING,DIRECTION,CHESS,LAWN TENNIS,UNDERWORLD,UNDERCOVER AGENTS,GETTING SPYIED FAMILY MEMBERS,FINANCE,LOVESTORIES,CONTRACT MARRIAGE FOR REVENGE,CONTRACT KILLINGS,STEALING DAIRIES,DOCUMENTS OF WILL,A LABOURER RAPE VICTIM TULSI,MENTALLY RETARDED SON RAMESH,INDIRA A SADHVI,NIDHI,AYESHA,RANJANA,MAYA...SOMESH...ROHAN,SHANTI,SANJAY,VIJAY,PCYCHETRIC PROBLEMS...!!!

I WON'T TALK ABOUT DAWOOD ABRAHIM,ABU SALEM,UNDERWORLD ETC,BUT MANY STEPS WERE TAKEN SINCE THEN REGARDING THIS ISSUE ALSO!!

I REMEMBER IT WAS GULSHAN KUMAR'S COLD BLOODED MURDER WHICH SHOOK THE BOLLYWOOD FINALLY,(On 12 August 1997, he was killed outside the Jeeteshwar Mahadev Mandir, a Hindu temple in Jeet Nagar, Andheri West suburb of Mumbai [7]. The police accused Nadeem of the music duo Nadeem-Shravan of having paid for the assassination. However, on 9 January 2001, Abdul Rauf (known as "Raja") confessed to being the assassin.)

AND THEY HAD MEETING WITH ICC AND FICCI PEOPLE IN DELHI LED BY SHRI GOVIND NEHLANIJI AND MANY OTHERS DURING MY TVI DAYS,TO SYSTEMIZE BOLLYWOOD-AS 'A FILM INDUSTRY',SO THAT IT GETS 'INDUSTRY'S STATUS',AND PRODUCERS/DIRECTORS CAN GET LOANS FROM BANKS FOR INVESTING IN FILM MAKING AND FILMS RELATED INFRASTRUCTURE. WELL, IT HAPPENED FINALLY,AND FILM INDUSTRY GOT FEW SUBSIDIES ON IMPORT OF EQUIPMENTS AND CAMERAS ETC IN THE ANNUAL BUDGET THAT YEAR,SHRI YASHWANT SINHAJI WAS FM THEN.

CAN'T SAY HOW FAR THEY WENT NOW!!EVEN THEIR HARTALS AND PROTEST BY JUNIOR ARTISTS,DUPLICATES,GROUP DANCERS ETC WAS ERUPTED,MS SAROJ KHAN HAS ALSO FACED PROBLEMS DUE TO THIS,I BELIEVE.

THOSE DAYS 'UNORGANISED SECTORS' AWARENESS AND PROTESTS WERE ON PEAK I BELIEVE.MANY RULES WERE MADE ON THESE ISSUES ALSO.I THINK EVERY ONE KNOW THESE STORIES.

TEHALKA DID A STING OPERATION ON SHRI BANGARU LAKSHMANJI OF NDA AND MS JAYA JAITLYJI AND TEAM-COFFIN SCAM.(THAT WAS THE TIME WHEN I THOUGHT PEOPLE ARE MAKING PROGRAMME(FICTION/NEWS NOT PURELY,AS IT WAS THEIR OWN PERSPECTIVE) BASED ON ABBERATIONS(I THINK IT WAS A BLUNDER TO REACT,EVEN PRIVATLY SITTING AT HOME OR TALKING WITH SUDHIRJI ON PHONE ON THIS ISSUE,AS FROM BIHAR WHILE TALKING TO SUDHIRJI ON PHONE IN 2001 APRIL,I TOLD HIM ABOUT MY DOUBT-'OUR PHONE TALK IS GETTING LEAKED,CAN'T SAY HOW???...MAYBE TAPPING!!)

THOSE DAYS FROM THERE I WENT TO NEPAL WITH MY MOTHER AND SISTER'S FAMILY,AND BOUGHT FEW THINGS,I INSISTED ON GETTING RECEIPTS,WHICH I AM SURE I STILL HAS,JUST BECAUSE ITS OUR HABIT AND ALSO AS SMUGGLING DAILY PRODUCTS,DRUGS,BOGUS NOTES,ARMS AND EXPLOSIVES FROM THAT ROUTE WERE COMMON ISSUES THEN,WHICH WAS RAISED IN PARLIAMENT AS WELL,THOSE DAYS.

NO I NEVER THOUGHT THAT WE ARE VERY IMPORTANT,OR ARE VIP'S,THOUGH SUDHIRJI IS A CELEBRITY SINCE BEGINNING(1983),BUT CERTAIN THINGS MADE ME FEEL...WE NEED TO BE CAUTIOUS,THOUGH IT WAS NOT EASY TO CONVINCE SELF OR OTHERS.SUDHIRJI HAS GOT DEATH THREAT,WHICH HE NEVER TOOK VERY SERIOUSLY,THOUGH AFTER POLICE OFFICERS REQUEST HE TOOK SECURITYMEN FOR SIX MONTHS,BUT THEN HE HIMSELF ASKED THEM TO REPEAL IT.EVEN ADITI IS QUITE COURAGEOUS(MAYBE WAS AFRAID OF BUT NEVER SHOWN OFF),WHO DON'T WANT TO SIT AT HOME,OR RUN BACK HOME,WHILE SERIAL BOMB BLASTS WERE HAPPENING IN HER ROUTE TO DESTINATION TO HER COLLEGE.

THOUGH WE ALL LIKE SITTING AT HOME MORE THEN ROAMING AROUD HERE AND THERE UNNECCESARILY.THOUGH SUDHIRJI(WE-MR AND MRS) DO GET MANY INVITATIONS IN A MONTH.I CAN NOT SPEAK LIES ABOUT WHERE I GO,AND WHAT I DO.OR WHAT I TALK.DON'T HAVE MUCH HIDDEN TRUTHS,LIKE ANYONE ELSE WHO CAN PRETEND TO BE OR CAN HIDE TRUTHS.I KNOW MANY PEOPLE WHO BEHAVE PERFECTLY,TALK PERFECT OR POTRAY THEMSELF AS PICTURE PERFECT,BUT ACTUALLY ARE QUITE DIFFERENT OTHERWISE.CAN LIE SMARTLY-SAYING I SPEAK THE TRUTH.

WELL I CAN SAY IN HER AGE EVEN I HAD COVERED FEW 'RIOTS',AND 'AANDOLON'S' ON THE STREET AND HOSPITALS,RUNNING ALONG WITH THEM,WITHOUT BEING AFRAID MUCH.

I AM NOT MENTIONING PRADHAN MANTRIJI SERIAL HERE,MADE AND TELECASTED IN 2001 MAY, BEFORE TEHLKA EXPOSE,

BUT THEN TEHALKA EXPOSE,WHICH HAPPENED MUCH LATER,... REMINDED US OF SHRI VINEET NARAIN'S FIRST VIDEO NEWS MAGAZINE'(LAUNCHED IN 1989)

'KALCHAKRA'... 'AISA TOOO PEHLE BHI HUA THA'--IN WHICH HIS FEMALE JOURNALIST COLLEAGUE AMINA SHEKH(IF I REMEMBER THE NAME CORRECTLY??),WHO IS MR COL. KAPOOR'S(KNOWN ACTOR/DIRECTOR/PRODUCER) DAUGHTER-IN-LAW,AND ACTED IN HIS SERIAL 'FAUJJI' WHICH INTRODUCED SHAHRUKH KHAN ON TV I BELIEVE,AS SHAHRUKH KHAN'S CHARACTER'S BHABHI'S CHARACTER.

FOR 'KALCHAKRA'SHE INACTED OR POSED AS A 'CALL GIRL' TO EXPOSE BUSSINESSMEN BROTHERS-JAIN BANDHU OF JAIN STUDIO/CHANNEL FAME AND GOT HIS DAIRY AND FEW RECORDS,A EXPOSE CALLED 'HAWALA SCANDAL'. IT WAS A HAWALA-CASE IN 1993,DURING SHRI P.V.NARSIMNHAJI RAO'S PM TENURE(1991 TO 1997).SHRI ADVANIJI AND MANY OTHERS HAS RESIGNED FROM HIS PARLIAMENTARY POST IMMEDIATELY,JUST BECAUSE HIS NAME WAS ALONG WITH MANY OTHERS WERE MENTIONED IN A DAIRY SHOWING CERTAIN AMOUNT OF MONEY WITH THEIR NAMES.THIS CASE WAS CLOSED DOWN IN 1997 AS THESE EVIDENCE WERE NOT PROVED UP TO MARK.

WHICH SHOWS WE ARE GETTING USED TO CORRUPTION NOW,THOUGH WE ARE MORE VOCAL ABOUT IT BECOZ OF CHANNEL BOOM.

(TALKING ABOUT ANY SIMILIAR CASE OR INCIDENTS DOESN'T MAKE YOU OR ME,OR JUST ANYONE A CULPRIT,AS ONE CAN TALK AND SPEAK WITH OTHERS EXPERIENCES ALSO....LIKE,'AISA TOOO PEHLE BHI HUA THA'!!!))

I DON'T WANT TO CONNECT ANYTHING WITH MR RAO'S BOOK 'THE INSIDER'AS I HAVE MET HIM TWICE IN SUDHIRJI'S PROGRAMMES BUT NEVER TAKEN HIS INTERVIEW,SUDHIRJI HAS PHOTOS WITH 5PM'S,AS HE CARICATURED THEM,I HAVE ALSO SHOT MSGS OF SHRI DEVEGODAJI,SHRI CHANDRASHEKHARJI,SHRI I.K.GUJRALJI,SHRI ATALJI,SHRI ADVANIJI,SHRI MULAYAMJI...ETC OTHER THEN OTHERS OF DIFFERENT FIELDS.

(OR THEN PRESIDENT SHRI K.R.NARAYAN.EVEN INTERVIEWED HIM-WITH SUDHIRJI FOR DD PROGRAMME LATER ON),BUT I DON'T THINK I EVER BOAST OF IT THOUGH THERE IS NOTHING WRONG IN SAYING I HAVE INTERVIEWED OR EVEN MET WITH THEM.AS THEY ALL ARE LEGEND/VETAREN OF THEIR TIME.

('LOG KAHEINGE,FAINKATA HAI SALA,'OR TUM TO MAAL LAG RAHI HO(KHOOBSURAT-)--TAPORI LANGUAGE...LIKE SANJAY DUTT'S CHARACTER, OR SHAHRUKH KHAN'S CHARACTER IN 'JOSH' FEW MOVIES!!!)GAUTAM IN SAANS HAD FEW WOMEN--WELL TO DO UPPER MIDDLECLASS(QUITE SHAKSHAM FAMILY) SISTER SHAKUNTALA AND HER DOTING HUSBAND SURI SAHEB,PRIYA WIFE,MANISHA-G.F,NEELAM-ASSISTANT,HIS ADMIRER- GOT MARRIED TO YOUNGER BROTHER AND JOHN'S MOTHER WHOM HE HELPED FINDING A JOB!!!...AND KIDS,MOTHER-IN-LAW,PARENTS,NEIGHBOURS,MAIDS,DRIVERS...AJIT SIR AND OTHER MEMBERS!!....ETC.

I AM NOT RELATING ANY NEWS WITH THIS BOOK AS THIS BOOK WAS WRITTEN LATER ON(1998)... -WITH ANY MOVIES SATYA,SHOOL,KAREEB,DIL SE,MACCHIS,HEY RAM,PARDES,KHOOBSOORAT OR HU TU TU,OR HUM AAPKE DIL MEIN RAHTE HEIN OF MR BONEEY KAPOOR WHICH WERE MADE EARLIER OR 'TITANIC' WITH MUCH FAMOUS AND GETTING EVOLVED WITH TIME SERIALS 'SHANTI-WHO'S CATCHLINE WAS VERY POPULAR THEN---YEH SHAANTI,NARI KE ROOP MEIN KRANTI HAI','SAANS','TU-TU,MEIN-MEIN' AND MOVIES 'TAAL','HUMARA DIL AAPKE PASS HAI','JOSH','FHIR BHI DIL HAI HINDUSTAANI',HUMARA DIL AAPKE PAAS HAI,QUA KAHANA,TILL RECENT JAB WE MET,JANE TU NA JANE NA,GAJINI...EVEN ENGLISH MOVIES LIKE'HOLLOWMAN,SHALLOW HAL,ETC LATER ON,ADS LIKE-'GHOR KALYUG KABHI BAHEN KABHI MASHUKA,JANAM SAMJHA KARO-HEERA HAI SDAA KE LIYE TO RED TAPISM TO MANY POSITIVE AND VERY CREATIVE AND HUMOURS,SATIRICAL,PATRIOTIC ADS ALSO!!!.....THERE WAS SOME KIND OF 'UNMAAD AND CONFUSION-BUCK STOPS WHERE?' IN PEOPLE'S THOUGHTS I BELIEVE,PEOPLE OUTBRUST IN CERTAIN OCCASIONS WERE VERY GOOD OR AT TIMES AWKWARD WHICH INCLUDES BY ME ALSO. AND FILM/PROGRAMME MAKERS ALSO,....OTHER THEN MY FAMILY MEMBERS.BY THEN MANY MORE NEWSPAPERS,MAGAZINES,BOOKS,TV CHANNELS,INTERNET BOOM,AND THEN RADIO FM'S WERE THERE,SO AS MOBILES ETC....NOW WE ALL KNOW THE NUMBERS!!!

ONE THING I WANT TO MENTION IS ATLEAST AT HOME I WAS THE ONE WHO NOTICED THE NAMES OF SOFTWARES AND HARDWARES OF COMPUTER-INTERNET,AND LATER ON MOBILES,BRANDS NAMES,APPLIANCES,PRODUCTS..ETC....HAD SOME UNIQUENESS LIKE APPLE,LAPTOP(WHICH CREATED MUCH HULLA-GULLA-I BELIEVE ADOPTION IS ALSO CALLED 'GODD LENA 'IN HINDI,ITS A PROVERB.),OR (OR MAYBE 'THODHI SI TO LIFT KARA DE...MEANS ENHANCE OR UTTHA DIYA,AS PEOPLE SAY,OR SIMPLY UTTHANA,JAGAANA,JAGRIT KARNA....VAISE JUST TO VISUALISE SOMETHING FUNNY, IF MORE THEN FIVE PEOPLE SITS IN A NORMAL CAR,FEW HAVE TO GET ADJUSTED ON EACH OTHERS LAP,ISN'T IT??))....TILL OUTLOOK EXPRESS6,9,WINDOW7,PAUL THE OCTOPUS SAID,...AND MANY MORE CAME.

NOW WHICH PROVED THAT WITHOUT KNOWING A PERSON,ONE CAN GET HIGHLIGHTED,WHICH MEANS,EVERYTHING IS NOT CONTROVERSIAL OR FISHY...ITS MORE ABOUT SPOTLIGHT.AND ITS ALSO BEING PROVED THAT THE WAY ANYONE'S CHARACTER OR EMOTIONS ARE POTRAYED IN GOOD,BAD OR UGLY(CRUEL) WAY...IS NOT ALWAYS ACTUAL REALITY IN ONCE LIFE BUT CAN BE REALITY IF WE SEE THE CASES AROUND.

THATS WHY I BELIEVE IN 'VASUDHEV KUTUMBKAM',AND 'AKHAAND BHARAT' WHETHER STATES ARE SMALL OR BIG,THEY ARE JUST LIKE A FAMILY,WHETHER IT IS SMALL OR A JOINT FAMILY.NOT TALKING ABOUT INDIVIDUALS LIKE ILANDS OR UNION TEROTERIES IN ANY OR OUR COUNTRY.'

BUT IT HAS BECOME A 'VICIOUS CIRCLE-PAHLE MURGI YA AANDA'???...IF IT GETTING HIGHLIGHTED WHAT WE SAY OR DO DELIBRETLY-'JANBUJHKAR'?,OR IN A NORMAL ROUTINE?,SO AS AT TIMES WE WANT TO ACT AS WE RELATE WITH WHICH EVER CHARACTER OR CONVERT IT,WHICH IS NOT 100% REAL,OR AT TIMES ITS A VICE-VERSA.

IN FACT I THINK IT IS NOW MEMBERS OF MY FAMILY WILL BE MORE COMFORTABLE,AS WILL OVERCOME FROM 'JHOOTHE IMAGE' YA 'NAKLI IMAGE' OR 'CAN WE SAY FILMI IMAGE' KA SHADOW/SAYA ....WE'LL BE 'MUKTA','FREE' FROM IT.OR MAY BE 'NUCLEAR LIBILITIES SHADOW??' AND IN RESULT I BELIEVE THERE WILL BE MORE PEACE AND SANITY AROUND.AS IT IS, WE ARE VERY PEACEFUL PERSON IN REALITY. AND WANT AND HOPE TO LIVE CORDIAL AND HAPPY LIFE,WHATEVER SPARE TIME WE GET TOGETHER IN BUSY SCHEDULE OF EVERYONE. ITS BETTER TO BE BUSY IN CONSTRUCTIVE WORK,CREATIVLY OR NOT.IT APPLIES ON ME ALSO.

THOUGH MR DHONI'S(NO.7,HIS B'DAY-7JULY) FEW FRIENDS(MR SEEMANT LOHANI,MR YUDDHAJEET DUTTA,MS TAPASI MUKHERJEE,MR ARUN PANDEY) ARE MY INTERNET(FACEBOOK/ORKUT) FRIENDS BECOZ OF WRITING GENERAL TALKS IN A GOSSIP BLOG AND THEN CHATTING AT TIMES WITH ONE OR TWO OF THEM ,WITH WHOM I HAD EXCHANGED 4-5 MSGS,OR TALKED ONCE!!....ITS A PROOF THAT THESE CHARACTERS/UNKNOWNS CAN BECOME REAL,THOUGH THEY ARE STILL JUST A FACEBOOK FRIENDS.

I DON'T THINK MR M S DHONI EVER TRIED TO BE OUR FAMILY FRIEND(OR DAMAAD ACTUALLY!!) IN REALITY??? OR IS HE??? ONLY HE KNOWS?? IF HE REALLY WANTED TO BE,HE COULD HAVE APPROACHED ME, AS NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE. AND I THINK HE JUST WANTED TO DO A VIRTUAL TALK???!!!

HE HAS PERSONAL CHARISMA AND TALENT THATS WHY HE IS PROGRESSING.

BUT BESIDES HIM,I OR WE HAD TALKED ABOUT FEW OTHER PLAYERS LIKE SACHIN,HARBHAJAN,YUVRAJ,PATHAN BROTHERS,GAUTAM GAMBHIR,VIRAT KOHLI,IPL ETC AND OTHER SPORTS AND SPORTSPERSONS ACHIEVEMENTS,INCLUDING OLYMPICS IN CHINA AND COMMONWEALTH GAMES,ASIAD ETC.

I HAD WRITTEN AND TOUCHED MANY ISSUES AND TOPICS WHICH ARE CONTEMPORARY,BESIDES WHAT WE DISCUSSED AT HOME-OLD OR NEW-PAST,PRESENT AND FUTURE WITH OUR OR ADITI'S FRIENDS AND FAMILY MEMBERS, OR ANYWHERE,IN WHATEVER CONTEXT, THAT ALSO GET HIGHLIGHTED OR DISCUSSED IN SOME FORM,I BELIEVE.

I AM SURE NOW IT'LL BECOME SIMPLER AND BETTER TO UNDERSTAND AND REPLY BACK WITHOUT GETTING MISUNDERSTOOD,MISINTERPRETED,OR HANDLE THE SITUATIONS IN A BETTER WAY NOW FOR ANYONE INSIDER OF OUR FAMILY OR ANYONE FROM OUTSIDE.I BELIEVE IF CASE IS REAL THEN FIGHT FOR IT IN THE HOME,OFFICE,IN POLICE STATION, OR IN THE COURT,BUT IF ITS A FICTION,AND YOU ARE UNDER PRESSURE BECOZ OF IT LEARN TO TACKLE IT FOR BETTERMENT OR YOU'LL BE STRESSED OUT.MUST UNDERSTAND THAT THESE POINTS ARE TOUGH TO PROVE LEGALLY,BUT IF IT CAN BE PROVEN,CAN BECOME HUMAN RIGHT VIOLATION CASE.

MERI MEHNAT BEKAR NAHIN JAYEGI!!!

I HOPE PEOPLE SHOULDN'T GET JUDGED BY FICTION,BUT THEIR REAL WORK ON THE GROUD DOING SITTING AT HOME OR WORKING OUTSIDE, AND THEIR PERSONALITY.AS FACTS AND FICTIONS ARE GETTING MIXED UP,AND DEFINITLY LIFE IS NOT 'THAT MEETHA,KHATTA, MASALEDAR OR KADDWA/ZAHERILA' AS FICTION CAN BE.THOUGH I KNOW, PEOPLE ARE MORE INTERESTED IN BEING FICTION'S CHARACTER THEN BECOMING REAL FRIENDS OR RELATIVES AND TAKING RESPONSIBILITIES SERIOUSLY.MANY TIMES PEOPLE LEARN GOOD THINGS BY WATCHING IT(THAT'S RIGHT THING TO DO)

OR EVEN BAD OR UGLY THINGS WATCHING IT IN FICTION OR NEWS ETC,I MEAN FROM REEL LIFE,FOR EXAMPLE, LATEST CASE OF MR RAJESH GULATI OF DEHRADUN,WHO KILLED HIS WIFE,CUTTING HER IN 72PICES AND KEPT IT IN A DEEP FREEZER FOR 55 DAYS. SOURCES SAYS,-'HE USED TO WATCH MOVIE,WHICH IS IN HIS COMPUTER-'SILENCE OF THE LAMB' AND GOT INSPIRED BY IT.

PLZ MY APPEAL IS,ITS BETTER TO LEARN GOOD THINGS AND DISCARD BAD THINGS.'SAR SAR GAHI KARO,THOTHA DEO UDDAI',AS MAHATMA GANDHIJI HAD SAID,"-GRHINAA PAP SE KARO,PAPI SE NAHIN."


COMING TO THE MAIN POINT AND AN IMPORTANT QUESTION IS---WHAT IS 'ETHICALLY CORRECT' WHILE TRYING TO EXPOSE SOMEONE WRONG?? ....VIA JOURNALISTIC METHODS AND MEASURES??,JUST TO PROVOKE THEM TO SAY IT?? OR TO CREATE A SITUATION TO RECORD AUDIO OR VIDEO OR MAKE THEM SPEAK IN FRONT OF EVERY ONE???

WELL! WELL! SOUNDING LIKE A MOVIE 'OM SHANTI OM!! GETTING FILMY??

WHILE TRYING TO EXPOSE AIN'T JOURNALISTS ARE GETTING EXPOSED,BY USING UNETHICAL MEANS???

HERE I AM NOT TALKING ABOUT HELPING IN WRONGS OF ANYONE!!

WHILE SHOOTING MSGS(I SHOT 30 PEOPLE WITHIN 15DAYS-ALL TOP PEOPLE OF DIFFERENT FIELDS),AFTER SENDING FAX,TALKING ON PHONE,I TOOK APPOINTMENTS BUT AS PEOPLE I HAD TO SHOOT WERE VERY BUSY, ONCE OR TWICE HAD TO FACE DIFFICULTIES OR CANCELLATIONS.I WAS TOLD,DON'T GO WITHOUT 'PACCA' APPOINTMENT.

(JUST FOR MY REFERENCE,I LIKE TO ADD THAT THESE MSGS WERE SHOWN ON TV CHANNEL'S LAUNCH AND WERE PUBLISHED IN NEWSPAPER'S MIDDLE 2 PAGES WIDESPREAD...WHICH MEANS THEY ACTUALLY DO NOT CONSIDERED ME FAILED THEN OR IT WAS A DAMAGE CONTROL,AS FEW PEOPLE SAY!!!....LATER ON THEY HAVE PUBLISHED A FULL PAGE AD OF YOUNG TEAM INCLUDING HIS FAMILY MEMBERS IN OFFICE UNIFORM SHOWING 'V'SIGN OF VICTORY,AND A VIDEO AD FOR CRICKET SHOWING THEM PRAYING FOR OUR TEAM....LYRICS WERE 'HUM KO TO HAI PURA YAKIN TUM JAISA KOI NAHIN'(IT WAS BEFORE SERIAL ON SONI TV SHOWN-"JASSI JAISI KOI NAHIN"....WHICH REMINDED ME A MOVIE 'KHUBSOOORAT' AS WELL, WHERE WHOLE FAMILY USED TO SIT TOGETHER WATCHING CRICKET AND BETTING WHICH TEAM WILL WIN.IT WAS SANJAY DUTT'S CHARACTER IN IT WHO SAVED URMILA IN 'CHAAT/ROOF'AS SHE WAS FALLING WHILE WALKING ON BALCONY'S WALL/EDGE,BY HOLDING IN HIS HAND AS IT WAS SHOWN IN TITANIC ALSO,

SO AS ROSE'S MARRIAGE IN TITANIC WAS FIXED BY HER MOTHER WITH A RICH MAN,AS HE ASSURED HER TO HELP HER OUT FROM DEBT,BUT HE RAN AWAY SITTING IN A BOAT FOR KIDS RESCUE SAYING HE'LL TAKE CARE OF THEM AND TITANIC SANK.THESE KIND OF CONTENT WERE SHOWN IN MANY HINDI MOVIES AS WELL INCLUDING MR&MRS 55(AN OLD MOVIE),WHICH HAD INFLUENCES OF WOMEN LIBRATION MOVEMENT AND LEFTIST THINKING COATED WITH ROMANTIC THEME).

SO AS ZEE TV HAS DONE AN AD CAMPAIGN 'KAUN HOON MEIN',AFTER 'PRADHANMANTRIJI'SERIAL,SHOWING A GIRL TEACHING DANCE,SUDDENLY STARTED TEACHING KARATE,OR STARTED FILLING CROSSWORDS ETC...LATER IN 2001 MAY!!

....BUT THINGS HAS EVOLVED FOR BETTER AND WORSE BOTH IN FICTION,FOR EXAMPLE MOVIES LIKE TALSHAK/VASTAV...ETC ALSO HAD ITS REFLECTION IN THOSE DAYS,SO AS BAWANDER(REAL STORY ON A SOCIAL ACTIVIST WOMAN OF RAJASTHAN)) OR HUMARA DIL AAPKE PAAS HAI(THIS ISSUE BEGAN WITH TULSI OF SHANTI..THOSE DAYS).DON'T WANT TO RELATE WITH IT BUT LIKE KIDS IN THEM,EVEM MY DAUGHTER HAS STUDIED IN APPEJAY SCHOOL,OR VILLIAN YOUNGER BRO WAS CHOUDHARY JAT,OR MOVIE LIKE 'HUM AAPKE HAIN SANAM', TO TODAY'S 'QURBAN'(TERRORISM)!!!

...EARLIER POLITICS HIJACKED THE PLATFORM,AS IN 2004 THERE WAS AN INTERESTING AD SHOWING SCHOOL KIDS IN FANCY DRESS WEARING COSTUMES OF DIFFERENT STATES SAYING "WE WANT TO BE PM"!!!

MOVIE 'GODMOTHER' WAS ALSO A REAL STORY ABOUT WOMANUNDERWORLD DON OF MUMBAI,TILL SOME EXTENT.

NOW CRICKET/SPORTS OR FILM AND FILM/TVSTARS HAS HIJACKED IT TILL SOME EXTENT.OUR FAMILY ARE WITH EVERYONE.SOME SLEDGING OR NEGATIVITY/CYNICISM AT HOME(PRIVATELY EXISTED WHICH NEED TO BE CENSORED)AS IT REFLECTED OUTSIDE ALSO--WE ARE NOT DRUNKARD,CHAIN SMOKERS OR HAS ANY ADDICTION).

I AM SURE THINGS WILL MOVE FOR BETTERMENT NOW ONWARDS.

'AAAROP TOOO AAROP HI HOTE HEIN'-CHAHE HUM LAGAIYEIN YA KOI AUR,TATHYA CHAHIYE.

AT TIMES EVEN WE BEHAVE LIKE THIS TO OTHERS-'TIME NAHIN HAI,PHIR AANA',KAL PHONE KARNA,KAL AANA'.

I HAVE TAKEN INTERVIEWS OF LATE SHRI PRAMOD MAHAJAN THEN(SHOT MSGS,AND TAKEN INTERVIEW FOR RASHTRIYA SAHARA'S 'UMAANG' PAGE),AND SHRI ATALJI,THEN PM-WHOM I CONSIDER A STATESMAN FIRST AND A POLITICIAN LATER,WHEN AFTER FALL OF GOVERNMENT IN 1999,ME AND SUDHIRJI WENT,TALKED,AND WITH VERBAL PERMISSION FROM MR ASHOK TONDON,HIS PRESS ADVISER I HAD WRITTEN A PIECE FOR 'UMAANG' SECTION OF RASHTRIYA SAHARA AND SUDHIRJI FOR HT.

IT WAS JUST A-
'OFF THE RECORD' TALK AND NOT AN OFFICIAL INTERVIEW,WHICH INCLUDES WHAT HE EATS(FISH,SWEETS LIKE KHEER,CHINESE FOOD OTHER THEN INDIAN CUISINES) OR WHERE DO HE GO FOR HOLIDAY'S IN INDIA AND OUTSIDE COUNTRY. IT WAS A FULL PAGE WRITE-UP,AS MY WRITE-UP HAS NOT FILLED WHOLE PAGE,AND LITTLE SPACE WAS LEFT IN THAT PAGE,ATALJI'S FEW LINES OF POETRY('LOKTANTRA KI DRAUPADI ROOTI NAYAN NICHOOD,NAHIN KOI RAKHWALA', AND 'KAUN HAI KAURAV,KAUN HAI PANDAV,TEDHA EK SAWAL HAI,CHARON TARAF SHAKUNI (MAMA)KA FHAILA TANTRAJAAL HAI'..., AND EXCERPTS OF A OLD CLIPPINGS FROM HIS BOOK BASED ON COLLECTION OF HIS 'OLD INTERVIEWS' WERE USED BY THEN PAGE EDITOR SHRI SANJAY KUMAR,WHICH HAS FEW MISCHEIVIOUS/NAUGHTY QUESTIONS ASKED BUT ANSWERED NICELY BY SHRI ATALJI THEN,BUT IT OFFENDED THEM NOW(2000).I CANNOT PUT BLAME ON PAGE EDITOR,AS I HAD READ ITS PROOF PAGE, BEFORE IT GOT PUBLISHED IN 'UMAANG-FEATURE PAGE' OF 'RASHTRIYA SAHARA'.SO I NEVER CLARIFIED ABOUT IT THERE.

MEIN AATI-MAHATVAKANKSHI BAHEN HOON YA NAHIN,LEKIN AAP SABKA SAHYOG AACCHA RAHA HAI. MEIN BHI AAPNI TARAH SE SHAYOG KARNE KI KOSHISH KAR RAHIN HOON.

I'LL UPLOAD THAT INTERVIEW AFTER SCANNING IT IN MY 'FACEBOOK ACCOUNT'LATER ON.

I AM NOT TALKING ABOUT ITS 'HASTHKSHEP' PAGES OR SECTION, WHICH HAD 4 PAGES WEEKLY APPEARENCE,AND GOT DISSOLVED AFTER I LEFT,SO AS THAT POPULATION RESEARCH CELL.BUT IT IS THERE WITH NEW LOOK AND DESIGN NOW,AS MUCH I KNOW.

TO BE CONTD.

IF I FEEL LIKE ADDING FEW MORE POINTS,I'LL DO THAT LATER ON-TIME TO TIME.ITS BENIFIT OF WRITING HERE,CAN ADD ANYWHERE ANY TIME. RIGHT NOW,WITHOUT BEATING AROUND THE BUSH,I'LL COME TO THE POINT.

1-FIRST OF ALL LET ME CLEAR WHY I FEEL SO CONCERNED ABOUT ANY HYPE GET CREATED BY MEDIA OR FILM PEOPLE,OR IN FICTION(THEY ARE MORE BALANCED AND OBJECTIVE NOW),...OTHER THEN REALITY AND HARD NEWS???

BECOZ I HAVE HEARD HOW AND WHAT YOUNG KIDS TALK OR DISCUSS,NOT SAYING ITS A RECENT PHENOMENON,BUT MAY BE IN HEAT OF TIME...'MAHAUL MEIN UBBALL AANA'

(...IT USUALLY BECOME UNCONTROLABLE IF I,OR PEOPLE AROUND ONE,OR GENERAL PUBLIC REACTS OUTREAGOUSLY WITHOUT UNDERSTANDING THE DEEP THOUGHT OR MOTIVE BEHIND IT.!! )

OR WHAT THEY THERE WERE A TIME WHEN I FELT WHAT I AM TRYING TO SAY IS NOT ACTUALLY GET CONVEYED CORRECTLY OR ACCURATELY. THAT'S WHY I WAS FINDING WAY OUT.'RASTA DHUNDH RAHI THI'.I GOT IT BY WRITING HERE.BUT CAN'T SAY IF ITS STILL DOES GET COVEYED. BUT THANKS TO ALL INVISIBLE HANDS,VOICES, AND FACES,FRIENDS AND SUPPORTERS,AND TO THEM ALSO WHO MAY BE, DON'T LIKE ME OR MY VIEWS,BUT HELPING ME BY CONVERTING MY WORDS,IDEAS,THINKING, EVEN REACTIONS OR CYNICISM AT TIMES INTO REALITY IN SOME FORM,WHETHER I LIKE IT OR NOT BUT IT WAS/IS A 'LABBOLUVAB' OF WHAT WE ALL,TALK,DISCUSS,I WRITE,OR LISTEN TO,ISN'T IT???!!!

WELL I USUALLY TALK ABOUT ISSUES,STREAMS,STORIES,CASES AND NOT JUST ABOUT INDIVIDUALS BUT EVERYTHING, BUT LET ME CLEAR IT FIRST, I AM A FAMILY PERSON,AND LOVE ITS MEMBERS,FRIENDS OR MY COUNTRY AS MUCH AS ANY PATRIOTIC PERSON CAN BE AND MY VIEWS ARE ALWAYS HUMANITARIAN.BUT CAN TALK ABOUT A PERSON WHO CAN BE REPRESENTATIVE,CONNECTED OR REASON OF THAT ISSUE.FOR EXAMPLE, LGBT ISSUES,SEXUAL HARRASSMENT ISSUES,YOUTH,OLD,KIDS,GENDER ISSUES,HUMAN INTEREST ISSUES,DEVOLOPMENT,ELECTRICITY,WATER,EMOTIONAL ISSUES OR PRACTICAL ISSUES,IDEALISTIC ISSUES(UUSUL HEIN)...MAIDS,UNORGANISED SECTOR,MARGINALISED SECTOR,UNEMPLOYMENT,UNDERWORLD,EXTREMISM,TERRORISM,SOCIO-POLITICAL ISSUES AS IT ALL TOUCHES OUR HEART AND LIFE IN ANY OR SOME,FORM,NAXALISM,HEALTH,EDUCATION,CRIME,CLEANLINESS(JAI HO!) ETC...WE HAVE ALREADY DISCUSSED ABOUT EVERY POINTS AT LENGTH AND SAW ALL KIND OF REACTIONS AND FEW AMENDMENTS IN LAW OR SOME NEW LAWS INCLUDING CHANGE IN PEOPLE'S MINDSETS AS WELL,AND GROUND REALITIES,WHICH MAY BE SOME KIND OF COINCIDENCES.

AS I FEEL AND ALREADY WRITTEN ABOUT IT THAT WHETHER YOU BELIEVE IN VASHUDEVA KUTUMBKAM,WHICH IS VERY INDIAN CONCEPT, OR NOT,IF FAMILY AS A UNIT,WHETHER RICH OR POOR,OR WHICHEVER SECTION THEY BELONG TO,GROW HARMONIOUSLY,WITH KEEPING INDIAN AND HUMAN VALUES INTACT WITH ALL ROUND BALANCED PROGRESS,TAKING UP THEIR SOCIAL RESPONSIBILITIES, COUNTRY ALSO PROGRESS.


BEFORE 2004 ALSO PEOPLE'S MORE FOCUS WAS ON FAMILY(MUST BE THEIR FOCUS ON FICTION ALSO,AND ITS RESULTS-POSITIVLY,CONSTRUCTIVLY OR CONTROVERSIALLY)-TUM AUR TUMHARA PARIVAAR,WHICH CHANGED INTO HUM AUR HUMARA PARIVAAR)

(SAHARA PARIVAR'S CATCHLINE WAS THEN--EMOTIONALLY YOURS, WHICH AGAIN CHANGED TO SAHARA GROUP I BELIEVE,NOT TALKING ABOUT NDA PARIVAAR,UPA PARIVAAR,OR ANY OTHER PARIVAAR.....INCLUDING CHOUDHARY/TAILANG PARIWAR/KHAANDAAN/SWEET FAMILY(WHATEVER WORD ONE USE)!!!)

CAN'T SAY IF I HAD HAND IN THIS CHANGE 100%, ITS OTHERS TO SAY,BUT SOME HOW I FELT WITH TIME STORIES ARE EVOLVING AND EVERYONE DO UNDERSTAND NOW,HOW ITS HAPPENNING. BUT IF ONE HAS NOTICED THEN IT HAS SHADES OF WHERE EVER,AND WHATEVER WE DISCUSSED,WHICH MEANS BEING INTERACTIVE. FAMILY OR PARIVAAR FORMAT IS NOT BAD AS ALL CAN RELATE WITH IT TO SOME EXTENT,THOUGH AT WORK PLACES,PEOPLE NEED TO BE PROFESSIONAL,WITH THE HUMAN TOUCH.

BUT IT IS DIFFICULT TO RELATE AND FIX YOURSELF AS ONE CHARACTOR,ROLE,IMAGE AS IT IS EVOLVING WITH ONCE TALK,DISCUSSIONS,ACT AND WAY OF LIFE. SO ITS BETTER TO LEARN GOOD POINTS AND DISCARD BAD.DON'T BE ADDICT TO IT,BELIEVE IN GROUND REALITIES AND WORK,GET INSPIRIED BY GOOD IDEOLOGISIES OR PRINCIPALS(UUSUUL),BY GOOD BOOKS,GOOD MUSIC,THEATRE,ART,DANCE,FOOD,TRAVELING,WATCHING,DOING,INCULCATE GOOD HABITS,GOOD BEHAVIOUR,GOOD LANGUAGE,...DO WHATEVER YOU ARE INTERESTED IN.IT APPLIES TO ME AS WELL.TRY FAMILY AS A UNIT,TO GROW,ENJOY AND CONTRIBUTE IN GROWTH OF SELF AND WHOEVER YOU CAN HELP,OR NEED HELP OR ARE YOUR DIRECT RESPONSIBILITIES ATLEAST.

MY REQUEST TO ELDERS ARE THAT-MUST KEEP AND TRY TO SEE FROM YOUNGESTERS OR KIDS EYES AND PERSPECTIVE,EMOTIONS ALSO,BEFORE TAKING OR IMPOSING DECISIONS AND TO YOUTH,THEY SHOULD AND NEED TO UNDERSTAND ELDERS POINT OF VIEW,PERSPECTIVE AND WORLDLY EXPERIENCES AND EMOTIONS.AND DEFINITLY BACKGROUND ALSO.SELF IMPOSED DISCIPLINE IS THE BEST.

NO ONE WANTS TO BE KNOWN, OR TO FINISHES AS WRONG SIDE OF HISTORY(THE MUMMY RETURNS???),BUT THESE THINGS ARE NOT IN ATLEAST MY HAND OR NATURE,CAN'T SAY ABOUT OTHERS...!!WHAT I AM WRITING HERE CONSTANTLY,AND CONSISTENTLY FOR MONTHS,FIRST ORIGINAL AND THEN INCLUDED FLOW OF NEWS WITH TIME AND ADDED MY COMMENTS ON IT.IN FACT MANY NEWS I MISSED IT WHERE I WANTED TO ADD MY COMMENTS OR PASTE IT HERE,BUT YES I THINK CAN BE ABLE TO CONVEY THE FLOW WITH TIME AND UNDER SITUATION AND LIMITATIONS,WHATEVER HEADLINES AND NEWS WERE AVAILABLE.CAN'T SAY IF IT WILL EVEN CONSIDERED A WORK OR JUST MY BHADASS.

SO ITS BETTER NOT TO WORRY MUCH ABOUT IT.

SO'KARM KARO,FAL KI ICHHA MAT KARO.''...AS KRISHNA SAID IN 'GEETAOPDESH'.

AND WRITING ABOUT ISSUES LIKE LGBT OR SEXWORKERS(LITTLE BIT)OR SEXUALLY TRANSMITTED DISEASES(AIDS)OR ANY OTHER HEALTH PROBLEMS OR DISEASES!!...I THINK ANYONE NEED TO SEE THEIR PHLIGHT ALSO WITH HUMANITARIAN ANGLE SO THAT ONE CAN FIND SOLUTIONS TO CURB IT OR MINIMIZE IT.

BY NOT TALKING ABOUT IT OR SHYING AWAY FROM IT OR THINKING ITS DOES NOT EXISTS,WON'T GIVE ANY SOLUTION,THEY EXISTS IN OUR SOCIETY.AND NEED TO BE TAKEN CARE ABOUT THIS FACT THAT THEIR NEXT GENERATION COME OUT OF IT,AND DON'T FORCED TO GET INTO IT FOR LIVLIHOOD AND DIE OF SUCH DIESEASE. AND TO HELP AND UNDERSTAND THEM,ONE NEED TO KNOW ABOUT WHY ANY PROBLEM EXISTS,ITS HISTORY,BACKGROUND,REASONS,SOLUTIONS,HOW TO CURB IT,AND HOW TO PROVIDE THEM HELP.I DON'T THINK ANYONE WANT TO BE THERE JUST LIKE THAT.

LGBT ARE DIFFERENT CASES WHICH NEED TO BE TREATED AS A MAINSTREAM PEOPLE,SPECIALLY TRANSGENDERS IN THEM,AS OTHERS CAN LIVE NORMALLY IN THE MAINSTREAM TILL SOME EXTENT.

THERE ARE MANY ORGANIZATIONS- PRIVATE AND GOVERNMENT WHO ARE WORKING ON AND FOR THESE ISSUES AND PEOPLE,EVEN JOURNALISTS WRITE FOR THERE JOURNALS OR ROUTINE NEWSPAPERS ON THESE ISSUES OR PEOPLE.SO AS PHOTOJOURNALISTS CLICK THEIR PHOTOS OR CARTOONISTS MAKE CARTOONS.

THERE ARE CRIMINAL OFFENCES,PEOPLE OF CRIMINAL MENTALITY,AND ACTIVITIES DO EXISTS EVERYWHERE AND NEED TO BE PUNISHED STRICTLY.

WE HAVE DISCUSSED ABOUT CRIME AND CRIMINALS AS WELL.

I JUST TRY TO TAKE THINGS POSITIVLY.CYNICS ARE NOT WRONG AS THINGS OR SITUATIONS DO NOT CHANGE FAST OR AT TIMES GET WORSE,BUT ITS ALWAYS BETTER TO FIND SOLUTIONS.

MOVIES MADE ON SUCH ISSUES NEED MORE SENSETIVITY,LIKE MADHUR BHANDARKER'S 'CHANDNI BAR' HAS OR SUDHIR MISHRA'S 'CHAMELI' HAS.OR MAHESH BHATT'S 'DAYARA' HAS OR NATIONAL GEOGRAPHIC'S-'LADY BOY' DOCUMENTARY HAS!ITS A MATTER OF HUMAN RIGHTS.

BUT USUALLY THEY ARE TOPIC OF MOCKERY FOR THEM.CAN'T SAY HOW PEOPLE LAUGH AT PERSONS WHO ARE CRYING IN THEIR HEART.WHY DON'T YOU ALL TREAT THEM AS A HUMAN BEING.WE HAVE MINISTRIES AND DEPARTMENTS FOR EVERYONE'S WELFARE INCLUDING ANIMALS,BIRDS,ENVIRONMENT,FORESTRY...TO ALL LIVING,NON-LIVING BEING....WHAT ABOUT THEM??? WELL,LET THESE FILM MAKERS USE SUCH IDEAS ALSO,ATLEAST THEY ARE EARNING MONEY ON OTHERS TEARS.

BUT PROBLEM BEGINS, WHEN THESE PROBLEMS OR ISSUES IN SOMEWAY STARTED INFLUENCING YOUR OWN LIFE DIRECTLY OR INDIRECTLY.AS WE ALL KNOW.THERE ARE CERTAIN THINGS WHICH ARE VERY DIFFICULT TO PROVED BY EVEN SCIENTISTS.

BUT TALKING ABOUT PROBLEMS RELATED GROWING UP CHILD SPECIALLY GIRL,THEIR EMOTIONS OR ITS RELATED PROBLEMS,,TRENDS,FASHIONS,HEALTH,BODY,BEAUTY,HYGIENE(FOR EXAMPLE DISCUSSING COMPLEXITIES OF LIFE,ACCIDENTS,UGLY INCIDENCES HAPPENING WITH GIRLS,NEWS,ADS OR REALITY OR TALK SHOWS LIKE EMOTIONAL ATYACHAAR,AT TIMES MOVIES OR SERIALS LIKE OC,FRIENDS OR INDIANS SHOWS OR TREND OF FLOWS OF JOKES IN MOBILE OR INTERNET,PEOPLE'S LANGUAGE,SLANGS,LINGO'S OR...ANYTHING WHICH NEED ATTENTION,NEED TO BE CURB AND CHECKED,NEED TO BE CAUTIOUS ABOUT,OR AT LEAST PONDER AND THINK ABOUT,SO THAT ONE DON'T NEED TO BECOME PART OR VICTIM OF IT.!!....IT CAN REFLECT BIT OPENNESS IN TALK OR VIEWS,MAYBE IN THINKING,AS USUALLY PEOPLE TRY TO SHY AWAY FROM SUCH TOPICS BUT I BELIEVE WITH TIME MY THINKING SAYS WE NEED TO DISCUSS IT,SO THAT CHILD SHOULDN'T GET WRONG INFORMATIONS FROM HERE AND THERE...AT TIMES BEAUTIFUL/OR GOOD/BAD/UGLY PRESSURES CAN BE BUILT ON A PERSON BY SUPERFICIALLY/ARTIFICIALLY BY FICTIONS OR REACTIONS AS WELL. ITS BETTER NOT TO BECOME SUBJECT OF MOCKERY OR GET REDICULED UNNECCESSARILY. OR EVEN STARTED ENJOYING IT AS A PART OF LIFE.BOTH EXTREMES ARE BAD FOR OUR MINDSET OR HEALTHY GROWTH!!....FOR EXAMPLE...THERE WERE ADS OF VIRGIN MOBILE-LIKE 'VIRGIN ZARA HUT KE' IT WAS AFTER I HAD DISCUSSED SOMETHING WITH HER.I HAD MENTIONED/DISCUSSED A MODULE PREPARED BY CEDPA(I ATTENDED ITS WORKSHOP), ON 'ADOLSCENT PROBLEMS IN GROWING UP YOUTH AND LEADERSHIP QUALITIES'WITH HER AND HER FRIENDS.

TALKING ABOUT CONTEMPORARY VALUES,RISKS,HISTORY,TRADITION,MYTHS,CULTURE,FESTIVALS,WHAT INFLUENCES WE IMPORTED FROM WEST OR WAS IT EXISTS IN OUR CULTURE FROM THE BEGINING IN ANY FORMS.THERE ARE VARIETY OF TOPICS....WHICH MAY BE LIKED BY ALL OR NOT,OR HAVE INTEREST IN IT OR NOT.

I DO FEEL BEATING UP ON VALENTINE DAY CAN NOT BE A SOLUTION(SEE MOVIE-RANG DE BASANTI). IT NEEDED TO BE TAUGHT AT HOME TO KNOW HOW TO BEHAVE IN A PUBLIC PLACES,AND LAW AGAINST IT,OR ITS CONCEQUENCES. AS WE HAVE TRADITIONS IN HOLI OR IN MARRIAGES WHERE EVEN SENIOR OR SERIOUS PEOPLE BEHAVE DIFFERENTLY. AND FROM KAMDEVTA-DEVI(MYTHOLOGY) AUR VASANT UTSAV(OLD-TRADITION) TO LAILA -MAJNU,HEERA RANJHA(FOLK-LORE),AAMRAPALI-AJATSHATRU,ANARKALI-SALIM(HISTORY),MEINE PYAAR KIYA,HUM AAPKE HEIN KAUN(FILMI FICTION) ETC TILL NOW,WE HAVE EMPTY NUMBER OF STORIES, EXISTS IN OUR SOCIETY AS A FACT OR IN FICTION OR FOLK LORE.

FROM ANCIENT HISTORY OR EVOLUTION OF MANAV OR OUR SOCIETY,WE DO NOT ONLY HAVE FOLKLORE,MYTHOLOGY BUT TRIBAL TRADITIONS WHERE ONE GIRL WAS MARRIED TO ALL BROTHERS IN A FAMILY,SO THAT FAMILY DON'T BREAK,OR HAS TRADITIONS OF LIVING TOGETHER WITH OUT BEING MARRIED,OR BEFORE GETTING MARRIED,ABOUT OUR OPEN SOCIETY WITH OUT NORMS TO FORMATION OF ITS FORMAL STRUCTURE AS IT MENTIONED IN 'MANU-SMRITI'....'JUST READ NEHRUJI'S 'BHARAT EK KHOJ'ALSO.TILL MOUGHALS PERIOD TO OUR FEUDAL SOCIETY,NEGATIVITY AND RIGIDITY AND AGAIN WESTERN INFLUENCES OR PASCHIM KI HAWA...JO KABHI MADHUM CHALTI HAI,AUR KABHI TEZI SE.

OPENESS ALWAYS DOESN'T MEAN RECKLESSNESS,OR SPEAKING ABUSIVE OR VULGAAR SPEACH OR LANGUAGE, MAYBE AS SPOKEN BY ILLETRATES IN JHUGGIS OR MAYBE BY SOME LIVING IN POOR TOLLA'S OR PLACES IN VILLAGES OR KOTHAS(THOUGH THERE WAS A TIME WHEN YOUNG OR GROWING UP NAWAB'S WERE SENT TO KOTHA'S TO LEARN TEHZEEB,AADAB AND NAZAKAT FROM TAWAIF'S-I MEAN GENERAL ETIQUEETES-ITS A HISTORICAL FACT'....OR BY 'GUTTUR KI AULAAD-NALLIII KE KIDEA(NAZAYAZ) OR DULDUL(WATER/KICHAD) OR UNDERWORLD CRIMINAL'S LANGUAGE-GAME BAJA DIYA???'-(JAI HO).

BUT IT CAN BE BIT EVOLVED THOUGHT,FRANKNESS IN SPEECH AND EXPRESSIONS,AND MAYBE GUTS TO TALK OR SAY,AT TIMES BY HABIT,AT TIMES IF ITS NECCESSARY.I AM NOT TALKING ABOUT JUST LIVING IN A 'KAANCH KA GHAR',OR 'BEING CYNICAL OR SCEPTICAL'.
("BUS ITNI HI CHAAHAT HAI,MUJHKO SIRF MICROPHONE NUMA MACHINE KA TUKDA YA DIMAAGRAHIT 'SHE IS FANTASTIC,MADE OF PLASTIC COMPUTER' NA SAMAJHIEN,HADD-MANSS KA SULJHA HUA MANN MASTISHK WALA INSAAN HI SAMJHIEN TOOO EHSAAN HOGA.NA HI MEIN SURAJMUKHI KA PHOOOL HOON,JIDHER SURAJ DEEKHA UDHAAR KO GHUM GAYEEE!!!

BUT NOW ONWARDS,I AM SURE I UNDERSTAND WHY PEOPLE DON'T WANT TO SHARE,OR AVOID TO SHARE ANY PERSONAL,PROFESSIONAL OR HEALTH PROBLEMS OR SECRETS OR PLANS WITH ME.OR HALF BAKED DETAILS WITH ME???IT CAN BE VICE VERSA ALSO!!!OR MAYBE PEOPLE WOULD LIKE TO SHARE TO GET 'PUBLICITY',IF I SAY CRUDLY!!! BUT I AM SURE WHO EVER HAS RESPECT FOR ME,WILL NOT TRY OR DARE TO SPEAK OR BEHAVE BADLY OR CHEAPLY!!...VIBHA TAILANG.

NOW NOT INTERESTED IN DRAGGING ANY(IF I DID IT DELIBRETLY) PERSON,NAME STORIES,CASES,...CONTROVERSIES,NEITHER IS INTERESTED IN INTERPRETING ANYTHING,EXCEPT THAT EVERYONE DOES SPEAK WITH THEIR OWN KNOWLEDGE,IMFORMATION,THINKING AND UNDERSTANDING OF MATTER OR ISSUES. PLZ DON'T LET ANYTHING GO OUT OF HAND,JUST BECAUSE IT GIVES PLEASURE OR A KICK TO ONE OR OTHER PERSON.

BUT THEN AS A FAMILY PERSON WE ALL ARE READY TO SPREAD LOVE,PEACE,INDIAN AND OF COURSE HUMAN VALUES,MORE THEN ANYTHING ELSE. NO DISCRIMINATIONS BETWEEN MEN,WOMEN,OLD,YOUNG,KID.ITS YOU PEOPLE'S CHOICE WHOM YOU CONSIDER YOUR ROLE MODEL,FACES,VOICES IN YOUR OWN CIRCLE...AT HOME OR OUTSIDE.NO ONE CAN IMPOSE THAT.BUT YES WHEN EVER I'LL FEEL I'LL WRITE MY POINT OF VIEW,OR WHATEVER RELEVENT I'LL FEEL.OR REMEMBER.BUT NO NEED TO GO IN HISTORY,IF ITS IRRELEVANT IN TODAY'S CONTEXT AND CAN SPREAD NEGATIVE FEELINGS. BUT IF ITS GOOD AND ONE CAN LEARN SOMETHING OUT OF IT GOOD,OR MAYBE JUST ENJOY IT,I DON'T THINK ITS HARMFUL.LIFE IS A LEARNING PROCESS.AS IT IS A END OF THIS YEAR.

JAHAN TAKK SAATH KI BAAT HEI TO SUDHIRJI AND ADITI IS ALWAYS THERE TO HELP,CARE AND SUPPORT(THAT'S MY ACTUAL TEAM). AND DEFINITLY MA-BABUJI WHOM WE NEED TO SUPPORT,CARE AND HELP.

BAAKI AAP LOGON KI MARZI...HUMEIN AUR HUMAARI BAATOON KO KIS KIS NAZARIYEE SE DEKHTEIN HEIN.ABHI TAK TO SABHI KA SAHYOG AACHHA HI RAHA HAI.

TO REGULATE IT,I THINK SELF IMPOSED DISCIPLINE IS THE BEST,WITHOUT BEING TRAP OF BECOMING ROLE MODEL IN REFLECTION BY RELATING WITH CERTAIN CHARECTAR,AND DOWNPLAYING OR UNDERMINING OTHERS,ITS BETTER TO BE REAL AND TRY TO BE A ROLE MODEL IN REAL LIFE. AND FOR THAT ONE SHOULD AND NEED TO PONDER AND THINK ACCORDING TO THEIR NATURE OF WORK, THEIR OWN LIMITATIONS AND CAPABILITIES AND WHAT THEY ARE INTERESTED IN AND CAN FIX PARAMETERS FOR THEMSELF.NO NEED TO IMPOSE DEADLINES AND STRICTNESS FROM OUTSIDE.

ONE CAN REGULARISE THEIR HEALTHY FOOD HABITS,GOOD ROUTINE AND PHYSICAL FITNESS.

AND AT LAST,ONE NEED TO AVOID WRONG PRECEDENTS AS A HABIT,LIKE BEING IMPOLITE,RUDE,AGRESSION OR ANGER (in everything and everytime,)WRONG ATTITUDE LIKE NOT ENTERTAINING GUESTS OR NOT HEARING TO DOOR BELLS IN THE ABSENCE OF OTHER MEMBERS AT HOME,....NOT ATTENDING PHONES,OR 'AABHI TIME NAHIN,KAL PHONE KARO,OR KAL AANAA. OR DON'T TOUCH MY THINGS,DON'T COME INSIDE WITHOUT KNOCKING(WELL THAT'S COURTESY OR ETIQUEETE),DON'T COME WITHOUT CALLING UP,MANY TIMES ITS NAUTANKI...PSEUDO ARROGANCE(I THINK SO),WELL THESE THINGS HAPPEN ONCE IN A WHILE IN WHATEVER MINDSET,OR MOOD BUT SHOULDN'T BE REPEATED FREQUENTLY BY PERSONS OR AS A MASS HYSTERIA.OR SHOULDN'T BE EXPECTED BY ONE PERSON TO BE A VILLIAN OR DEVIL,ARROGANT BEYOND TOLERENCE BY OTHERS.WE ARE HERE TO SPREAD LOVE AND HUMANITY AND NOT JUST HATRED OR NEGATIVITY.NO NEED TO TYPECAST ONESELF.AT TIMES,POWER,ATTENTION,RICHNESS MAKES PEOPLE SPOIL BRATS OR ARROGANT.

BUT THEN ITS PERSONS NATURE AND CHOICE.

I WOULD LIKE TO MENTION AN ENGLISH MOVIE 'THE MUMMY' AND ITS SEQUEL 'THE MUMMY RETURNS',WHERE A GIRL,HER BROTHER AND FRIEND...WHO WAS HER HUSBAND IN ITS SEQUEL WITH ONE SON IN ADDITION,USE TO READ A BOOK FOR WAY OUT.WHICHEVER CHAPTER SHE USE TO READ,MUMMIES RELATED TO IT STARTED GETTING ALIVE LIKE ROBOTS,READY TO FIGHT WITHOUT USING BRAIN AS IF THEY WERE MACHINES FILLED WITH INSTRUCTIONS.

MAY BE WHAT I AM SAYING IS STILL SEEMS NOT CONVINCING TO ALL,BUT WHATEVER TOPIC OR ISSUES I AM WRITING HERE ARE GETTING HIGHLIGHTED OR DISCUSSED BY YOU ALL OR IN PUBLIC.SO AS GETTING REACTIONS BY BIG ONES.OR SOME DECISIONS ALSO. SO TELL ME IS IT NEGATIVE OR ITS POSITIVE???

THOUGH THIS IS TRUE THAT EMPHASIS ON JHARKHAAD PEOPLE IN RANCHI OR ELSEWHERE WHICH INCLUDES MY CLOSE ONES LIKE MAMAJI THERE,MY SCHOOL FRIENDS THERE OR MENTION OF MY ELDER BROTHER AND SISTER STUDIED THERE OTHER THEN ME, MR DHONI OR HIS FRIENDS STAYING THERE RESULTED IN CHAIN REACTION OF OTHER SMALLER SEPERATE STATES DEMAND OR NAXALITES ACTIVITIES IN 2010,BUT SAME TIME THEY ARE LOOKING BIT SUBDUED NOW,MORE INTERESTED IN TALKING PEACEFULLY.I REMEMBER WHILE CHATTING WITH MR SEEMANT I HAD CHATTED IN FAVOUR OF EXPLOITATION OF DOWNTRODDENS WHICH RESULTED IN INCREASE IN NAXALISM SOMEHOW,HAS WRITTEN IN MY BLOG UNDER OTHER SUBHEADING,BUT OTHERWISE I HAD TALKED ABOUT ITS OTHER ASPECT HOW MANY OF THEM DON'T HAVE ANY MISSION BUT GETTING USED BY VESTED INTERESTED FOR THEIR OWN MOTIVES.

FATHER OF NAXAL MOVEMENT IN INDIA MR KANU SANYAL HANGED HIMSELF IN 24/3/10,HIS INTERVIEW BEFORE HIS DEATH,I HAVE PASTED IN THIS BLOG.HE HAD SAID THAT MISSION OF NAXALS DO NOT EXISTS NOW.THEY SHOULD LEAVE VIOLENCE MODE OF OPERATION.(After the failure of the Naxalite uprising, Sanyal went into hiding. After the death of his colleague Charu Majumdar followed by the breakup of the Naxalite movement, Sanyal claimed to have abandoned violent means and accept parliamentary practice as a form of revolutionary activity....EXCERPT FROM AN INTERVIEW)

I ALWAYS TALK ABOUT HUMAN RIGHTS AND DEMOCRACY,BUT ONE SHOULD UNDERSTAND THAT IF ARMYMEN STOP GUNNING DOWN ENEMIES,HE WON'T BE ABLE TO SAVE OUR BOUNDARIES,IF IN EMERGENCY OR URGENCY PEOPLE WON'T TAKE QUICK DECISIONS AND TRY TO CONSULT TEN PEOPLE...AT THAT TIME IT DO BECOME MORE DANGEROUS AND WRONG,THEN CAMPARED TO DURING PEACEFUL DAYS.

I THINK TALKING ABOUT YOUTH RELATED ISSUES,OR MAYBE LOVE STORIES,OR CHEATING,SPECULATIONS AND GOSSIPS, ABOUT DATINGS OR JUGGLINGS WITH 5 DATES AT A TIME INSTEAD OF (5 WORKS),OR ROMANCEING IS WRONG PRECEDENTS???

OR IF IT GO ON,CAN MAKE A WRONG PRECEDENT???

WHETHER ITS TRUE OR JUST 'HAVVA KE SAATH BAHNA' AS AJAY-A CHARECTAR PLAYED BY SHAHRUKH KHAN IN 'FHIR BHI DIL HAI HINDUSTANI IN A FIRST HALF WAS QUITE NON-SERIOUS PERSON/BACHELOR POTRAYED(MAIN BOY OR GIRL'S CHARACTERS ARE ALWAYS BACHELOR IN MOVIES),LINE IN FRONT OF WHITEHOUSE AS A SATIRE/CARTOON(QUITE EXAGGERATION IS A DEMAND OF HUMOUR AND SATIRE) OR GAUTAM OF SAANS,SAAS BHI KABHI BAHU THI,OR DRAUPADI'S CHARECTOR(BADLA OR REVENGE,OTHER THEN 5 HUSBANDS) WAS A RARE MYTHOLOGICAL EXAMPLE'AND NEEDED A FULL STOP OR DIRECTION SOMEWHERE???

I DON'T KNOW IF IT CAN CHANGE PEOPLE'S MINDSET LITTLE BIT SPECIALLY BIG,RICH,POWERFUL AND SUCCESSFUL...OR EVEN COMMONER'S(PUBLIC) AS BJP'S SLOGAN 'CHAAL,CHRITRA,CHEHARA',HAD AN APPEAL WHICH NEED TO BE FOLLOWED STRICTLY BY EVERYONE SPECIALLY WHO ARE OUR ICONS AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE.BIG,SMALL,OLD,YOUNG,KIDS...WHOEVER AS COUNTRY'S CHARACTAR REFLECTS BY COUNTRYMEN.BUT KILLINGS IN THE NAME OF 'HONOUR KILLING',LOVE MARRIAGE,OR MAY BE SOME STEPS WHICH IS NOT APPRECIATED BY SOCIETY GENERALLY,FOR EXAMPLE LIKE UNWED MOTHER WHICH IS EVEN 'KUNTI OF MAHABHARATA',OR FEW OTHER SUCH CHARACTERS WERE, DESERVE TO GET KILLED,IS NOT A RIGHT PRECEDENTS ALSO.

THAT'S WHY SHRI VIVEKANANDJI USED TO EMPHASISED ON HEALTHY SOUL,MIND AND BODY.

THAT'S WHY MAHATMA GANDHIJI'S 'EXPERIMENT WITH THE TRUTH'IS VERY RELEVANT TODAY,IN WHICH HE HAS WRITTEN ABOUT VICES OR WRONGS IN HIS VIEWS WHICH HE TRIED DURING GROWING UP AGE AND STAGES,UNDER WHAT THINKING,INFLUENCES AND CIRCUMSTANCES AND HOW HE OVERCOME IT AND NEVER REPEATED IT WITH HIS SHEER WILL POWER.HE HAS LEARNT LESSONS,NOT TO FORGET IT EVER.HE HAS DISCUSSED HIS SHORT COMINGS,AND HE IMPROVED QUALITY OF HIS LIFE,VIEWS AND THINKING BY READING,WRITING AND IMPLEMENTING EVERYTHING PRACTICALLY.HE IS STILL AN EXAMPLE FOR EVERYONE TO FOLLOW.

WELL DON'T YOU ALL THINK SOFTER ISSUES RESULTED IN PEACE AND HAD NOT INCREASED HATRED TO MUCH EXTENT.ISN'T IT??? THOUGH SOME CYNICISM AND SCEPTICISM WAS EVIDENT IN PEOPLE'S ATTITUDE,BUT IT WAS SOME 'BLOCKS',WHICH NEEDED TO BE OPENED UP TO CREATE RIGHT BUT SELF-IMPOSED PARAMETERS.ALLEGATIONS OR ACCUSATIONS,WHETHER IT IS A FACT OR A FICTION,CAN NOT BE JUST CONVINCED,SUPPRESSED OR JUST GET TACKLED FOR LONG.

IT NEEDED TO BE CLEARED UP.AND FOR THAT ONE NEED COURAGE AND A WAYOUT.

ABOUT ACHIEVEMENTS...ITS GOOD IF PEOPLE KNOW,APPRECIATE,ENCOURAGE AND PROMOTE!!

DON'T WE NEED TO CATTER EVEN THOSE ISSUES RELATED TO MARGINALIZED OR UNDERPREVILEGED (FOR SOLUTIONS) PEOPLE WHO ARE INDIRECTLY CONNECTED WITH MAINSTREAM PEOPLE???

OR IS IT UGLIER/BAD TOPICS,SO WE NEED TO KEEP SHUT ALWAYS??? I HAVE SPOKEN EARLIER ALSO,BUT DIDN'T HAD FLOW OF NEWS,MY COMMENTS ON RECORD AND RELATED DECISIONS TO SUPPORT.

IS TAGS OF TERRORIST,NAXALITES OR ITS SYMPATHISER(I DO FEEL GIVING STRICT PUNISHMENT TO THESE PEOPLE IS LAWFULL AND RIGHT STEP,ONE SHOULD ABIDE THE LAW,BUT TO UNDERSTAND WHY NEW PEOPLE ARE TRYING TO BE A CULPRIT OR GETTING TRAPPED IN UNLAWFUL ACT,WILLFULLY OR NOT,ONE NEED TO DO RESEARCH,WHICH I THINK WE DO,FOR LONGTERM SOLUTIONS AND TO CURB CRIME AND TO STOP NEW PEOPLE TO BECOME CRIMINALS...THAT'S MY HUMANITARIAN ANGLE SAYS),CRIMINAL,THEIF,CURRUPT,LIER,CHEAT,DECIET,INDISCIPLINE,OR GUILTY OF ANYTHING OR ANY KIND OF HARRASSMENT,EXPLOITATION,HUMAN RIGHTS VIOLATION...WHICH YOU THINK IS NOT CORRECT OR TRUE...ONE NEED TO CLEAR OFF???...WHETHER ONCE EFFORT IS FRUITFUL OR NOT,ONE CAN ABLE TO CONVINCE WITH CONVICTION AND WHATEVER KIND OF PROOF OR NOT???

I WAS TOLD SHE ALWAYS PICK UP NOT SO LIKED ISSUES,YES! BECAUSE I KNOW WHETHER YOU ALL LIKE MY INITIATIVES OR NOT BUT WILL SUPPORT ME IN SOME WAY(AT TIMES IT CREATED HURDLE FOR ME OR US),AND IT WILL GET CORRECTED,OR ITS LOOSE ENDS WILL GET TIGHTENED.I THOUGHT BEFORE PROCEEDING AHEAD WE NEED TO DO THAT.IN MOVIES TELEPHONIC SONGS ARE SINCE'MERE PIYA GAYE RANGOON,VAHAN SE KIYA HAI TELEPHOON'...TILL 'PARDES' IN WHICH APOORVA HAD HABIT OF TALKING LOUDLY ON MOBILE,SO AS SHAHRUKH'S CHARACTOR WAS A CELEBRITY BECOZ OF HIS MUSICAL BAND IN GARAGE,AFTER GIVING INTERVIEW IN RADIO USED TO GET FANS PHONE CALLS,SO AS MAHIMA@GANGA TALKING ON LANDLINE PHONE USE TO TELL HER PARENTS HOW HAPPY SHE IS WHERE AS SHE WAS UNHAPPY,AND TO END UP TALK SHE USED TO SAY,I CAN'T HEAR YOU.OR IN 'DIL SE',WHERE SHAHRUKH'S PHONECALL USED TO LISTEN BY WHOLE FAMILY TOGETHER ON KEEPING IT ON LOUDSPEAKER MODE,OR SHANTI'S AYESHA TALKING FROM PCO'S....TO TILL NOW IN SLUMDOG'S MILLIONAIRE'S CALL CENTER OR MAYBE IN MANY AVERAGE MUSICAL ALBUMS,OR LYRICS LIKE-'TELEPHONE DHUN MEIN HASNE WALI'....IT IS A CHARACTOR IN ITSELF.IF WE ANALIZE BOOM IN OR HYPE OF TOPICS,SUBJECTS,MATTERS,INCEDENTS,ISSUES,PRODUCTS,TRENDS ETC IN NEWS,FACTS AND FICTIONS...IT WILL BE A DIFFERENT,INTERESTING AND IMFORMATIVE ANALYSIS.

EVEN AS MY ELDER BROTHER'S COMPANY NHPC MAKES DAM,AND HE IS A CIVIL ENGINEER,I ASKED HIM ABOUT HIS COMPANY'S POLICY ABOUT EQUILIBRIUM BETWEEN DEVOLOPMENTAL ISSUES AND PEOPLE'S HUMAN RIGHTS WHO LOOSE THEIR LANDS,WHILE MAKING OF DAMS AND ITS ENVIRONMENTAL REPURCUSSIONS ALSO,AS AT TIMES THEY NEED TO CUT FOREST TO CONSTRUCT TOWNSHIPS....WHICH HE TOLD ME IN DETAIL!!!


TALKING ABOUT ME DOING 'MANMANI'...ONCE I TOLD MY FAMILY MEMBERS,WHAT I CAN SEE YOU ALL ARE NOT SEEING IT THOUGH I FEEL AT TIMES WHAT OTHERS ARE SEEING AROUND YOU,YOU'RE NOT ACCURATELY SEE IT,IF YOU ARE NOT ALERT,FORGET ABOUT BEING AWARE.

FIRST THE REALITY IS EVERY PERSON CHANGES THEIR VIEWS AND STATEMENTS EVERY SECOND DAY.SO NO NEED TO COMMENT ON 'KISMEIN ADAPTABILITY HAI,KISMEIN NAHIN,KAUN DHAL JATA HAI,KAUN SABKO AAPNI TARAH DAL DETA HAI(AS MY YOUNGER NANADJI TOLD ME ONCE(IN 2004,WHICH I TOOK IT AS A COMPLIMENT-MEIN DHAL JATI HOON,AAP SABKO AAPNI TARAH DHAL LETI HO)',KAUN HASTKHESHEP YA MANMANI KARTA HAI,KAUN CHUPCHAP SABKI KAHI,BINA DIMAAG ISTEMAL KIYE SUN LETA HAI-LIKE MACHINE'!!!....THIS DEBATE IS TOUGH TO DECIDE.

AS WHO SAYS WHAT IN WHICH MINDSET OR MOTIVES,ONLY THEY KNOW BUT SPEAKING ABOUT SELF,I CAN SAY I AM SURE WHO KNOW ME CLOSLY,IF THEY DON'T SPEAK WHAT THEIR 'DIL CHAHTA HAI',BUT WHAT IS FACT THEN,YES I DO TAKE MY OWN DECISIONS,BUT DON'T DO ANYTHING BIG WITHOUT CONSULTATION WITH WHOEVER IS PRESENT HERE FINALLY,UNLESS ITS VERY URGENT.

I HAVE ALWAYS TAKEN UP WOMEN ISSUES,FOR EXAMPLE IN RECENT YEARS I HAD WRITTEN ABOUT JESSICA LAL'S CASE,ON GIRL INFANTICIDE ETC FOR DAINIK BHASKER,I THINK I REACTED ON UMA KHURANA CASE,WRONG IMPLICATION OR CASE ON HER,SHOWN ON LIVE INDIA CHANNEL(WHICH WAS BANNED FOR FEW DAYS AFTER THIS NEWS PROVED BOGUS),ON AARUSHI CASE INVESTIGATION,WHEN HER CHARACTER ASSISNATION WAS GOING ON,ON TV LIVE(MEDIA EXPOSE,OR POLICE INVESTIGATION NEED MANY DETAILS FROM EVERY ANGLE BUT NEED SOME SENSTIVITY SHOULD BE SHOWN AND ONE SHOULD NOT INDULGE IN MEDIA TRIAL OR GIVING PRIOR JUDGEMENT BY POLICE OFFICERS BEFORE LAWFUL CONCLUSION BY COURT,ON STORIES ON WOMEN SWAPPING ETC.RUCHIKA CASE,...MANY OTHER EXAMPLES.

I AM GLAD THERE WERE DISCUSSION ON MEDIA REGULATION AND ITS ETHICS AND LAKSHMAN REKHA AS BY NOW WE HAVE MORE THAN 700 24 HOURS 7 DAYS TV CHANNELS,AND OF COURSE ADVERTISEMENTS,PRINT,INTERNET,RADIO...ETC.

WE NEED TO THINK ABOUT ITS IMPACT.HOW POWERFUL MEDIA IS!!!

I DO AT TIMES FEEL,PERSON IS MORE SAFE AND PRAISEWORTHY BY NOT REACTING-PRIVATLY,OR PUBLICLY ON WHATEVER HAPPENING.WHETHER ONE LIKE IT OR NOT.BUT FROM PUBLIC FORUM,ONE NEED TO THINK BEFORE THEY SPEAK.

EVEN WHILE WRITING IN A GOSSIP BLOG I HAVE WRITTEN IT WITH A GENERAL ANGLE,SUGGESTING GIRLS TO READ FAMOUS BOOK 'AADHE AADHURE' OR I DEFINIED MY VIEW ON COMPLETE PERSON,WHICH MEANS A PERSON WHO KNOW AS MUCH KALAYEIN AS POSSIBLE'-THAT BOOK WAS ON COMPLEXITIES OF LIFE,OTHER THEN CRICKET.THOUGH IF I WOULD HAVE BEEN VERY SELFISH OR VERY COOL,COULD HAVE WRITTEN IN THE BEGINNING CLEARLY THAT YOU ALL LEAVE I WANT HIM TO BE MY SON-IN-LAW.

I THINK I SHOULD HAVE WRITTEN IT CLEARLY/SPECIFICLY.CONTROVERSIES NAHIN HOTIN- SIRF HAAN YA NAA HOTA!!!

BUT THEN MANY POINTS MAYNOT CAMEOUT,AS YOU'LL KNOW,HOW I WAS GIVING DETAILS OR HINTS AND ITS YOU'LL REACHING TO THE CONCLUSION OR DECISIONS.WHICH ITSELF IS A PROOF,AND NOW ONWARDS I DON'T NEED TO CONVINCE OR JUSTIFY IN BEHALF OF SELF OR OTHERS.NEITHER NEED TO SAVE ANYONE FOR SPEAKING/BEHAVING/DOING WRONG.I'LL BE RESPONSIBLE FOR SELF BEHAVIOUR AND ACTION FIRST.

(I HAD THIS TEMPATATION LITTLE BIT. THOUGH RESEARCH,OR NEWS MATERIAL ON THEM ONLY GIVES IMFORMATION ABOUT,THEIR RECORDS,AWARDS,BRANDS AMBASSADORSHIP,DEALS,ASSETES...GOSSIPS,WHATEVER IN NEWS, BUT NOT AS A FAMILY PERSON OR ABOUT THEIR NEAR ONE'S,THOUGH BY NOW THEY ALL HAVE PERSONAL WEBSITES,WHICH IS NOT UPDATED!!!)

BUT THEN DEEPIKA,LAKSHMI RAI,SAKSHI,TAPASI,ASIN (I THINK I DID A CASE STUDY ON HIM OR EXPERIMENTED ON HIM!!!)....I THOUGHT ITS ALL SPECULATIONS AS MANY OTHER PLAYERS OR FILMSTARS ACTOR/ACTRESS STORIES SHOWN LIKE THIS,OTHER THEN SWAYAMBERS!!.....IT WAS REFLECTED IN GROUND AS WELL,AS I FELT WHATEVER I AM WRITING,OUR KIDS AND THEIR FRIENDS AND OTHERS ARE ALSO GETTING REGULATED BY IT TILL SOME EXTENT AND REACTING TO IT).

IT SHOWS HOW IT HAPPENED IN 2004 AS WELL,IN THE END...'SARRE AANDE EK TARAF KAR DEEYE,THOUGH THINGS WERE ALLTOGETHER DIFFERENT THIS TIME FROM THEN.'

I DO REALISED THAT ADITI TACKLES OR SPIN MATTERS BETTER THEN MR DHONI WHO WAS SPEAKING FROM PUBLIC PLATFORM ON AIR.MAY BE SHE HAS BETTER UNDERSTANDING OF THINGS AS AN INSIDER.AS HE IS NOT AN INSIDER,I FEEL TO SOME EXTENT HE HAS GOT USED BY ME SOMEHOW,SO AS MY FAMILY MEMBERS OR OTHER FRIENDS...INCLUDING MY SCHOOL/COLLEGE FRIENDS,ADITI'S FRIENDS.

SO MY GOOD WISHES TO HIM.AS CRICKET WILL GO ON,SO AS HIS GAME WILL BE.MY SUGGESTION IS --IN FUTURE,IF HE RELATES WITH ANYTHING OR WANT TO SAVE SOMEONE,SHOULD DO IT IN A BETTER WAY-'DOOSRON KO BACHAO,PER KHUDD BHI BACCHO',AND IF HE SPEAKS HONESTLY THEN HE NEED TO RETHINK ABOUT HIMSELF!!!....'AAROOP LAGNA EK BAAT HAI,WAH AADHARHEEN BHI HOO SAAKTA HAI,GALAT HO SAKTA HAI,LEKIN AAAGAR TATHYA SAHI HAI TOOOO ONE NEED TO CHANGE SELF!!!

PER 'KUCCHH DAAG AACCHHEE HOTEIN HEIN,'MINDSET NEED TO SET ITS LIMIT SOMEWHERE!!I CAN SEE,WHOEVER SHOWN DRAUPADI TELLING KUNTI,'APNI JAISI BANAYEIGI',THEY THEMSELF ARE NOW TURNED BLUE,GREEN OR RED-WHETHER AS AN OWNER OF IPL TEAM,FILM MAKING OR GETTING INTERNATIONAL,OR SHOWING INTEREST IN POLITICS.GOOD WISHES TO ALL,WHO TRY TO PUT WATER IN A GROWING TREE,OR WHOEVER TRIED OR WISH TO CUT THAT TREE.

I HAD GIVEN THEM BENIFIT OF DOUBT(I AM WRITING FROM MY PERSPECTIVE),JUST BECOZ GOSSIPS CAN BE SPECULATIVE AND MAY BE NOT REAL OR EXACTLY HOW IT IS PROJECTED.AND DEFINITLY,INITIALLY I DIDN'T REALIZED THAT WHAT I AM WRITING IS GETTING HIGHLIGHTED.THOUGH THESE NEWS ARE ALWAYS BEEN PART OF CELEBRITIES GOSSIP COLOUMN IN MAGAZINES AND ON TV SINCE AGES.BUT THEN ONCE PRIVACY TO SOME EXTENT AND GOSSIPS AUTHENCITY AND ITS REPURCUSSIONS, ONE NEED TO THINK ABOUT ALL!!!WE STILL HAVE FEUDAL SOCIETY,WHICH BELIEVES IN 'HONOUR KILLINGS',SPECIALLY IN GIRL'S CONTEXT!!!

...MEDIA,CELEBRITIES, THEIR FRIENDS AND FAMILIES NEED TO UNDERSTAND. THOUGH WHAT I WAS WRITING ELSEWHERE GET MIXED UP,OR MAYBE PEOPLE THOUGHT SO, INCLUDING WHATEVER IS GETTING DISCUSSED HERE AROUND ME.I TRIED TO KEEP MOMENTUM IN MY CONTROL AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE,BUT AS I MYSELF DIDN'T KNOW HOW THINGS WILL SHAPE-UP AS EVEN PAST,FUTURE GET DISCUSSED IN SOME OR OTHER CONTEXT,AND MAYBE I COULDN'T ABLE TO MAKE FAMILY MEMBERS REALISED MY HALF BAKED THINKING THEN,THOUGH I TRIED TO,....BUT I TRIED TO RECREATE ALL SOMEHOW(NOT VERY PLANNED),AND WHAT HAPPENED EARLIER SO THAT FEW BIGWIGS OF DIFFERENT FIELDS DON'T REDUCULE IN FUTURE,THE WAY,I SAW THEM ON TV.(THOUGH THEY STILL CAN DO,IF THEY WANT TO).PEOPLE DON'T REALISE HOW I HAVE FELT ALL EMOTIONS-GOOD,BAD,UGLY(LITTLE BIT OF NAUTANKI ALSO)... SO DEEPLY, WHILE WRITING THESE MEANINGFUL OR MEANINGLESS MATTERS,AS ANY WRITER OR CREATER CAN DO.

I BEGAN WITH CHINU,TALKED TO MY SISTER ABHA AND PRAMODJI JIJAJI-TOLD THEM THEY ARE AADARSH,AND THEN OTHER FAMILY MEMBERS FROM BOTH THE SIDES,WHO EVER HAS TIME AND INTEREST.SO NOT GIVING IMPORTANCE TO FAMILY IS WRONG.THOUGH WITH TIME I SHIFTED MY FOCUS ON STUDYING,HAS CONTRIBUTED IN FEW TV PROGRAMME,WRITING IN A NEWSPAPER OCCASIONALLY,AN NGO NEAR BY AND THEN IN BLOGS---WRITTEN ABOUT ADITI,SUDHIRJI(WE BOTH HAVE LEARNT MANY THINGS IN LIFE FROM EACH OTHER) IN MANY CONTEXT,SCHOOL FRIENDS,COLLEGE FRIENDS,...AND MEETING AND DISCUSSIONS ABOUT OTHER FAMILY MEMBERS WERE NORMAL THING...SO ON,EVERYONE KNOW,SO HOW,AND WHO ALL GOT NEGLECTED OR IGNORED???....

GOOD TO SEE SO MANY 'GHOTALA'S'/CORRUPTION CASES HAD SURFACED AND BIGWIGS ARE GETTING QUESTIONED.HOPE IT GET TILL CONCLUSION.AS USUALLY AFTER FEW STEPS,ITS GET STUCK SOMEWHERE.

OTHER MEMBERS WERE SUPPORTIVE BUT EVEN THEY WERE FEELING THESE CHARGED UP MOMENTUM AND DEFINITLY THEY WERE REACTING ACCORDING TO THEIR OWN UNDERSTANDING AND FEELINGS.SOME BACKLOGS CAMEUP WHICH NEEDED SOLUTION.PEOPLE NEED TO TAKE EVERYONE ALONG.

I HAVE WRITTEN MY MEMOIRS OF CHILDHOOD TILL MEETING SUDHIRJI IN 1984 IN NAVBHARAT TIMES OFFICE, IN PAGES EARLIER,WELL FEW YEARS BACK,SITTING AT HOME, WHICH IS NOT ON COMPUTER OR IN ANY PUBLIC DOMAIN.SO AS CONCEPT OF A MOVIE,WHICH IS STALE NOW.

THOUGH I FEEL WOMEN NEED TO FIGHT FOR THEIR RIGHTS BUT NOT TO BECOME MEN,BUT JUST A NICE HUMAN BEING AS WOMEN IS ALWAYS MORE THEN MEN,THEY MAY BE PHYSICALLY LITTLE LESS STRONGER CONSTRUCTIVLY,BUT MENTALLY THEY ARE MORE STRONG.THEY ARE MOTHER,A CREATER SO DEFINTLY ARE MORE HUMANE.THEY ARE MORE VIBRANT AND VERSATILE,AS NEED TO DO MANY WORK AT HOME OR GET IT DONE,AS WELL AS OUTSIDE IF NEEDED.MEN AND WOMEN ARE NOT COMPETITORS,BUT THEN HEALTHY COMPETITIONS DO EXISTS...AS 'DIL MANGE MORE',(SLEDGING IS NOT GOOD),IF IT WON'T EFFECT EQUIBLIRIUM OF SELF OR FAMILY.THEY ARE EACH OTHERS ANOTHER HALF.NEED TO RESPECT EACH OTHER.GOOD TO IMPROVE SELF IN ALL ASPECT BUT I CAN GUESS BY REVIVING OLD NEWS, COMPETITION OR COMPARISIONS BETWEEN TWO 'V'-VIBHA'S HAS SOME HOW CREATED FINALLY,AND WILL NOT STOP.IT WAS BECAUSE ANOTHER 'V',THEN(2001-MEIN BHI RACE MEIN HOON,SHE HAD SAID AND WANTED TO DO SOMETHING 'ALAG'-DIFFERENT).EVEN THEN I WAS TRYING TO HELP IF ANYONE HAD REALISED IT BUT NOW EVERYTHING IS IN CONTROL,EARLIER THINGS WERE 'HAPPENED'.

NOW I CAN SAY 'MEIN BHI RACE MEIN HOON' AS I DO NOT CONSIDER SELF OR ANY MEMBER OF OUR FAMILY 'KHATM',JUST BECAUSE IT CAN PROJECTED SOMEWAY IN ANY FICTION.ONE NEED TO WORK OFFICIALLY TO BE CONSIDERED IN A RACE.WELL, FILHAAL TO BEITHE-BEITHE HI RACE MEIN HOON,(LIKE SUDHIRJI WHO SIT HERE AND MAKE CARTOONS AND EMAIL IT MOSTLY,THATS HIS PROFESSIONAL WORK).IF ANY ONE THINK I AM THEIR COMPETITOR,THEN EVEN I AM IN RACE"!!!NOW NEXT GENERATION HAS ALSO GROWN-UP AND READY TO TAKE ON.

I HAD STOPPED FULL TIME WORKING BY THEN THOUGH BY NOW SO MANY CHANNELS,NEWSPAPERS,RADIO CHANNELS,INTERNET JOURNALISM--I MEAN SCOPE OF WORK AND ITS HORIZON HAS WIDENED.HAS FREELANCED LITTLE BIT,BUT AFTER 11YRS NOW I FEEL AND NEED TO WORK,NOT BECAUSE TO IMPROVE, AND EXPRESS SELF ONLY BUT TO CONVERT MY IDEAS,VISION,PRINCIPALS IN REALITY WITHOUT GETTING INTO ANY OLD IMAGE OR MAY BE GETTING DICTATED BY ANYONE.THOUGH I HAVE TO ACTUALLY CREATE MY OWN PLATFORM,BACK UP TEAM,GUIDELINES FOR SELF AND WHOEVER LIKE TO WORK FOR,BEGINING FROM ZERO UNDER BANNER OF ADITI FOUNDATION AND STUDIO ANIMATION JOINTLY!!

...AS TILL NOW KAFILA BANTA GAYA,LOGG USMEIN JUDDTE GAYEE,UMEED HAI ABBB KAAM BHI KAREINGE-GOT FEW PHONES SAYING HUNUMANS ARE READY TO TAKE INSTRUCTIONS.LET THE WORK ON FIELD BEGIN.HOW MUCH IT WILL GET CONVERTED IN REALITY,ONLY TIME WILL TELL.

THANKS AND GOOD WISHES FOR NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!

I WOULD LIKE TO PROMOTE BHARATIYTA WITH PROGRESSIVENESS-AS OUR MISSION AND OBJECTIVES ARE CLEAR, WITHIN PARAMETER OF DELHI STATES LAW,AND IF POSSIBLE EXPAND ITS WINGS IN OTHER STATES IN FUTURE(DOOOR KI BAAT HAI).TO BEGIN WITH LIKE RAJASTHAN OR BIHAR OR U.P,OR PUNJAB ETC... WHERE MY FAMILY PEOPLE,OR MAY BE FRIENDS ALREADY ARE LIVING,BUT FOR THAT THEY NEED TO BE ACTIVE,THOUGH CAN PARTICIPATE AS A PART TIMER!!!MY FIRST PROGRAMME FOR ADITIFOUNDATION WAS A FLOP BUT 2ND AND FEW OTHERS AFTER THAT WITH SUPPORT OF SUDHIRJI ADITI MA BABUJI AND SUDHITJI'S FRIENDS DR RAJAN GUPTA AND DR ANIL ARORA.... WERE VERY SUCESSFUL.I AM SURE IN FUTURE WE'LL BE ABLE TO REACH TO ALL AND CAN CONVEY,WHAT EXACTLY WE WANT TO.BESIDES WRITING IN THIS BLOG ON NEWS AND WRITING MY COMMENTS. IF ANYONE LIKE ANY HELP THAT I CAN DO LAWFULLY,I'LL DEFINITLY DO-IF ITS IN MY HAND.

IN RECENT YEARS,LOTS OF SUBJECTS WERE CATTERED BY FILM AND TV INDUSTRIES,WHICH IS NOT A NEW PHENONMENON,BUT ITS TREATMENT OF SCRIPTS AND PRESENTATION HAS EVOLVED WITH TIME AND CHANGED FOR BETTERMENT OR TOWARDS WORSE SIDE ALSO.AS MANY MOVIES DOES NOT HAVE MUCH OF CONTENT-NUDITY IN FILMS OR WEARING LESS CLOTHS AS A TREND OR EXPERIMENT IN SCRIPT HAS INCREASED MARGINALLY,THOUGH THESE THINGS ARE DONE IN EARLY DECADE ALSO.BUT WELL FASHION,TRENDS,EXPERIMENTS AND THEN EVOLUTION IN EVERY ASPECTS ARE PART OF LIFE!!!I KNOW PEOPLE UNDERSTAND THINGS ARE SO EASY,OR LIGHTLY NOW,...IT WAS NOT LIKE THIS, FEW YEARS AGO,OR MAY BE FEW MONTHS AGO!!!....ALL THE SUBJECTS GOT COVERED LIKE POLITICS,FROM HU-TU-TU,GODMOTHER,SATTA,TILL JODHA-AKBAR OR RAJNITI. ROMANTIC,THRILLER,HORROR,FUN,CRIME,HUMAN INTEREST SCRIPTS,MUSICAL,REALISTIC,UNDERWORLD,PATRIOTIC,TERRORISM(MISSION KASHMIR/FIZA),NAXALISM,SPORTS,COMEDY,TRAGEDY,EDUCATION,HEALTH,MEDIA,POVERTY,ROYAL,HISTORY,EVEN DEVOLOPMENTAL ISSUES BASED LIKE'SWADESH OR EVEN LAGAAN,EVERY TOPIC LITTLE BIT!!!BIG MOVIES,EXPERIMENTAL MOVIES,SMALL BUDGET MOVIES!!!....SO ON YOU ALL KNOW MORE THEN I,NOT TALKING ABOUT FORIEGN MOVIES.

THANKS TO MY SCHOOL FRIENDS
(THEY REMINDED ME,I WAS GOOD IN CULTURAL ACTIVITIES,DEBATE,SPORTS,WAS HOUSE CAPTAIN OF SHAKTI HOUSE,WAS GOOD IN HINDI LANGUAGE,HOW ONE OF THEM ASK THEIR COMPANY TO FUND OUR CHILHOOD SCHOOL'S LIBRARY,EVEN WE GET LATE AT TIMES OR HOW INDISCIPLINED OR BADMASH WE WERE AS CHILD AND OUR FOND OLD MEMORIES OF SELF AND OUR FAMILY-YOUR MUMMY USED TO MAKE VERY TASTY MAL-PUAS ON HOLI ETC -FARMS AND FIELDS,IN HFC BARAUNI FERTILIZER TOWNSHIP AROUND-EVEN THEIR REACTIONS AND COMMENTS CHANGED ACCORDING TO WHAT I REPLIED,OR MAY BE EVEN THEY WERE RELATING WITH SOME FICTIONS OR CHARCHA'S,BUT LIKE ALWAYS PEOPLE UNDERSTAND EVERYTHING IN SECOND ATTEMPT)- WELL!DIFFERENT PEOPLE HAD DIFFERENT POINTS TO REMEMBER-WE ARE GETTING PHONE CALLS FOR YOU? AIN'T YOU COMING???../COLLEGE FRIENDS,NEIGHBOURS,FAMILY AND CLOSE FRIENDS,MY FAMILY MEMBERS FRIENDS AND RELATIVES WHO MOSTLY CAME OUT IN SUPPORT(I THINK SO)....THOUGH PEOPLE DO HAD SOME QUESTIONS IN MIND OR THEY INTERPRETED MATTER IN THEIR OWN WAY,OR KNOWLEDGE,AT TIMES GOT MIXED REACTIONS,HEARD CYNICISM IN TONES AT TIMES BUT MOST OF THE TIME THEY REFLECTED LOVE,CARE,CONCERN AND AFFECTION....SO AS THEIR ATTITUDE AS THEY ALL FEEL,THEY HAVE RIGHT ON ME OR US.MY GOOD WISHES TO ALL OF THEM.SO TO ALL THOSE UNKNOWN FRIENDS WHO'LL SHOWN RESPECT,FRIENDSHIP,AFFECTION TOWARDS ME LIKE THEY SHOW TO ANYONE ELSE.


WHY OUR FAMILY WHICH INCLUDES PARENTS,BROTHERS AND SISTERS OF BOTH SIDES AND THEIR SPOUSES,KIDS DESERVE BETTER TREATMENT VIRTUALLY AND CAN RELATE WITH FICTIONS IF THEY WANT TO ---!!!

I THINK I DON'T NEED TO GO IN DETAIL WRITING WHOSE PROFESSIONAL QUALIFICATIONS IS WHAT AND WHERE THEY WORK,AND ON WHAT POSITION ARE THEY IN,WHAT ARE THEIR RESPONSIBILITIES,AND HOW MUCH THEY WORK-EFFICIENTLY OR INEFFICIENTLY AS I THINK I HAVE WRITTEN ABOUT THEIR COMPANIES AND, PEOPLE AROUND THEM KNOW ABOUT THEM.NO ONE IS THAT UNKNOWN BESIDES BEING CELEBRITY OR NOT.

TO BE CONTD.

I THINK THEY DO NOT NEED TO RELATE WITH ANY FICTION. IT SHOULD BE OTHERWISE AS ALL OF THEM(I BELIEVE) ARE HONEST,GOOD AT WORK,QUALIFIED,HAPPY,ALL ROUNDERS,UPRIGHT PERSONS,INTELLIGENT AND GOOD TO HEART,WORLDLY,SOCIAL,HAS KNOWLEDGE ABOUT THIS MATERIALISTIC WORLD.HAS VERY CULTURED FRIENDS.WHETHER THEY BELONG TO ANY STRATA AND ARE VERY GOOD IN STUDIES OR NOT, BUT ALL ARE DOING WELL FINALLY.EVERYONE HAS THEIR SHARE OF UP AND DOWNS,BUT ARE ABLE TO COPE UP.

OLD,YOUNG OR A KID-WHO ARE GETTING MATURE FASTER.PRASING OTHERS AS ADARSH,OR WHATEVER,DOESN'T MADE US LESS PRAISEWORTHY. WE ALL READY TO SHARE AND TO TAKE CARE OF EACH OTHER.

I THINK ELDERS OF MY FAMILY ARE CALMER THEN BEFORE,I AM SURE THEY WILL BECOME MORE HAPPY WITH TIME.SANITY AND PEACE,GOOD HEALTH AND SOCIO-ECONOMIC GROWTH IS THE ULTIMATE THING WHICH NEEDS TO BE PREVAIL.PHILANTHROPHY IS A PART OF OUR ROUTINE 'SANSKAR'.

HOW ONE USED TO BEHAVE AS THEY USED TO DO BEFORE 2004,AND AS NOW ALSO IN 2010 END...NOTHING MUCH HAS CHANGED,BESIDES I FEEL,I COULD HAVE ABLE TO CONVEY,(NOT SAYING CONVINCED...THAT OTHERS WILL ACKNOWLEDGE)...WHAT MAY BE MY CONTRIBUTION WAS TILL NOW,AND IT CAN BE CONSIDERED AS A CLEANING EFFORT SO THAT WE ALL CAN RISE WITHOUT GETTING HURT THOUGH ITS A PART N PARCEL OF LIFE,AS 'GIRTE HEIN GHUDSAWAR/SAHSAWAR HI MAIDANEIN JUNG MEIN,PEOPLE WHO WORK AT HOME OR OUTSIDE CAN GET HURT,BUT CAN BOUNCE BACK!!

....LET ANY ONE SABOTAGE,TAKE BADLA OR REVENGE OR TRY TO JHADO PALLA,OR LET LEAVE YOU ALONE!!

THODI BAHUT CHOTEN TOO LAGTI RAHTI HAIN!!!

....MUST PROCEED AS SHOW MUST GO ON.I DON'T WANT TO BE IN RACE JUST TO BE IN RAT RACE,WE ALL NEED TO IMPROVE SELF AND EVOLVE,AND CONTRIBUTE....!!!

AND AS I THINK I NEVER WAS 'OUT OF SCENE'-IF ONE JUDGE PEOPLE ACCORDING TO FICTION OR VOICES HEARD ACTUALLY,OR NOW WRITTEN...MAYBE SITTING ASIDE WITH CHOICE.SO EVEN I HAVE CONTRIBUTED,INDIRECTLY.ISN'T IT??....ASK PEOPLE IF THEY KNEW WHAT I HAVE WRITTEN ABOUT BOOM AND HYPE'S!!!

ISN'T IT FUNNY THAT THERE IS A BOOM TV CHANNEL NOW!!!

IN OUR TAILANG/CHOUDHARY FAMILY WE HAVE PEOPLE BELONG TO PRESS FRATENITY,(MY SASURJI HAD A PRINTING PRESS)MUSIC-INSTRUMENTAL(SUDHIRJI'S TWIN COUSINS ARE SAROD-SITAR PLAYERS,ONE IS A MUSIC LECTURER IN COLLEGE),VOCAL(SUDHIRJI IS A GOOD SINGER),FOLK,CLASSIC,OR CONTEMPORARY MIX OF ALL...!!!...ART,CULTURE,RADIO,TV,PRINT,THEATRE,DANCE,FILM,PRESS AND PRINTING,ENGINEERING(MY ELDER BROTHER WORKED IN MUMBAI ALSO FOR FEW YEARS,SO AS PROMODJI BELONGS TO AREA NEAR BADHIYA IN BIHAAR,WHICH IS A NAXAL AREA,SO HE DO HAVE KNOWLEDGE ABOUT NAXALVAAD LITTLE BIT),DOCTORS,MBA'S,TEACHERS,LECTURERS,POLITICIANS,DEFENCE FORCES,AIRLINES,FILMMAKING,BUSINESSMEN,SPORTS,CRICKET COMMENTRATORS,COACHES,PLAYERS,OTHER PROFESSIONAL VOCATIONS ETC!!!....TECHNICAL AND NOT SO TECHNICAL BUT ADMINSTRATIVE WORK.FEUDALS AND PROGRESSIVES,VAISHNAV BRAHMINS-FOLLOWER OF SHRINATHJI,MY PARENTS ARE DEVI BHAKTS-A BHUMIHAAR BRAHMINS,RAJPUTS ...PEOPLE RELATE WITH SIRNAMES,CASTES(LIKE RAJPUTS ARE VERY COMMON IN SERIALS) AND REGIONS ALSO...I DON'T THINK ITS A VERY GOOD IDEA,BUT THIS IS HOW THINGS ARE.

MAYBE FEW ARE FRAUDS ALSO.WON'T SAY ABOUT CRIMINALS,THAT NEED TO BE PROVEN.

(KOI DUUR KA RESHTEDAR NIKAL AAYE TO PATTA NAHIN).

AS NOW I THINK ALL THE OLD POINT GOT CLEARED...(CAN'T SAY IF I MISSED SOMETHING),OR AT LEAST TOUCHED AS IT GOT DISCUSSED ATLEAST-MANY REACHED TO THE DECISIONS OR CONCLUSIONS.IF I'LL ABLE TO CULTIVATE A FIELD OR KHET---WOULD LIKE EVERY ONE TO EAT,AND NOT ONLY ONE PERSON AS NO ONE IS SPECIAL OR FAVOURITE.

EARLIER I DID IT TO CLEAR MY POINT.

BUT THEN I DO FEEL SUDHIRJI AND ADITI(SHE HAS MOSTLY/ALWAYS SUPPORTED ME AND INTERPRETTED THINGS POSITIVLY...MORE THEN HER KNOWLEDGE AND AGE)IS MY DIRECT RESPONSIBILITIES AND ARE MOST DESERVING PEOPLE WHO ARE WORKING HARD AND ACCORDING TO THEIR AGE TAKE ALL THE RESPONSIBILITIES,OTHER THEN MA BABUJI.

BAKI KHANE YA CHAYEE/COFFEE KE LIYE AATEIN RAHEIN...UNKA SWAGAT HAI.

VAISE THEY ALL ARE SUN,WHOM I DON'T WANT TO SET.EVEN MOON,AND STARS CAN EVOLVE AND BECOME SUN WITH TIME.

AS 'HUR RAAT KE BAAAD SUBAAH HOTI HAI.SURAJ DOOBTA HAI,PER FHIR NIKAL AATTAAA HAI.GRAHAN KA SAYA LAMBA NAHIN HOTA,SURAJ MADHAAM PARDTTA HAI,FHIR AAKAR ROSHNI BIKHERTA HAI....I AM SURE THIS YEAR WILL SEE SUDHIRJI'S RISE...AS WELL AS OTHERS!!"

NOT TALKING ABOUT SELF,KAM BOLE TO AACCHA HAI.VAISE PHONE PER YA BAHAR ZYADA BATCHEET KISSI SE HOTI NAHIN.I THINK MY WORDS-AURON SE NAHIN,KHUD KE EMOTIONS SE DARTIN HOON,...IT GETTING MISINTERPRETED IN REFLECTIONS I CAN SEE,...WHAT I MEANT IS
IN SO MANY YEARS,I DON'T KNOW WHEN,WHAT,AND IN WHAT CONTEXT,IN CYNICSM,OR MAYBE IN ANGER OR MAYBE JOKINGLY I HAD SAID ANYTHING,I SEE ITS STILL GETTING REPEATED AND REFLECTED.

'MEIN APNA ANUGOONJ HI SUUN RAHIN HOON,DIKHAANE YA PESH KARNE KA TARIKKA AALAG HAI.)

AS I FEEL WE ALL ARE DIFFERENT PEOPLE,HAS DIFFERENT PERSONALITIES,SO DEFINITLY MUST HAVE DIFFERENT THINKING,VISION AND DIFFERENT APPROACH TOWARDS LIFE(THIS IS WHAT I BELIEVE,IF ANYONE IS REPEATING WORDS,I CAN'T SAY.THEY KNOW IT IN THEIR HEART).TILL NOW I TRIED TO ESTABLISHED WHO'S WHO OF OUR PARIWAR AND FRIENDS TO SOME EXTENT.NOW ITS UPTO THEM HOW THEY WORK ON IT AND GROW.IF THE(WHAT WILL BE SHOWN IN FICTION IS NOT IN MY HAND 100% BUT ONE CAN BE CAREFULL AND RESPECTFULL TO EACH OTHER WITHOUT DOING SLEDGING OR TAKING EACH OTHER AS A MALIK NAUKAR.ANAVSHYAAK HAAVI HONE KA PRAYAAS KARNA THIK NAHIN.

WE NEED TO DO SOME RESOLUTIONS.

BUT THEN ITS PEOPLE'S OWN NATURE.

I THINK NOW BOTH THE SIDES ARE BALANCED AND ITS NOT-"ONLY -'6' BUT EVERYONE IS CONTRIBUTING CONSTRUCTIVLY AND IDEALISTICALLY(AND EVEN IN ITS REFLECTIONS) IN OUR NATIONS BUILDING, OR NEITHER ONLY ONE PERSON IS CONSIDERED TO BE FLAG BEARER.SITUATIONS LIKE-'DO RAI NAHIN KI AAP HI HEIN,...PER WOH KAM KER RAHI HAI/(AFTER MY GETTING ANGRY..."AUR CHIDHIYA CHUG GAYI KHET" IS NO MORE,THOUGH IT WAS I WHO HAD TOLD HER(IN THE END)--"JAIYEEYE AAPKI LAHER HAI....AT IIC,WE 4 WERE THERE(ATLEAST ON AIR THEN)!!!

AFTER FEW DAYS LATER THERE WAS AN AD SHOWN-"A BOY NAMED 'RAHUL-1964',HOLDING A FLAG CLIMBING TWO STEPS ON A ROCK.A BEARDED OLD MAN IS LOOKING AT HIM."

MY SISTER IN LAW'S FAMILY MEMBERS NAMES HAD BEEN ALSO HIGHLIGHTED THOSE DAYS.I HAD SAID THAT 'THEY'RE SAMAJHDAAR'-MANOHAR,BHUPENDRA,LALIT,MOHINI,KARAN,VIBHA,VIJAY.

AFTER NDA'S DEBACKLE IN 2004 ELECTIONS,THEY LOST 2 MORE ASSEMBLY ELECTIONS CONSEQUENTLY,AFTER WHICH WE HEARD LATE MR MAHAJAN SAYING ON TV-" MEIN HAAR JAATA HOON,AUR SAB JEET JATE HEIN".FEW TIMES MR MANOHAR GOVERNED GOVT FALL IN GOA,AS FEW PEOPLE DEFECTED,AND IT FALLED.MR BHUPENDRA HOODA WAS HARYANA CM.RECENTLY DURING NUCLEAR LIABILITY BILL DISCUSSION,WHEN LEFT PULLED OF,I REMEMBER NIBHA WAS TALKING ON PHONE- TOLD ME,FOR LOKSABHA ELECTION-EC BIHAR HAS BEGUN ITS PREPARATIONS.VERY NEXT DAY LEFT WAS READY FOR IT COLLECTIVILY WITH OTHER OPPOSITION PARTY 'I BELIEVE'.

I AM SURE FROM THEN TO NOW,TODAY PEOPLE'S VIEWS MUST HAVE CHANGED FOR BETTERMENT.THEY SHOULD ALSO DO 'AATMNMANTHAN' ABOUT THEMSELF.

NOW ANYONE WANTS TO TAKE NEXT STEP AHEAD,NEED TO DECIDE SELF,AND ACT ON IT.I AM SURE THEY'LL GET GOOD GUIDENCE!!

AS NOW EVERYONE CAN PROUDLY SAY WE ALL ARE FLAG BEARER OF OUR COUNTRY(MAYBE EVEN STANDING ON THE DAM AND SAYING 123...-)!!!

....AND ABOUT MY NEAR ONE'S, EVERYONE HAS RESPONSIBILITIES AND THEY SHOULD TAKE IT SERIOUSLY.MY EMPHASIS AND FOCUS WAS ON ADITI ALSO.I AM SURE ABOUT HER THAT SHE WILL PROVE HER CRITICS WRONG IN 2011,BY BECOMING MORE EFFICIENT IN HER WORK,AT HOME,AND IN CARINING HER HEALTH AND NEAR ONE'S.MAY GET NICE LIFE PARTENER ALSO.I AM WISHING HER BRIGHT FUTURE IN NEW YEAR.

GOOD WISHES TO ME ALSO.

IF I THINK ME(HUM BHI BUZURG HEIN-AFTER 40-45-50 PEOPLE CAN CONSIDERED PRAUDH) AND MY MOTHER(NANI/DADIJI) AND CHINU ARE QUITE LOOK ALIKE(THOUGH WE ARE NOT A FIMSTAR.-(OM SHANTI OM)??? SO AS IN NATURE WE ARE QUITE SIMILAR-HAS CARING NATURE AND HAS DONE SOCIAL WORK ON FIELD,BELIEVE IN TAKING FAMILY AND FRIENDS ALONG, HAS LEADERSHIP QUALITIES,AS I BELIEVE...EXCEPT THAT WE HAVE GENERATION GAP....SO AS OTHER MEMBERS.THOUGH WITH TIME THINGS DO EVOLVE AND CHANGE.

IT CAN BE IN ANY PARIVAAR/KHAANDAAN/FAMILY.

WE ALL ARE FAMILY PERSON.SUDHIRJI,MY PARENT IN-LAW'S AND OTHER MEMBERS ALSO BELONG TO A PLACE WHICH HAS COMBINATION OF FARMS,FIELDS AND VILLAGES AROUND,HISTORICAL FORTS,DHORA'S/SAND DUNES AND CITIES.BIKANER IS A NICE DEVOLOPING CITY EXCEPT IT DOES NOT HAVE PROPER RAILWAY CONNECTIVITY TO AND FROM DELHI.LOVE MARRIAGES IN FAMILIES DOESN'T MAKE ONE VERY OPEN,THOUGH IT CONSIDERED TO BE. IN MY THINKING OPENNESS IS 'KANCH KA GHAR' AND EVOLVED THINKING LIKE OUR FREEDOM FIGHTER LEADERS HAD.

I WON'T FORCE ANYONE TO APPLY ANYTHING WHAT I SAY BUT IF THEY CAN RELATE OR AGREE WITH IT ITS THEIR CHOICE!!....AS WHATEVER I WRITE,GOOD/BAD/MEANINGFUL/MEANINGLESS............ITS MY OWN VIEWS,PERSPECTIVE AND THINKING---SO ITS BLAME AND CREDIT CAN BE GIVEN TO ME,IF ONE WANT, BUT OTHERS REACTIONS ARE THEIR OWN....CAN'T SAY IF THEY ARE RELATING TO FICTION OR REPEATING MY WORDS.IT'S BETTER IF ONE'S WORK AT HOME OR OUT SIDE REFLECTS WITH VIEWS.SUDHIRJI IS CONSTANTLY AND CONSISTENTLY MAKING CARTOONS ON EVERY CURRENT NATIONAL,EVEN INTERNATIONAL,SOCIO-POLITICAL ISSUES AND TRIED HIS HANDS ON VARIOUS ASPECTS OF CARTOONING.WE BOTH DO TALK ABOUT EVERY ISSUES AT HOME.SO AS WITH ADITI WHO STARTED WORKING FOR AN INTERNATIONAL MAGAZINE-'TIMEOUT' AS A PHOTOJOURNALIST,AND HAS A HECTIC SCHEDULE.


I REMEMBER ONCE I TOLD MY SISTER IN LAW--VIBHA- TO GIVE COMMENT ON MY ADITIFOUNDATION'S WEBSITE'S CONTENT....HER REPLY WAS "NOTHING NEW IN IT,SUB JANTE HEIN"....WELL I WANT TO ADD ON IT IS DEFINITLY WHATEVER I AM TRYING TO WORK ON,ALREADY EXISTS SINCE CENTURIES,BUT TILL GREVIENCES,PROBLEMS ARE NEEDED TO CATTER,WE NEED TO EVOLVE OUR THINKING WITH TODAY'S TIMES PERSPECTIVE WITH TAKING GOOD OF ALL PERIODS,CORRECTING BADS AND SOLVING PROBLEMS THAT EXISTS...AS MUCH AS WE CAN.EVEN ONE 'BOOND' SOLUTION OR CONTRIBUTION FROM A PERSON CAN MAKE A DIFFERENCE.I AM NOT SAYING,WHAT I AM DOING IS NEW BUT I CAN DO IT BY ADDING SOMETHING NEW WHICH CAN BE MORE RELEVANT TODAY,OR CAN DO LITTLE BIT OF SAHYOG....!!!

WHILE WRITING MY MEMOIRES ON PAPERS FEW YEARS BACK,I DON'T THINK ANYTHING WAS KNOWN TO YOU'LL BUT NOW I FEEL IT REACHES TO YOU'LL-WHETHER IT IS WRITTEN IN COMPUTER OR MOBILE OR COPY PAPER.LET'S SEE WHAT NEW WE CAN DISCOVER NEXT.

ABOUT FICTION,WHAT IS SHOWN EARLIER IS GONE,WE NEED TO LOOK FORWARD AND MARCH AHEAD,BUT DEFINITLY NEED TO REACH TO THE CONCLUSION ABOUT MEDIA REGULATIONS AND SELF IMPOSED DISCIPLINE IS IMPORTANT.I TRIED TO WRITE WHAT GOOD AND WHAT BAD IS SPREADING SO THAT IT CAN GET CURB OR REACH TO SOME SOLUTION.ITS GOOD THAT LGBT ARE COMING OUT SO THAT THEY WON'T RUIN ANYONE'S ELSE OR SELF LIFE AFTER GETTING MARRIED OR ATLEAST TELL THEM BEFORE MARRIAGE.

PROS AND CONS OF-AWARENESS,DECISIONS,ACHIEVEMENTS AND PROBLEMS OF-AWARENESS,BOOM AND CORRUPTIONS IN ARMY,AIRFORCE,NAVY,NUCLEAR DEALS,AIRLINES,INFRASTRUCTURE,CONSTRUCTION,POWER-WATER,NUCLEAR,SOLAR,PAWAN CHAKKIES,GAS ENERGY,WATER RESOURCES,DISPUTES,DAMS AND ITS BENIFITS/PROBLEMS, AND RIVERS AND ITS CLEANLINESS,RURAL DEVOLOPMENT,ROADS,PRIMARY/SECONDARY SCHOOLS,COLLEGES,UNIVERSATIES-BOOM IN 'OFFBEAT COURSES' OPTIONS,HEALTH FACILITIES,MEDICIENES AND EQUIPMENTS,DISEASES AND REMEDIES,AAYURVEDA,ALLOPATHY,HOMEOPATHY,NATUROPATHY,ENVIRONMENTAL PROBLEMS AND REMEDIES,FORESTRY,SPACE SCIENCE AND SATELLITES,SPORTS/CRICKET IN EDUCATION(UNIVERSITIES) INTERNATIONALLY,SPORTS EVENTS AND PLAYERS ACHIEVEMENTS,DOSSIEURS,HEALTH AND DIET CHARTS,ITS EVOLUTION,PROBLEMS,CORRUPTION,ART,ARTISTS,ART MARKET,ART COLLEGES,LANGUAGE,LITRETURE,MEDIA-TV,PRINT,RADIO,INTERNET,ADVERTISING,FILM,PHONES,COMPUTERS,MINING,FASHION TRENDS,GLAMOUR,HAIR STYLING,MAKE-UP,SARROGACY(FILHAAL MOVIE MADE ON THIS ISSUE--EVEN ARTIFICIAL IN SEMINATIONS IS AN ISSUE)CARING OF SELF PHYSICALLY,FITTNESS,HEALTH-HYGENE...ETC...ETC OTHER THEN POLITICS,POLITICIANS AND THEIR CONTRIBUTION---CHAL,CHRITRA,CHEHERA,HIGHLIGHT OF CORRUPTION,CRIMINAL TRACK RECORDS,CASTECISM,REGIONALISM,NATIONALISM,PATROTISM AND CONTROL OVER IT,FEW GOT PUNISHMENTS AND JAILED,SPECIALLY IN BIHAR!!!....I THINK MANY MORE TOPICS WE HAVE TOUCHED,AND IT GOT REFLECTED IN THESE MANY YEARS.

POLICE REFORMS,SECURITY,NAXALISM,TERRORISM,CROSS BORDER TERRORISM,UNDER WORLD ACTIVITIES-DAWOOD ABRAHIM,ABU SALEM,SMUGGLING,GENERAL CRIMES(LIKE- KACCHA BANIYAN GROUP IN DELHI 12YRS BACK),....HOW THEY GET NEW IDEAS AND FROM WHERE THEY GET SUPPORT FROM...THEIR SPREAD AND CONTROL ON IT.WHILE INVESTIGATING ONE NEED TO SEE THESE DETAILS ALSO)

BAKI 'JAISI JISKI BHAVNA HOGI,WOH USSI PARIPEKSHYE MEIN STHITIYON AUR BATOON KO DEKHEINGE.'

I DON'T THINK I NEED ANYONE'S HELP IN COMMUNICATING WITH MEDIA PEOPLE,OR ANYONE AS I KNOW I CAN INTERACT LIKE THIS NOW,AND CAN REACH TO YOU ALL.THOUGH IT IS A TEAM WORK,MANY PEOPLE ARE CONVERTING THINGS,IDEAS,VIEWS IN REAL FORM IN SOMEWAY,AND ITS NOT AN OFFICIAL WORK.

I REMEMBER WHEN SUDHIRJI GOT PADMASHREE AWARD IN 2004-SOME PEOPLE SAID ONE IS GETTING AWARD,ANOTHER IS NOT(ABOUT SUDHIRJI AND ME).

WELL THANKS TO THEM BUT I DON'T THINK MY BIODATA HAS 'THAT MUCH OF WORK' WHICH CAN GET ME ANY BIG AWARD,TROPHY'S,REWARDS.

THIS IS TRUE THAT AFTER FALL OF NDA GOVERNMENT IN VOTE OF CONFIDENCE BY ONE VOTE IN (1999,I BELIEVE),VIDEOCON HAS DONE AN AD SHOWING ONE FINGER...QUITE FUNNY.LATER ON AT NRI CONCLAVE(2001)AT JAIPUR, MR DYUT,OWNER OF VIDEOCON HAD DONATED 1 LAKH TO RAJASTHAN GOVERNMENT.AND LATER ON TO BIHAR GOVERNMENT ALSO(SOUNDED FUNNY THEN).EVEN THEN CM ASHOK GAHLOTJI PRAISED SUDHIRJI'S FROM STAGE HIS CONTRIBUTION AS A CARTOONIST AND HOW HE MADE NAME FOR THE STATE.I THINK HE HAS FORGOTTEN HIM NOW,AS IN PRESENT MANY OCCASSIONS INCLUDING COMMONWEALTH GAMES CAME AND GONE,PEOPLE FROM PLACES WERE INVITED FOR HOLDING QUEEN'S BATON-AS SUDHIRJI HAS MADE MANY CARTOONS ON SPORTS,CARICATURED AND INTERVIEWED SPORTSPERSONS AND DONE A BOOK ON 'CRICKET HERE AND NOW',WHICH WAS RELEASED BY MR KAPILDEV YEARS BACK.STILL HE HAS BEEN NOT ACKNOWLEDGED,INVITED OR CONSIDERED FOR ANY OCCASSION IN RAJASTHAN RECENTLY,I FEEL.

CAN'T SAY WHAT BASIS PEOPLE'S TALENT AND ACHIEVMENTS GET JUDGED AND ACKNOWLEDGED???

WELL,I NEED TO WORK ON FIELD TO ENHANCE AND ENRICH MY EXPERIENCES,GOT MORE EXPOSURE OR GET IT REVIVE ATLEAST-ABOUT MARKETS,ROADMAPS,PEOPLE AND WORK.

(WELL NOT TALKING ABOUT TV SERIALS CHARACTERS LIKE VIDYA AND SAGAR OF 'BANNU MEIN TERI DULHAN'.)

AS EVERYDAY,EVERYSTEP TEACHES US ALL SOMETHING.

AND SO THAT EVEN MY BIODATA HAS SOME WEIGHTAGE.

THOUGH AWARD OR REWARD IS NOT ANYONE'S GOAL.ITS A BYPRODUCT.EVERYONE WANTS TO DO SOMETHING GOOD OR BIG,I THINK!!!

IT'S STRANGE THAT I CAN'T SING BUT IN 2002,WHEN I WENT TO BIKANER ALONE BY TRAIN IN JANUARY FOR 15DAYS(DURING BOMB BLAST HAPPENED THERE--HAVE BEEN TO VILLAGES IN OUTSKIRTS WITH SUDHIRJI'S FRIEND SUSHIL SHARMA,IN BORDER AREAS ALSO,WHERE LAND MINES AND DEFENCE PREPARATIONS WERE GOING ON AND ALL WERE QUITE ALERT FOR EVERYTHING,SO AS IN JAISALMER THEN...MET RELATIVES,BEEN TO LALGARH PALACE AND MET SHRI DILEEP SINGHJI FOR SUDHIRJI'S PROJECT 'DHOLA-MARU'S' SCRIPT AND CONTENT-FOR ANIMATION FILM WHICH IS STILL PENDING.HE HAD ASKED ME THEN, IF I AM ANTI ESTABLISHMENT AND AGAINST ROYALS??? ETC )

THEN AN AD WAS SHOWN-ITS SALMAN KHAN GOING 'TO BIKANER'(DESTINATION WAS MENTIONED)BY CAR...AND MIRAGE IN SANDS IS MAKING HIS DRIVE DIFFICULT.

NEXT TIME TWICE I WENT THERE AND TWICE TO JAIPUR ALSO, WITH FAMILY MEMBERS FOR A BRIEF VISIT.

NOW ITS A LONG GAP,I HAVE NOT BEEN TO BIKANER OR BIHAR.

EVEN IN BIHAR VISIT PANDITJI HAS TOLD ME 'DONOO HATHON SE PRASAAD LEIN.WELL,PANDITJI KABHI KABHI CHOOK HO JATI HAI!!!

'OR AN AD SHOWING A MAN DRIVING A VAN WITH KIDS IN FANCY DRESS- LIKE HANUMAN(VANAR SENA) SAYING 'KAHAN CHALEIN,AND KIDS SAYING-SITAJI KO DHOONDHNEIN'.

NOW YOU ALL KNOW,I DON'T SING,ITS SUDHIRJI WHO SINGS.SUDHIRJI HAVE BEEN TO BIHAR FEW YEARS BACK BEFORE 2004 FROM HT FOR CARTOON EXHIBHITION IN PATNA AND MET,CARICATURED AND INTERVIEWED SHRI LALLUJI AND SMT RABRIJI.I AM NOT RELATING WITH 'NAYAK' MOVIE BUT THAT CHARACTER USED TO MAKE CARTOON ALSO.SUDHIRJI BEGAN HIS CAREER FROM MUMBAI,I HAVE BEEN THERE FROM OFFICE OR OUR HOME PRODUCTION WORK AFTERWARDS,THOSE DAYS(1999-2000).BUT ITS I WHO'S SALARY WAS 15,000RS AS ANIL KAPOOR'S CHARECTOR USED TO GET,HAD SHOT MSGS OF NITISHJI IN FACT,AND CAN HANDLE CAMERA,SO AS SUDHIRJI,BUT HE HAS SHOWN MAKING CARTOONS ALSO.

AND SO MANY COINCEDENCES HAPPENED IN OUR LIFE 'EK BAAR',AND HEARD STORIES ALSO WHAT HAPPENED IN OTHERS LIFE 'EK BAAR'.I WAS HINDI JOURNALIST,ANCHOR,DONE TRANSLATION FOR NATIONAL GEOGRAPHIC PROGRAMME ETC,WRITTEN IN ENGLISH AS WELL.DID AN ANCHORING FOR LIVE STAGE SHOW IN VIGYAN BHAVAN- IN PRESENCE OF BIG DIGNATARIES,ORGANIZED BY LAW ORGANIZATIONS-BAR COUNCIL WAY BACK ONCE(1998).

SO MAYBE I AM NOT A SCHOLAR,AS HAS NOT WRITTEN A BOOK,BUT MY LANGUAGE AND KNOWLEDGE OF LITERATURE IS NOT BAD.I AM SURE I'LL IMPROVE WITH TIME.

WELL I HAVE NEVER MET LALLUJI OR RABRIJI.

I AM READY TO WORK REGULARLY ON FIELD,MEIN BHI TAYYAR HOON!!!....VIBHA TAILANG


NAV VARSH MANGALMAYE HO-AUR DISASTERMUKT HO!!!


I HAVE SEEN GLIMPSES OF FEW NEWS DISCUSSIONS IN TV YESTERDAY EVENING ON ARNAB'S AND SAGARIKA GHOSE'S PROGRAMME,AND ON LOKSABHA TV- ---

I THINK FEW POINTS NEED TO BE CLEARED,FROM MY POINT OF VIEW AS FINALLY ALL THE BLAMES COMEBACK TO ME-PEOPLE LIKE GETTING PRAISED,BUT DON'T TAKE CRITICISM SPORTINGLY.

'GUUD KHATEIN HEIN(AUR DO-AUR DO),PER GUULGUULAE(SO CALLED IMAGE) SE PARHEJ HAI.HONA BHI CHAHIYE.ITS BETTER NOT TO EAT IT."

NEITHER I WOULD LIKE ANYONE TO GET ANY 'DAAG OR INJURIES' BECAUSE OF MY EFFORT OR OTHERWISE.AS TILL NOW I HAVE NOT DRAGGED ANYONE DELIBRATLY.I CALLED MR DHONI'S SMILE CUTE WHEN MY YOUNGER BROTHER ASKED ME ABOUT HIM.HE IS A CAPTAIN,SO I SAID,"JEETEGA TO TAREEF HOGI,HAAR GAYYE TO PIITENGE.

"BUT I FOLLEWED HIS NEWS TILL SOME EXTENT.HUMARA DAMAAD BANTA TO AACCHA HI HOTA,PER GOOD WISHES TO HIM."HE IS MY REFLECTION TILL MUCH EXTENT."

BUT AS NOW EVERYONE UNDERSTAND,AND EVERYSTEP GOT SIMPLIFIED,I AM SURE NO MORE BIG INJURIES/SCRATCH ANYONE WILL GET NOW ONWARDS,UNLESS THEY BEHAVE IMPROPER WAY.

BAKI COMMERCIAL CONTENT TOOOO KUCH MASALEDAR HOGA HI.ONE CANNOT STOP IT BESIDES STOP WATCHING IT.PEOPLE AND CHANNELS OR ADMAKERS ARE MAKING PROGRAMME FOR PROFIT ALSO,BESIDES INFOTAINMENT.THEY NEED TO DECIDE THEIR LAKSHMAN REKHA THEMSELF.WHAT THEY WANT TO GIVE TO VIEWERS.

I AM NOT WATCHING TV REGULARLY 24 HOURS,7DAYS,AND WILL TRY TO USE LESS INTERNET AFTER FINISHING TODAYS DETAILS.AS IT IS, I DO IT IN MY SPARE TIME OR WHEN I GET IT- WHEN NO ONE IS USING IT,AS SUDHIRJI IS DOING OFFICIAL AND PROFESSIONAL WORK HERE.

I NEED TO CLEAR THAT WITHOUT GOING IN DETAILS OR OVERDOING IT,IT COULD NOT HAVE CREATED PROOF ON RECORD OR DISCUSSIONS,OR ATTENTION TO IT,WHICH WAS NEEDED,AND I DON'T THINK IT WENT DIRECTIONLESS.YOU ALL WERE PART OF IT.

ITEM NUMBERS TO PAHLE BHI BANE THEE.ONE CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT.WHAT KIND OF PLAYS OR MOVIES OR SERIALS HAS CONTENT,I THINK FIRST TIME I AM WRITING ABOUT IT.WE WATCH WHAT IS SHOWN ON TV.ITS YOUR'LL PERSPECTIVE OF THINGS.CAN'T SAY IF ITS REPEAT OUR WORDS 100%.NOW I HAVE WRITTEN.I HAVE TOOK ALL POINTS WHICH I THINK NEED TO BE DISCUSSED GOOD OR BAD. NOW WILL TRY TO TALK ABOUT ACHIEVEMENTS AND GOOD POINTS AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE.

I THINK FEW PEOPLE NEED TO FEEL EMBARASS IF WITHOUT ANY PROOF,THEY'RE TARGETING ANYONE AND CONSIDERING THEMSELF BIG OR ICONS OR DEMIGODS.SO AS PERSONS WHO ARE DOING WRONG,WHETHER THEY GET CAUGHT OR NOT.THEY NEED TO SEE IN THEIR OWN PERSONAL LIFE,PROFESSIONAL LIFE AND OFFICIAL WORK OR SORROUNDINGS...WHERE THEY ARE GETTING WRONG.SO THAT IT CAN GET RECTIFIED.OR WRONGDOER'S GET PUNISHED,IT INCLUDES, FOR EXAMPLE 'RADIA TAPES' INCEDENCE ALSO.

ATLEAST ONE CAN STOP BEING WRONG DOER PRINCIPALLY.

ITS A TRUTH THAT PEOPLE LIKE TO BE PART OF FICTION AND FOR THAT THEY ARE READY TO DO LITTLE BIT OF LOOSETALK,SWEET OR WHITE LIES,OR COMPROMISES TO THEIR UUSUUL,OR DO NAUTANKI.ATLEAST TILL NOW IT WAS LIKE THIS.

EVEN IN REALITY FOR GETTING PASSPORT DONE,LOANS PASS,REGISTRATION DONE,SCHOOL ADMISSION DONE,HOSPITAL ADMISSION,DOCTORS APPOINTMENTS ETC.PEOPLE,USUALLY VIPS USE THEIR CONNECTIONS OR QUOTAS AND DONATIONS,AT TIMES GOODWILL ALSO.I WORKED HARD TO CURB IT AS MUCH AS ITS POSSIBLE.

ONE SHOULD SPEAK THE TRUTH,WITH FACTS AND PROOF AND DO NOT POINT FINGERS ON ANYONE WITHOUT IT.ASKING QUESTIONS IS OK IN DEMOCRACY.INQUISITIVENESS FOR GOOD KNOWLEDGE IS ALSO GOOD.BUT IT SHOULD NOT BE IN A BAD TASTE.I NEVER SAID 'SAB CHOR HAIN' YA 'SARA SYSTEM ROTTEN HAI.

I HAVE ALWAYS TALKED ABOUT PROS AND CONS/TWO SIDES OF COINS, GLASS HALF FULLED OR NOT,BLESSINGS IN DISGUISE OR SILVER LININGS.SO ITS NOT THAT GENERALISING MEANS 'SARE BURE HEIN',ITS JUST THAT 'BASICS FUNDAMENTALS' OF ANYTHING ARE USUALLY THE SAME FOR EVERYONE.

EARLIER,TAKING NAMES MEANT THEY ALL WILL GET DRAGGED INTO DISCUSSIONS,GETTING HIGHLIGHTED,OR THEIR NAMES/COMPANY...ETC MAY GET PUBLICITY IN A GOOD OR A BAD WAY.NOW ITS DIFFERENT WAY OF SEEING EVERYTHING,THAT'S WHY I TOOK EVERYONE'S NAME TO SETTLE MY POINTS 'ON RECORD' FINALLY.THINGS NEED TO EVOLVE IN A BETTER WAY.

I WOULD LIKE TO MENTION FEW INCIDENCES AND EXAMPLES BEFORE PROCEEDING.AS REALITY IS GETTING INFLUENCED BY FICTION AND ITS VICE VERSA ALSO,TILL NOW.ONE CANNOT GO ON WITH IMAGE,WHICH HE/SHE CAN NOT THEMSELF BELIEVE IN.

THOUGH I WISH AND REQUEST EVERYONE TO DRAW A STRICT LINE TILL SOME EXTENT.

IF WE GO TO GEOGRAPHICAL STATISTICS THEN 70% OF OUR COUNTRY'S POPULATION HAS VILLAGE SORROUNDING. FARM OR FARM HOUSE CULTURE,CELEBRATIONS,THINKING,VIEWS,HABBITS STILL EXISTS.THOUGH METROPOLITAN INFLUENCES AND EASILY FORIEGN TRAVELS,GOING OUT FOR HIGHER STUDIES,WORK OR BECOMING NRI IS A COMMON THINGS NOW.WESTERN CULTURE AND NOW EASTERN EXPOSURE OTHER THEN NATIONALIST THINKING WERE ALWAYS THERE.OF COURSE INCLUDING SOCIALIST AND LEFTIST IDEOLOGIES AND MINDSET.IF YOU DO THE ANALYSIS OF EVERY DECADE....ITS QUITE EVIDENTLY COME OUT WHICH THINKING DOMINATED TEN YEARS.SO EVERY DECADE HAS THEIR CONTEMPORARY VALUES,STYLES,TRENDS,FASHION....ETC WHICH EVOLVES EITHER SIDES WITHIN FRAME OF DIFFERENT AGE GROUPS.

IF WE TALK ABOUT SYSTEMS AND SOCIAL STRUCTURE,THEN IT HAS BECOME MORE PROGRESSIVE,COMPETETIVE,AGRESSIVE,GAPS BETWEEN TWO-RICH AND POOR HAS INCREASED AND WE HAVE ENOUGH LOOPHOLES WHICH CAN GET USED BY PEOPLE WHO ARE INFLUENTIAL,CORRUPT,FRAUDS OR CRIMINALS GENERALLY,AND EVEN BY COMMONERS.

ABOUT FICTION,LAST BUT NOT LEAST, I REMEMBER 'SHANTI'SERIAL IN WHICH MR MAHADEVAN'S ELDER SON GOT 1LAKH RS FOR MAKING FILM'S SHOWREEL FROM HIS FATHER,WHICH HIS FATHER REJECTED WITHOUT SEEING IT AND FAILED HIM.LATER ON HE GOT MONEY FROM UNDERWORLD CONNECTION,AND THAT'S HOW HE GOT STUCK IN A MESS.REACHED TO SHAHDARA FOR A WEEK TO SAVE HIMSELF.IN SHANTI SERIAL, SANJAY AN ACTOR WAS ENGAGED WITH SHANTI,BUT BEFORE MARRIAGE THERE WAS SOME MISUNDERSTANDING AND THEIR ENGAGEMENT BREAK OFF ONCE BECAUSE OF AN ACTERESS,BUT FINALLY THEY GOT MARRIED IN THE END.

I REMEMBER WHEN TALK OF FAILURE HAPPENED IN ANOTHER OFFICE.AN AD OF RICE SHOWING A CLASSICAL DANCER IN HER DANCE COSTUME DANCING AND SAYING-"MERE PATI NAHIN LAKHPATI,JO KHAYEIN HURDUM VANASPATI".IT JUST TO SAY IN WHAT MINDSET ONE THING HAS SAID,AND HOW IT GOT REFLECTED AND EVOLVED.THANKS TO AD MAKERS.(THIS AD OF LALQUILA BASMATI RICE WAS MADE AGAIN FEW MONTHS LATER WTH THE GIRL WAS WHO ACTED OPPOSITE SHAHRUKH KHAN IN 'SWADESH'IN A TEACHER'S ROLE AT HER HOME VILLAGE.)I HAD SHOT FEW DANCERS,ARTISTS LIKE SONAL MANSINGHJI,BIRJU MAHARAJJI,AMJADALI KHAN SAHEB ETC THERE.THEY'RE SUDHIRJI'S FRIEND.I HAD INTERVIEWED MANY OF THEM EARLIER ALSO FOR NEWSPAPER.

BY THE WAY 'TO END OLD OFFICES CHAPTER' AS I HAVE MENTIONED THEM FEW TIMES IN SOME OR OTHER CONTEXT..."AFTER SAHARA ENTERTAINMENT TV CHANNELS LAUNCHED, I SAW,THEIR LOGO WAS 'CLASSICAL DANCERS OF DIFFERENT FORM IN THEIR COSTUMES,DANCING AND COMING OUT OF FIRE(FIRE IS A NAME OF SOFTWARE USED FOR MAKING GRAPHICS AS WELL).THIS IS WHAT THEIR THEME SONG ALSO HAD THEN INACTED BY MS SABA ZAIDI,GLIMPSES OF DIFFERENT DANCE,ART,CULTURE FROM ALL OVER INDIA.

"WELL I CAN SEE NOW THEY ARE EMPHASISING ON SPORTS MORE".SINCE FROM WHEN THEY HAD INTEREST IN IT,ONLY THEY CAN SAY.CRICKET/HOCKEY.

I/MY FAMILY MEMBERS HAD SINCE CHILDHOOD.

ONE MUST WATCH "KHUBSOORAT" MOVIE OF SANJAY DUTT-URMILA MATONDKAR(SHE IS SHOWN READING 'GANDHIJI KI AATMAKATHA 5TH TIME' IN THIS MOVIE).MOVIE IS NOT OUTSTANDING,BUT YOU'LL UNDERSTAND MANY POINTS SPOKEN THEN.NICE MOVIE.

THIS FIRE HAS SOME SIGNIFICANCE IN EVERYONE'S LIFE.BESIDE BEING A NAME OF A MOVIE.ITS DURING TVI DAYS MANY CASES OF FIRE HAPPENED IN DELHI,INCLUDING 'UPHAAR KAAND',OTHER THEN PREVIOUS MANDAL AGITATION WHEN I SAW KIDS SELF IMMOLATING OR IN HOSPITALS. BUT THEN IT IS ONE OF FIVE 'TATHVA'WHICH OUR BODY IS CONSIST OF.LIFE CAN NOT SURVIVE WITHOUT IT. IN TEMPARAMENT WE NEED FIRE-WHICH NOT ONLY SYMBOLISES AGRESSION,FIGHTING SPIRIT OR SPORTSMEN SPIRIT,LIVING SPIRIT AS IN SCIENCE ITS RESISTANCE POWER,BUT AURA OR TEZ AS WELL.OTHER THEN HEAT OF AAG,SURAJ,CHAAND,TARE OR HEAT IN ANY LIVING BODY.

WELL WE DO HAVE WRITER,DIRECTORS,FILMMAKERS,ARTISTS IN OUR FAMILY AND CLOSE ONE'S.LIKE RAJ J J SINGH AND KAMESH MAHADEVAN.BUT NOT CRIMINALS,I BELIEVE. THOUGH FINANCIAL FRAUDS OR HUMAN RIGHTS VIOLATION IN FAMILIES OR OUTSIDE ALSO CAN BE CONSIDERED CRIME.

OR EVEN 'SAAS BHI KABHI BAHU THI' OR 'KAHANI GHAR GHAR KI',ETC HAS MANY CHARACTER'S WHOSE HAS NAMESAKES AND INCEDENCES RESEMBLING TO OUR FAMILY AND CIRCLE...WE WERE NEVER BEEN 'OUT OF FOCUS OR SPOTLIGHT'.NOW WE ALL KNOW WE DON'T NEED TO STUCK IN ANY FORMAT,THE WAY WE WORK,DISCUSS OR LIVE.ITS LIKE 'PRISM',THINGS ARE EVOLVED IN ANY COLOUR AND SHADES.I AM SURE THINGS WILL EVOLVE IN THAT OR BETTER WAY.BUT AS THESE ARE ALWAYS 'LARGER THAN LIFE'. SO ITS BETTER WE ALWAYS TRY TO GROW IN EVERY SPHERE.SUDHIRJI HAS ALWAYS TRIED TO GROW(IN CARTOONING),EVEN I TRIED MY HAND(NOT IN POLITICS-I JUST HAD SAID,'AISSE NAHIN HOTA-REGARDING POLLUTION PEOPLE WERE CREATING,ACCORDING TO ME',BEFORE I WENT TO MR NAQVI'S OFFICE DURING 2004 ELECTION,WHILE I WAS GOING THAT FOR SOME WORK.MA-BABUJI WERE HERE,SUDHIRJI WAS IN LONDON THEN WHILE TOURING EUROPE,SHRI ADVANIJI AND FAMILY WERE CAMPAIGNING THEN IN GUJRAT.THOUGH IT TURNED OUT TO BE WRONG STEP.I HAVE THIS MUCH OF KNOWLEDGE THAT,ONE CANNOT GO FOR GETTING ELECTION TICKET WHEN VOTING DAY IS FEW DAYS AHEAD.WELL I KNOW THEM BECAUSE OF SUDHIRJI.)

BUT I AM SURE NOW GROWTH WILL BE IN FASTER PACE.

IF ANYONE CALLED US/ME PRISM,IT WAS NOT WRONG,YOU ALL ARE INTERPRETING WHAT WE ARE SAYING FROM YOUR PERSPECTIVE.ISN'T IT???

NOW I WANT ADITI FOUNDATION AND STUDIO ANIMATION TO WORK JOINTLY IN MOST VENTURE.AND FAMILY MEMBERS TO CONTRIBUTE AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE OR FEASIBLE FOR THEM.

ITS PERSONS BACKGROUND,FAMILY ENVIRONMENT,OCCUPATION,HIS OWN PROFESSION,HIS/HER OFFICE JOB PROFILE,AND THEIR COMPANIES PROFILE,....OR MAYBE SOME OF THEIR INDIVIDUAL EFFORTS,THAT DECIDE ONE'S SITUATION AND WAY OF FUNCTIONING.IT APPLIES ON ANYONE OLD,YOUNG,KID.SO ITS NOT RIGHT THING TO COMPARE ANY INDIVIDUAL WITH EACH OTHER,THOUGH USUALLY IT BOUND TO HAPPEN.WHETHER ONE NEED TO PUBLICIZE HIS/HER ACHIEVEMENTS IS A PUBLICITY HUNGER, OR IF ONE WANT TO PUBLICISE THE GOOD CAUSE OR HIGHLIGHT BAD ONE SO THAT IT GET CHECKED WITHOUT GIVING THEIR OWN NAME.

OR BOTH IN A LIMIT IS OK??

WELL I THINK ONE SHOULD HAVE HUNGER TO ACHIEVE MORE IN A LIMIT AND BALANCE.

(LET ME CLEAR THAT MY PHOTO PUBLISHED IN INHOUSE MAGAZINE OF THAT OFFICE WAS OF DISTRIBUTION EXHIBHITION IN MUMBAI,WHERE I INVITED FEW FILM STARS.AND OF BLOOD DONATION HEALTH CAMP,WHERE I DONATED BLOOD ALSO...IT WAS 'EDITORS CHOICE' WHO'S PHOTO'S WILL GET PUBLISH.(THOUGH OUR FAMILY MEMBERS PHOTO'S HAS BEEN PUBLISHED IN P3 OF NEWSPAPERS,BUT NOT FREQUENTLY).I DON'T THINK I EVER WAS PHOTO OPPORTUNIST,LIKE LUCKY SINGH@MR BOMMAN IRANI OF 'LAGE RAHO MUNNA BHAI'FAME.NEITHER ANYONE ELSE IN OUR FAMILY,AS I BELIEVE.)

EARLIER MY ATTITUDE WAS,WHOEVER SAID ANYTHING TO ME,I SAID ISN'T IT YOU,AS MOST OF PEOPLE CAN RELATE WITH INCIDENTS OF LIFE TO SOME EXTENT.
WHETHER THEY BELONG TO THAT STRATA OR NOT.MAYBE THIS IS HOW PEOPLE GOT MOTIVATED,OR STARTED RELATING THEMSELF.BESIDES ANSWERING ANYONE'S PROBLEMS AND SAYING GOAHEAD.

IN THE END,NO ONE EVER TOLD ME NOT TO WORK.IT WAS MY OWN PERSONAL DESICISION THEN.THOUGH I WAS WORKING,FREELANCING,DOING SOMETHING OR OTHER.BUT NOW I DO FEEL LIKE WORKING SO I'LL DO THAT NOW.BUT BY NOW I HAVE TO WORK HARD,TO BE IN MAINSTREAM AND FOR THAT PEOPLE AROUND ME ALSO NEED TO CHANGE THEIR MINDSET.

LET THE HOUSEWIVES WATCH,SUPPORT AND APRECIATE,ENCOURAGE,GIVE GOOD WISHES AND AAASHIRWAAD FROM HOME/PAVELLION BY THEIR OWN CHOICE(THEY ALL ARE HUMAN RESOURCES).AND OTHER JUNIORS STUDY.LET ELDERS TAKE REST.

AND AS WE HAVE COVERED MOST OF THE TOPICS OF HOUSEWIVES,SPECIALLY OLD,YOUNG,WOMEN,KIDS,STUDENTS,ADOLESCENTS,YOUTH,CAREER,HEALTH,HYGIENE,ECONOMICS OF DAILY LIFE,AUSTERITY,CRIME,HUMAN RIGHTS...ETC....IN FUTURE WE NEED TO DO ITS FOLLOW-UPS.IN A FAMILY WE DO DISCUSS EACH OTHERS SIGNIFICANT ACHIEVEMENTS OR EVEN GENERAL.OR EVEN PROBLEMS LIKE ANY OTHER FAMILY,THAT'S A ROUTINE WORK.LET PEOPLE GROW AND ACHIEVE IN THEIR OWN FIELD,OR WHICHEVER NEW FIELDS THEY CHOOSE TO GO.GOOD WISHES TO ALL.IF THEY NEED TO MENTION I'LL DEFINITLY MENTION IT.IF ANYONE WILL HAVE LEADERSHIP QUALITY THEY WILL TAKE LEAD INOVATIVLY IN THEIR OWN LINE,WORK AREA OR FIELD,NEIGHBOURHOOD.PEOPLE WILL CERTAINLY COME TO KNOW ABOUT IT.LIKE OTHERS EVEN I WISH,OTHERS NEED NOT UNNECCESSARY INTERFARE IN MY WORK.WE WOULD LIKE TO MOVE FORWARD TAKING OUR FAMILY AND COUNTRY'S PRIDE AND PRIORITY IN CONSIDERATION LIKE EVERYONE ELSE.WHERE EVER WE WILL BE.AND IN WHICHEVER STATE.

IF ANYONE ELSE CAN DO,WHAT I AM DOING,THEN THEY ARE MOST WELCOME TO DO.EVERYONE HAS COMPUTERS,PHONES,MOBILES,PAGES N PAPERS, AND MANY HAVE PROFESSIONAL MULTI PLATFORM FROM WHERE THEY ARE WORKING DAILY OR FREELANCING OCCASSIONALLY.

BUT MY RIGHT TO WRITE,EXPRESS,COMMENT,GIVE VIEWS OR SUGGESTIONS.NO ONE CAN TAKE AWAY.

ONCE PEOPLE OF OLD OFFICE(few of technical staff live in my neighbourhood) ASKED ME TO COME,WE WANT YOU TO TACKLE OR HANDLE EVERYTHING.

I WAS TOLD IF I WANT CAN JOIN MUMBAI OFFICE ALSO,IN SAHARA ENTERTAINMENT OFFICE OTHER THEN NEWS(NOT OFFICIAL LETTER).

WELL, I AM DOING IT VOLUNTARILY,WITHOUT GETTING ANY OFFICIAL REQUEST OR ANY FAVOUR IN RETURN.I AM SURE YOU'LL ARE GETTING CONTENT FOR YOUR PROGRAMMES(AGREED,IF NO,THEN DOESN'T MATTER.NOW I AM IN NOT ONLY PREACHING MODE BUT TRYING TO MAKE EVERYTHING CLEAR,AS ITS NOT ONLY MATTER OF ONE'S OR FAMILY'S IMAGE---AS PEOPLE ARE SAYING/DISCUSSING ON TV ALSO "WHO 'EMERGED' AS WHAT"??? GOOD TO SEE HOW YOU'LL JUDGE A PERSON.

THOUGH I HAD HEARD LINES LIKE-'KAFFI SAZA MIL CHUKI HAI,EK SAMMANIT HAI,DUSSERA AASSAMMANIT HAI"...I DON'T THINK I NEED ANYONE'S SYMPATHY.NEITHER INTERESTED IN TAKING 'CREDITS',THOUGH THESE ARE OLD TALKS NOW'.

(BUT WON'T WRITE ABOUT OTHERS REGULARLY,AS ITS NOT POSSIBLE TO DO WITHOUT ITS SEEMS NECCESSARY TO ME.AS IT IS A THANKLESS WORK.DON'T WANT ANYONE TO GET INJURIES BECAUSE OF IT OR SPREAD POLLUTION BECAUSE OF ME.IF ANYONE GOT BENIFITED BY IT,ONLY THEY KNOW IN THEIR HEART.I DON'T NEED CREDIT OR THANKS.I WILL TRY TO SPEAK MORE CAREFULLY NOW ONWARDS.ONE CAN IMPROVE DAILY.AND REQUEST OTHERS TO DO SO.)

WHETHER ONE LIKE IT OR IGNORE IT.I AM SURE IN FUTURE YOU'LL BE AGREE WITH ME.SO LETS SING IN A ONE SUR AND TAAL.IT WILL BE BETTER.

WELL TO ADD IN THE END AS I SAW MR.HARISH SALVE SAYING SOMETHING ON A TV CHANNEL-"I HAD SCANNED AND MAILED OUR FAMILY PHOTOGRAPHS TO BARAUNIANS WEBSITE,ALREADY PUBLISHED IN A NEWSPAPER,THAT'S
WHY ITS QUALITY WAS BLURRED,AS TOLD BY ON OF MY SCHOOL FRIEND.I HAD CHOSEN TO MEET MY SCHOOL FRIENDS AFTER THEIR REQUEST.IT WAS MY DECISION,WHICH THEY WANTED TO,STILL THOUGHT I SHOULD SAY NO.BUT I WAS DETERMINED TO LISTEN TO EVERYONE'S VIEWS AND ANSWER IT AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE.THOUGH OTHER MEMBERS OF FAMILY FELT,I WENT 'EIDHER-UDHER',AND NOW CAME BACK.ITS IMPORTANT TO TELL YOU,IF ANYONE NOTICED-NOT MENTIONING EARLIER EDITIONS OF FILMS AND SERIALS---IN RECENT 3YEARS EDITIONS- COURT DANCER/KOTHEWALI BHABHI AND MOTHER WHO WERE PRETENDING TO BE A PRINCESS IN 'BAHNEIN(4 SISTERS)GOT MARRIED WITH THEIR ONLY 'STEPSON' OF FAMILY NAMED YUVRAJ,WHO'S MOTHER AND 'BAD MAN' MAMAJI USED TO LIVE THERE IN RAJPIPLA OF GUJRAT.SHE GAVE BIRTH TO A SON IN THE END.EVERY DAY ANGLE OF STORIES CHANGES',IS NOW A SISTER ARCHANA WHO WAS MISINFORMED AND STUCK IN PROBLEM,SOMETHING LIKE IT IN 'JAB WE MET' MOVIE AND WHOLE FAMILY OF BOTH SIDES FACED MANY PROBLEMS IN 'PAVITRA RISHTA' TILL RECENTLY A GIRL WHO BELONGS TO 'LAVANI DANCERS FAMILY-SARVAGUN SAMPAAN MS SWARA RAJE DESHMUKH WHOSE DAUGHTER WAS ADITI'. WON'T TALK ABOUT MOVIES ENACTED BY LISA RAY'S OR NEHA DHUPIA OR RANI MUKHERJI OR KAREENA OR TABU,OR AMRITA SINGH IN 'KALYUG',AYESHA TAKIA'S 'DOR' ETC IN PREVIOUS FEW YEARS.TILL RECENT 'GUZAREESH'.I THINK ITS 'LABBOLUVAB','SAAR','CRUX'OF EVERYTHING WHAT IS DISCUSSED.FOR EXAMPLE 'JAADU OR CHAMATKAR'BEGIN FROM 'KHUBSOORAT' TO 'TU TU MEIN MEIN'....TO MANY MORE.SO AS TANTRA MANTRA,PERAPSYCHOLOGY,SUPERTITIONS,...ONE NEED TO THINK HOW MUCH OF ITS DOSE A VIEWER NEEDS!!...ETC. FOR EXAMPLE,IN 'HUTUTU',TABBU'S BROTHER'S NAME WAS ARUN,WAS AN ARCHITECT AND USED TO DESIGN HOTELS.BUT MY MOTHER IS NOT A POLITICIANS.THOUGH MY NANAJI WAS VERY HONEST AND PRINCIPLED POLITICIAN.NEITHER I CAN IDENTIFY WITH ANY CHARACTERS 100%.SO IF YOU SEE THE LATEST EXAMPLES....ITS 'CRUX' OF ALL GOT DISCUSSED.SO IF ONE WILL UNDERSTAND HOW ITS HAPPENING,NO ONE WILL GET BLAMED IN 'BLAMEGAME(JASSI JAISI KOI NAHIN)' OR NO ONE'S NAME WILL GET MALIGNED.

AS IT IS ON NAMES OR SURNAMES NO ONE HAS 'COPYRIGHT'.

'KOI BAADNAM'NAHIN HONGE.

IF ANYONE IS CORRUPT OR CRIMINAL ETC THEN THERE ARE SPECIALIZED AGENCIES TO DO INQUERIES AND GIVE PUNISHMENTS.FOR EXAMPLE IN 'TU TU MEIN MEIN'SERIAL'S ONE EPISODE, THEN(1999-2000) ITS BAHU WHO WAS SHOWN AS A NICE BAHU AT DAY TIME AND WITH TIL ON HER ONE CHEEK-'HEAD OF A GANG IN NIGHT',WHICH WAS WRONG AND IS AN ISSUE...LIKE RECENTLY A 'GIRLFRIEND'GANG IS BUSTED,IN WHICH FEW BOYS DO CHAIN-PURSE SNATCHING ETC TO GIVE GOOD GIFTS TO THEIR GIRLFRIEND'S AND TAKE THEM TO DISCOS,SO AS 'AUNTY'GANG WHERE GROUP OF WOMEN DOES SHOPLIFTING,GOT CAUGHT IN CCTV.

MOVIES LIKE 'BIWI NO.1','BETI NO.1','AUNTY NO.1'WERE ALSO THERE.


YASH MILE YA TARRIFF HO TOOO TO SABHI KO AACCHA HI LAGTA HAI.

I ALWAYS TOOK IT AS ISSUES,BUT NOW I FELT ITS TOO MUCH.AS IT IS NOW I DISCOVERED,I CAN WRITE IT 'ON RECORD'.

I HAD WRITTEN ABOUT IMPORTANCE OF LITERATURE SPECIALLY HINDI AS A LANGUAGE,ITS NATIONAL AND GLOBAL IMPORTANCE BESIDES REGIONAL LANGUAGES.KNOWING TOO MANY LANGUAGES IS ALWAYS BETTER.ONE CAN LEARN MORE IF PERSON IS UNEDUCATED OR GRAMIN. BUT NOT KNOWING ENGLISH SHOULD NOT FAILS A PERSON IN CAREER OR OTHERWISE FOR WHOLE LIFE. IN OUR COUNTRY WHERE HINDI IS NEEDED TO BE ACCEPTED AS A NATIONAL LANGUAGE OFFICIALLY.I HAVE ALWAYS SPOKEN FOR IT AS A STUDENT OF HINDI LITERATURE,(AND WRITTEN IN THIS BLOG ALSO AT LENGTH WITHOUT ANY PAKHWARA,DIWAS,SAPTAH.)AS AN INDIAN,WHO IS PROUD OF ENRICHMENT OF THIS LANGUAGE.I NEVER SHY AWAY LIKE MANY, SAYING I DON'T USE HINDI.THOUGH DUCKING FROM ANY PROBLEM IS ONCE CHOICE.


THIS IS WHAT I FEEL FOR BEING BIHAARI ALSO.I HAVE ALWAYS SPOKEN PROUDLY FOR IT,THOUGH I HAVE NOT BEEN THERE FOR LAST MANY YEARS AS MY RETIRED PARENTS LIVES HERE WITH MY BROTHERS-DELHI/NOIDA/HARYANA AND AGAIN IN GREATER NOIDA JOINTLY,ONE OF THEM IS NOW IN CHANDIGARH.THOUGH ONCE I WAS TOLD BY LATE MR S.P.SINGH,I SAW BIHAARI'S IN DELHI,FEELING COMPLEXED ABOUT SAYING I AM BIHAARI OPENLY LONG TIME BACK.AND HE PRAISED ME FOR MY SPIRIT. THOUGH I HAVE SEEN FEW PEOPLE(MY SISTER IN LAW VIBHA-SAID IN AUGUST, BEFORE MUNNI'S SONG CAME(ITS BECAUSE SHE TRIED TO EXPOSE SOMEONE ON PHONE SHARING 'KISSI KO BATANA NAHIN' OR MAYBE CHOTTI BHABHI CAME FROM PATNA TELLING ABOUT HER SAYING-SHE LIKES DOING MEDITATION.EARLIER SHE PRAISED NEW GOVERNMENT'S WORK FEW TIMES AS SHE READ ABOUT THEM,AND KNOW WHAT'S HAPPENING THERE,SHE HAS TOLD ME-CRIME RATE WENT DOWN BUT CORRUPTION STILL EXIST)AND BIHAAR ELECTION(I DIDN'T DISCUSSED ANYTHING WITH ANY FAMILY MEMBER EXCEPT MY FATHER ASKED ME ONCE ON PHONE,AND ON 24 NOV, RESULT DAY AS IT WAS OUR MARRIAGE ANNIVERSARY) CAME REDICULING 'BIHAAR!!!BIHAAR QUA??...ITS HUMARA PARIWAAR'.SO AS FEW OTHERS.

I HAD NEVER FORRGOTTEN OUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS.I HAD MENTIONED FEW OF SUDHIRJI'S FRIENDS ALSO IN MY BLOG IN SOME CONTEXT.MAYBE WATCHING CRICKET MORE THEN BEFORE MADE THINGS BIT DIFFERENT OR SAYING WE HAVE A BIT OPENNESS IN MY MAYKA.

NO ONE IS A FORIEGNER HERE.THOUGH OUR FAMILY MEMBERS TRAVELLED OTHER COUNTRIES.WE ALL ARE INDIANS.I AM CORRECTING THINGS/FACTS WHICH WENT WRONG.WE HAVE RELATIVES IN OTHER COUNTRIES.

NIBHA/SANJAY(MARRIED FOR LAST 15YRS)LIVED IN POORNIYA/MADHUBANI-DARBHANGA ALSO,BEFORE COMING TO PATNA IN THESE YRS.

I RESPECT THEIR(EVERYONE'S) SENTIMENTS ALSO.

ITS ALWAYS BETTER IF ONE DISLIKE DRINKING COFFEE'S OR TEA OUTSIDE THEIR HOME,TALKING ABOUT POLITICS OR TELEVISION CONTENT OR VIEWING IT,SITTING AT HOME CHANGES PEOPLE'S HABITS LITTLE BIT.BUT THEN ITS IMPORTANT TO WORK ON FIELD.MANY 'PEOPLE'S WIVES' DOES.ISN'T IT.GIVE ME GOOD WISHES.

AND IF NUMBER GAME GIVES IDENTITY(TO BE A FLAG BEARER) TO PEOPLE WHICH IS REDICULOUS, THEN I AM WITH 26/2/1960(HE IS QUITE SHAANT AND SPIRITUAL IN NATURE,UNLESS HE GET ANGRY AT TIMES) WHICH MEANS SUDHIRJI AND 10/9/87,WHICH MEANS ADITI.BESIDES SELF(I am not in any race-i'll do my work just like that)-30/1/1965(UNOFFICIAL-OFFICIALLY ITS 30/7/66),BAKI LOGON KO MEINE 'BAKSH DIYA HAI'.

DURING ADOLESCENT PROBLEM WORKSHOP,WE WERE TOLD TO DO WORKSHOPS IN 10 SCHOOLS AND CREATE ATLEAST MORE 10 TEACHERS IN EACH SCHOOL,WHICH MEANS 100,MAYBE SCHOOL STUDENTS WHO CAN VOLUNTARILY TEACHES UNDERPREVELEDGED PEOPLE TUITION FOR FEW HOURS,FEW DAYS A WEEK.AS ADITI AND FRIENDS USED TO DO IN THEIR SPV DAYS,IN NEIGHBOURHOOD PROJECT.I HAD ALSO WORKED FOR NEIGHBOURHOOD NGO'S EDUCATION/HEALTH PROJECTS VOLUNTARILY AND OTHERWISE AT HOME.SUDHIRJI HAD ALSO TAKEN SOME WORKSHOP ON OTHER NGO'S REQUESTS.

BUT THEN TO PUT LITTLE BIT MORE LIGHT ON FEW POINTS,AND CLEAN IT UP OR CORRECT THE FACT...ONE NEED TO EXPOSE AND HIGHLIGHT FAMILY MEMBERS A BIT.I AM SURE YOU PEOPLE WILL PUT LIGHT ON IT AS RESULT.I CAN SEE THEY'RE QUITE KNOWN ALREADY,AS I AM WATCHING YOUR'LL REACTIONS IN LAST 2 DAYS.WELL I'LL FINISH IT BY WEEKEND AS RIGHT NOW COMPUTER IS NOT FREE,SUDHIRJI HAS TO DO SOME URGENT WORK.I'LL FINISH IT BY SUNDAY,TO START IT FRESH...BESIDES MY OWN WORK.

RECENTLY A RAPE CASE OF U.P. IS QUITE IN NEWS,ITS HENIOUS CRIME,NEED TO BE CONDEMN AND CULPRIT SHOULD BE PUNISHED.IT REMINDS ME THAT WHEN I WAS IN TVI-1997,A CASE OF A WOMAN CAME UP AND TAKEN UP STRONGLY BY BJP'S WOMEN WING AND OTHER ORGANISATIONS.LATER ON SHRI L.K.ADVANIJI HAD ASKED FOR 'DEATH PUNISHMENTS' FOR RAPISTS.IT GOT MUCH COVERAGE.EVERYONE WAS WATCHING TV NEWS THEN.TVI WAS THEN FIRST 24 HOURS NEWS CHANNEL.

LATER ON IN SAHARA'S 'HASTAQSHEP' AN ISSUE OF 4 PAGES WAS DONE ON SEXUAL HARRASMENT IN BOTH GENDER AND RELATED LAWS ETC...ITS DIFFERENT ASPECTS.I HAVE WRITTEN FOR IT.I WAS ASKED THEN TO INTERVIEW MR ADVANIJI IN THIS CONTEXT,BUT UNFORTUNATLY HE WAS NOT IN DELHI THEN.

I THINK THEY SHOULD ASK FOR STRICT PUNISHMENT. I DON'T WANT TO GO FOR FICTION AGAIN,BUT THAT WAS SHANTI'S (WHO BELIEVED IN SAM,DAM DAND,BHED TO TAKE HER REVENGE,SO AS NIDHI,WHO WENT FOR CONTRACT MARRIAGE FOR REVENGE!!....AND WAS MOTHER'TULSI' DAYS(SHE WENT TO HARIDWAR --ITS COMMON PLACE WHERE EVERYONE'S GOES.WE ALL ALSO WENT,BUT WE ARE NOT A LABOURER'S LITERALLY-FICTIONS GIVES PEOPLE TEMPTATIONS TO BE FIT IN BESIDES CONTROVERSIES!!!

DHIRE DHIRE PEOPLE STARTED LIKING ALL THIS 'GIMMICKS'!!!

....SOME SIMILAR SCENE WAS SHOWN IN 'FHIR BHI DIL HAI HINDUSTANI'AS IT HAPPENED LAST WEEK NEWS.

BUT GENERATION HAS CHANGED.FOR WHOM CHARACTERS OF PARESH RAWAL,SHAHRUKH KHAN AND JUHI CHAWLA ETC FOUGHT.SO AS IN FEW OTHER OLD OR NOT SO OLD MOVIES LIKE 'PRATIGHAAT',OR 'HUMARA DIL AAPKE PAAS HAI',WHICH WERE IN NEWS AND DISCUSSIONS.ITS INTERESTING TO SEE TV'S ANOTHER TULSI IS NOW BJP LEADER.SO SHE MUST TAKE UP THIS ISSUE.(THIS ISSUE HAD CREATED BIG NOISE-AND FROM THEN TO NOW FICTION HAS EVOLVED IN MANY EDITIONS DIFFERENTLY).MANY LAWS HAS MADE.

SOMETHING CONCRETE SHOULD DONE ON GROUND BY CONVICTING THIS POLITICIANS WHO THINK THEY CAN GET AWAY WITH ANYTHING.

WELL SUDHIRJI(A PROGRESSIVE PERSON AS HE LIVED IN DELHI FOR MANY YEARS NOW,NEW GENERATION IS CHANGING AND MORDERNISING) ARE VAISHNAV PANDITS,HAS RSS PEOPLE IN FAMILY ALSO,WHO'S ANCENSOTERS WERE RAJPUROHIT DURING MAHARAJA'S TIME.MY MOTHER-IN-LAW IS ONLY CHILD OF A PUROHIT,I MEAN NANAJI SO SHE OR THEY CAN RELATE WITH 'SAAS BHI KABHI BAHU THI','TAAL',OR 'HUM DIL DE CHUKE SANAM'.'BUT THEN EVEN IN MY MAYAKA PEOPLE ARE QUITE BHARATIYA WHICH MEANS QUITE FEUDAL BUT HAS CHANGED OUTLOOK WITH TIME.NOW RECENTLY MY MOTHER HAD SAID ON PHONE,AS I DON'T GO THERE MORE THEN ONCE OR TWICE IN A YEAR."TUMNE ITNA KUCCH BATAAYA HI NAHIN-( ABOUT WHAT BOOM AND HYPE'S I PASTED HERE)".ACTUALLY 3YEARS BACK WHEN SUDDENLY IT STARTED AGAIN,WHILE WATCHING INDIAN IDOL OR OTHER SUCH REALITY PROGRAMMES,I PREDICTED WHO'LL WIN AND SAID--"SAB JEET JATEIN HEIN,MEIN HAAR JAATI HOON.BUT WHEN I STARTED WRITING IN A BLOG IN A PREACHING MODE, CHINU TOLD ME,"JO PAPA KO KARNA THA,AAP KAR RAHE HO".BUT ACTUALLY SUDHIRJI IS QUITE STRICT BUT PROGRESSIVE WITH TIME.HE HAS EXPOSURE AND EXPERIENCES OF WORK AND PLACES.WE THINK ALIKE IN MANY WAYS.SO IF I WAS PREACHING OR MINGLING WITH PEOPLE.HIS VIEWS NOT VERY DIFFERENT.MY WAY WAS DIFFERENT.I THINK MY SCHOOL FRIENDS(NEELAM,POONAM,RAMANI) HAD TOLD ME WHEN I WENT TO HAVE DINNER AND STAY WITH THEM WITH SUDHIRJI'S PERMISSION,OVERNITE AFTER YEARS MORE THEN 3YEARS BACK....FRIENDS KE PAAS AAYI HO,IDHER PANI HAI,GILAA HAI,AAB KAHAN JAOGI, OR EITHER SIT WITH MUMMY IN DRAWING ROOM,OR WITH RAMANI IN BEDROOM WHO IS PACKING AS SHE HAS TO GO BACK TO ANDHARA PRADESH TOMORROW EARLY MORNING.(I THINK THEY WERE TALKING ABOUT COMPARISONS AND MY REACTION IN 2004.AS ONE OF MY FRIEND TOLD ME AB JAGRIT HO JAO,YOU WERE A GOOD WRITER IN SCHOOL DAYS.TUMHE DANCE KARNA THA KYA(ALOK MALL)...NO I AM NOT INTERESTED IN DANCING ON DANCE FLOOR,AS THEY ASKED ME ALSO...MANY WERE DANCING THERE,DURING ALMUNI FUNCTION IN DELHI(WAS IN SOME 5 STAR HOTEL LAST YEAR DECEMBER)???

WELL,I AM SURE,BY NOW THEY WOULD HAVE GOT ALL THE ANSWERS.

I ALSO CAMEBACK FROM STATION AFTER SEEING HER OFF BY 7 0'CLOCK IN THE MORNING.

WHICH MADE ME THINK STRONGLY...I HAVE TO DO SOMETHING NOW!!!AND TO GIVING ANY GIFT OR MONEY IN LIFAFA'S IN ANY OCCASION BY SUDHIRJI OR ME IS 'EK HI BAAT HAI'.WE ARE TWO INDIVIDUALS,BUT ARE IN SAME FAMILY.KOI BHI DE,EK HI BAAT HAI...BUT ITS BETTER IF HE GIVES,WHEN WE ARE TOGETHER(ITS FOR MR SENIOUR QUERESHIJI).

WELL 'RAHUL' WAS KNOWN CHARACTER AS SHAHRUKH OF 'DILWALI DULHANIYAN LE JAYEINGE-BIG FAILURE IN STUDIES','DIL TO PAGAL HAI-A DIRECTOR' HAS SIMILAR NAME.SO AS IN 'RAHUL'MOVIE BY SUBHASH GHAI SAHEB'S PRODUCTION,WHICH HAS SCHOOL BOY NAMED RAHUL-WHO MET WITH AN ACCIDENT AND WAS IN ICU,THATS HOW HIS PARENTS MET AGAIN,AND A GROCERYWALA NAMED MR GROVER(EVEN WE HAVE A GROCERYWALA NAMED MR GROVER IN OUR NEIBOURHOOD...SO WE CAN RELATE WITH THESE MOVIES LITTLE BIT)

.....SO AS MANY RAHUL IN REAL LIFE ALSO,INCLUDING RAHUL GANDHI.IT WAS I WHO HAD SAID 'CHIDIYA CHUG GAYEE KHET FOR SONIYAJI,WHICH I BELIEVE,WHETHER ONE GIVE CREDIT FOR IT OR NOT,HAS STOPPED OR DEFUSED 'VEDESHI BAHU' ISSUE AND SUBSIDED IT.

WHEN AN AD'A YOUNG BOY RAHUL 1964-WITH FLAG'HIGHLIGHTED IN 2004(ITS 40 YRS FROM 1964 TO 2004,IT WAS A COINCIDENCE THAT MY SISTER-IN-LAW VIBHA'S B'DAY YEAR IS 6TH JUNE 1964, SO IF SHE WANT,SHE CAN RELATE WITH IT,THOUGH I DON'T KNOW -THAT TIME ADMAKERS KNEW ABOUT IT OR NOT.BUT NOW YOU'LL KNOW).

I THINK PEOPLE NOTICED THAT I AM SOMEHOW TRYING TO 'DIRECT'WHAT IS 'ON AIR'WHEN 'BA' OD 'SAASBHI KABHI BAHU THI' WAS DYING AT HOME,WHOLE MEDICAL FACILITIES WERE GIVEN TO HER.DOCTOR SAID NOW ONLY PRAYER CAN WORK.I WAS WATCHING,SAID DON'T LET HER DIE,SHE HAS LOT TO WORK.AND SHE REVIVED. IN THAT AGE SHE HAS LEARN DESIGNING CLOTHS 'CHUPKE CHUPKE',AND SURPRISED FAMILY MEMBERS BY HER CLOTHLINE IN A SHOP AND THEN DISPLAY AND RAMPWALK.WON THE TROPHY.I SAW FEW RSS PEOPLE SAYING,"ITS SHE,THEY LISTEN TO HER.AND THATS HOW EVERYONE BECOME PART OF OUR FAMILY.BUT MAHAUL BECAME TOO 'REGRESSIVE',AS PEOPLE SAID.EVEN THAT NEEDED BALANCE.LATER ON MANY ANGLE INCLUDED IN IT BUT ATLEAST I LOST INTEREST.

ITS NOT THAT I TRIED TO DIVERT EVERYTHING AS I WAS TALKING TO EVERYONE FROM BOTH SIDES ON PHONE ATLEAST THEN.THAT WAS THE TIME WHILE DISCUSSING ON PHONE WITH FAMILY MEMBERS THAT WE NEED A TRAIN FOR HOMETOWN COULD HAVE BEEN FRUITFUL.THANKS TO MANY PEOPLE FOR THAT.BUT PEOPLE HAD MORE INTEREST IN 'SAAS BHI KABHI BAHU THI'OR ANY CHARACTOR,SERIALS,ADS 'ON AIR' ETC,DRIVING A CAR HAS BECOME BIG THING AND SYMBOL OF SMARTNESS.

I HAD SUGGESTED SUDHIRJI THEN TO MAKE A GROUP OF FRIENDS,WHO CAN REALLY HELPFUL TO YOU IN LIFE.AND NOT JUST LIKE THAT.ITS DIFFICULT TO MAKE PEOPLE UNDERSTAND WHAT'S AND HOW ANYTHING HAPPENNING.BUT WHATEVER IS SHOWN,AT THE TIME OF QUESTIONING,THEY CAME TO ME AS IF I KNOW THE ANSWER.LIKE WHEN 'MIHIR-HUSBAND OF TULSI'DIED,THERE WAS A MASS HYSTERIA AND FAMILY MEMBERS CALLED ME UP,"AREE YE KYA HUA(CAN'T SAY WHY PEOPLE ASK ME OR BLAME FOR IT TO ME)".

"AND HE HAS TO MAKE COMEBACK ON PUBLIC DEMAND,AND THATS HOW A NEW TREND STARTED,CHARACTERS COMEBACK AFTER THEIR DEATH WITH PLASTIC SURGERY.

TILL RECENTLY ONE DON'T WANT TO BELIEVE IT.THEY TAKE ME AS A DUMB OR A VAMP ONLY.WELL,I DON'T MIND.

THEN, AS IT SEEMS TO BE SOMETHING TO DO WITH POLITICS WHICH WAS CONSIDERED NOT SO PRAISEWORTHY.BIKANER-DELHI ROUTE REALLY NEEDED TRAIN THEN,OTHER THAN ANYTHING.VAISE AFTER DHARAMENDRAJI NOT SO SUCESSFULL ATTEMPT IN POLITICS FROM THERE,IT BECAME A RESERVED LOKSABHA SEAT NOW,THOUGH ASSEMBLY SEATS ARE OF GENERAL CATEGORY.ITS NOTEWORTHY THAT DURING NDA GOVERNMENT'S 6YEARS MAXIMUM NUMBER OF MINISTERS WERE FROM BIHAR.SPECIALLY RAIL MINISTERS,AND BIHAR HAS GOT MANY GOOD TRAINS LIKE RAJDHANI EXPRESS,SAMPURN KRANTI,JANSHATABDI ETC INCLUDING BARAUNI/MOKAMA AND BHAGALPUR.BIHAR REALLY AND BADLY NEEDED THIS GROWTH.'COMMUNICATION MEANS BY ROAD OR TRAIN' IS A FIRST STEP TOWARDS 'DEVOLOPED BIHAR' IN EVERY SPHERE.SO IT WAS NOT A FOVOURATISM.THOUGH THESE MINISTERS HAS GIVEN EVERY OTHER STATES SIMILAR CONSIDERATIONS.CAN'T SAY ABOUT THEIR OWN CONSTITUENCIES.

I'LL NOT STOP WRITING ABOUT BIHAR AND (DELHI-RAJASTHAN ALSO).THAT'S 'ONE OF MY PRIMARY FOCUS POINT' FROM THE BEGINING,WHETHER ONE RECOGNIZE MY EFFORT OR NOT.EVEN IN RAJASTHAN ASHOK GEHLOTJI HAS DONE WORK HONESTLY,SPECIALLY FOR BEAUTIFICATION OF JAIPUR BEFORE NRI SAMMELLAN.HE GOT MANY 'ILLEGAL CONSTRUCTION DEMOLISHED',WHICH MADE HIM UNPOPULAR ALSO.SUDHIRJI CAN WRITE ABOUT IT 'MAYBE BETTER THEN ME'.DURING MS VASHUNDHARA RAJEJI'S TENURE ONE THING WHAT I REALLY WANT TO APPRECIATE IS SHE HAS TAKEN DESICION TO CELEBRATE 15TH AUGUST AND 26TH JANUARY IN DIFFERENT DISTRICT OF RAJASTHAN SO THAT DUE TO EXTRA FOCUS ON THEM BEFORE CM'S VISIT,THAT STATE HAS GOT CLEANED UP,BEAUTIFIED,AND GOT BIT MORE DEVOLOPED,AND ITS PROBLEMS GOT HIGHLIGHTED.INFACT ON THE EVE OF ELECTION DAYS SHRI ASHOK GEHLOTJI GOT MR PRAFUL PATEL,THEN AVIATION MINISTER(AFTER 2004)TO BIKANER(AFTER 2004),WHERE HE ANNOUNCED AND DID 'SHILANYAAS' FOR AIRPORT WHICH NEVER CONVERTED INTO REALITY TILL NOW.

BUT AT THE SAME TIME WHEN SHRI ATALJI'S VOICE WAS USED FOR ELECTION PUBLICITY THROUGH TELEPHONE FOR ELECTIONS SAYING,'MEIN ATAL BIHARI VAJPAYEE BOL RAHA HOON',GIVE VOTE TO NDA."

I HAD SAID,WE HAVE ALSO DONE IT DURING TVI DAYS 'ELECTION SPECIAL' SPONSORED BY AIRTEL. THEN EVERY NEWSREADER HAS GOT THIS DUTY.IT WAS FIRST TIME INTRODUCED IN JOURNALISM.

WHEN COMPUTERS ACHIEVEMENTS WERE INCLUDED IN AGENDA IN 1999/2004(NOT MENTIONING MOBILE),I HAD SAID IT BEGAN DURING LATE SHRI RAJEEV GANDHIJI'S TENURE.

INFACT REGARDING POPULATION CONTROL ISSUES,I HAVE MENTIONED SANJAY GANDHIJI'S NAME AND EMERGENCY. BUT LET ME CORRECT IT, I HAVE ALWAYS MENTIONED MY PERSONAL VIEWS AS WELL.

I REMEMBER MY FATHER SAYING ITS NOT NIBHA,SANJAY,SUDHIR OR ANYONE ELSE(BEFORE 2004...I THINK HE MEANT MEDIA...YOU GO,WHEN HE HEARD SOMEONE SAYING ON TV,"PM BANNE MEIN 20 SAAL LAGEINGE".)

THEN MY SISTER IN LAW(PEOPLE WERE CONFUSING BETWEEN 2 OF US,FORGETTING SUDHIRJI IS ALSO WATCHING NEWS NOW AND THEN...HINDI,CHINI BHAI-BHAI EQUATION) USED TO GET UP HEARING ABOUT'RAJNITI TALKS' SAYING,"MERE GHAAR KE PURUSH BHI POLITICS DISCUSS KARTE HEIN,AND I HAD SAID ITS NEWS.WELL,WATCHING 'JHANDEWALA' AD SHE HAD SAID THEN,"MUJHE GANDEAWALA DE DIYA,MY HUSBAND HAS BACK ACHES".

ITS BETTER ONE RELATE WITH WHAT THEY BELIEVE IN INSTEAD OF WHAT THEY ARE GIVEN,IMPOSED OR SUPPOSED TO DO BY OTHERS.

THOUGH EVEN I DON'T DISCUSS NEWS ALL THE TIME.AS A 'SUDHIRJI'S WIFE',ALWAYS HAD MANY OTHER ENGAGEMENTS AND INTEREST ALSO.

NOW I THINK SHE HAS INTEREST IN IT.VAISE WITH DUE RESPECT TO HER,FOR YEARS NOW SHE HAS 'ONE POINT AGENDA'(IF SHE CAN ADMIT IT),"SAYING-BHABHI AAP 'HAATOO',MEIN HOON...WHETHER IN KITCHEN,AT HOME OR OTHERWISE!!....WELL GOOD WISHES TO HER.I DON'T WANT TO LOOSE MY ORIGINALITY ....WHETHER PEOPLE WANT TO RECOGNIZE MY TALENT OR NOT,ATLEAST AS MUCH I HAVE WORKED AND CAN BE ADDED IN MY BIO DATA.WOULD LIKE TO ADD IN FUTURE AS WELL.I THINK IN FAMILY AND AT WORK PLACE,INSTEAD OF COMPETITIVENESS,EVERYONE HAS SPACE TO GROW.INFACT EVERYONE'S GROWTH WILL MAKE FAMILY GROW FASTER,IN EVERYSPHERE.

THOUGH I DON'T THINK IT WAS DELIBRATE TALK.WHATEVER OCCURED GOT DISCUSSED AT HOME,AND MAIN REASON WAS SUDHIRJI IS A HARDCORE NEWSPERSON,EVEN I HAD INTEREST IN IT,AND AS HE IS WORKING FROM HOME SINCE MANY YEARS NOW.I THINK IT SUDHIRJI WHO DESERVED BETTER DEAL AND NEED NOT GET IGNORED.UNHEIN BHI NAZAR LAG GAYEE HAI.

(THOUGH HE TELLS ME,TUMHEIN NAZAR LAG GAI HAI.)

DURING 2004 ELECTIONS,AND AFTER GETTING PADAMSHREE AWARD,SUDDENLY HIS CARTOONS WERE STOPPED AND WERE NOT GETTING PUBLISHED.I THINK,I HAVE CLEARED MESS FROM HIS ANGLE ALSO.BUT IF ANY PERSON HAD PERSONAL PROBLEMS WITH HIM AT HIS WORK PLACE.ITS WRONG.CARTOONS ARE MADE ON NEWS,WHERE EVER 'BUCKS STOPS' IS ANOTHER MATTER.BUT NEWS,FICTIONS,LIFE ARE GETTING MIXED UP....ONE NEED AND LEARN TO NOTICE IT,AND DIFFERENTIATE BETWEEN IT INSTEAD OF GETTING CONFUSED.

ITS HIGH TIME THINGS NEEDED TO BE IN RIGHT TRACK FULL FLEGEDLY.I HAVE INTEREST IN NEWS,EVEN POLITICAL NEWS,BUT I WAS NEVER INTERESTED IN BECOMING POLITICIAN.I'LL BE HAPPY TO RELATE WITH 'MAMTA@JUHI CHAWALA'...OF 'FHIR BHI DIL HAI HINDUSTANI.

ANYONE HAS INTEREST,THEY SHOULD PROCEED FIRST.I'LL WORK FOR MY NGO.

NEITHER ANY OTHER MEMBER NEED TO BE GET DRAGGED.IF ANYONE HAS INTEREST IN ANY PROFESSION,CAREER-FILM,ENTERTAINMENT,POLITICS ETC OTHER THEN WHAT THEY ARE DOING, THEY SHOULD THEMSELF COMEOUT AND SAY,"I WANT TO BE THERE,OR WORK THERE.DEFINITLY THEY'LL FIND SOLUTIONS.THESE THINGS APPLIES ON ME AS WELL.IF I IDENTIFY WITH ANYTHING OR CAN RELATE,LET ME DO IT.THOUGH I USUALLY DON'T RELATE WITH ANY CHARACTER,ATLEAST 100%,THERE MUST BE SOME CONCRETE REASON BEHIND IT,AS I BELIEVE."

I HAVE HEARD MANY GOOD OR NOT SO GOOD COMMENTS BY NOW VIA MEDIA.I THINK I TRIED TO HIGHLIGHT POSITIVES AND NEGATIVES,PROBLEMS AND ITS SOLUTIONS,SUGGESTIONS AND COMMENTS AND ITS FOLLOWUPS.MANY PROBLEMS ARE UNIVERSAL,SO ITS NOT THAT OUR COUNTRY'S,ANY PERSON OR FAMILY'S IMAGE HAS GONE DOWN 'IN REALITY'.ONE NEED TO FIND SOLUTIONS,IF ANYTHING 'NEW' COME UP WHICH PEOPLE DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW AND WHAT IS HAPPENING.ONE NEED TO UNDERSTAND AND TAKE ALONG OLD,YOUNG,KIDS...BELONG TO ANY GENDER OR STRATA,AS MUCH ONE CAN HANDLE AND HAS TIME ACCORDING TO THEIR SITUATIONS OR CIRCUMSTANCES -THEIR VIEWS,PERSPECTIVE,PROBLEMS AND THINKING TOGETHER.WHETHER THEY ARE FEUDEL OR PROGRESSIVE.

I THINK WE HAVE PEOPLE WORKING IN THEIR SPECIALIZED FIELDS.I AM THE ONLY PERSON WHICH HAS IDENTITY CRISIS,WHICH I AM SURE WILL COME OVER AND CREATE A CONCRETE ONE.NO WE ARE NOT OVER OR AFTER MONEY MAKING RACE BUT DEFINITLY,IF PERSON WILL WORK,WILL EARN.EVERYONE WANTS ECONOMIC GROWTH,AND SHOULD GET,IF THEY WORK HARD.I DON'T THINK IN ANY OFFICE OR AT HOME,I HAD ASKED FOR MONEY,INFACT WHEN I SHIFTED TO NEWSPAPER SIDE FROM TV,PRINT JOURNALISTS SALARY WERE LESS,SO I HAD SAID-'AB MERI BHI SALARY HALF HO JAYEEGI.,WHICH MEANS DEMOTIONS'BUT IF ONE DESERVE SHOULD GET BETTER SALARY AND CAN NEGOTIATE IT ALSO!!!.....'I HAD SAID YEARS BACK,'MERE MANGNE KI AADAT NAHIN HAI,'BUT ADITIFOUNDATION HAS FEES CHARGES,THEN MEMBERS WILL HAVE TO PAY. I AM TOLD WE ARE INTERESTED IN VIBHA TAILANG AS AN INDIVIDUAL(READ JOURNALIST) AND NOT IN YOUR ADITI FOUNDATION.

WELL,THE DAY WILL COME WHEN EVERYONE'S MINDSET WILL CHANGE POSITIVLY IN THIS FRONT AS WELL.

WE HAVE INTEREST IN OUR ALL ROUND DEVOLOPMENT WHICH INCLUDES ECONOMIC GROWTH AS WELL.BUT WE ARE IN PROFESSIONS WHICH IS NOT LIKE PLAYING 20-20 CRICKET MATCH OR IPL,SO THIS DIFFERENCE WILL BE ALWAYS THERE.THOUGH EVERYONE HAS POTENTIAL TO REACH TO THE TOP OF WHERE THEY WORK,I BELIEVE,SPECIALLY SUDHIRJI WHO HAS ALMOST PROVEN IT WITH TIME.

AND I BELIEVE EVEN ADITI/CHINU HAS THAT TALENT AND POTENTIAL.SHE NEED TO WORK HARD TO POLISH IT.ITS HER CAREER'S BEGINING.

I LEFT WORKING AFTER COMING BACK FROM MUMBAI-GOA TRIP WITH SUDHIRJI,CHINU,RAJESH FOR SHOOTING FOR DD'S PROGRAMME FOR OUR HOME PRODUCTION IN 2001,25 FEB FULLTIME.

DON'T WANT TO START FROM WHERE LEFT,AS I FEEL,I NEVER STOP WORKING.WHETHER I WAS IN HOSH OR NOT,AND CONSIDERED FIT OR NOT.ONE CAN BE FIT AND IN HOSH WHENEVER THEY WANT AND TRY FOR IT.

NOW MY WISH IS TO PUT BEHIND 'DEVDAAS-AS ITS A REMAKE AND 3RD VERSION OF A BOOK.AND ANY FICTIONS ALWAYS NEEDS MANY INGREDIENTS'.RECENTLY A GANG OF YOUNG BIKERS WERE ATTACKING GIRLS WALKING ON PAVEMENTS,AND NOT EVEN KNOWN TO THEM WITH 'KNIFE,PUTTING CUT MARK ON THEIR FACE',IS REALLY WORRYSOME.

TODAYS TV SERIALS COVER DIFFERENT STATES,DIFFERENT BACKGROUND,URBAN,RURAL.RICH,MIDDLE CLASS,POOR...ALL KIND OF SUBJECTS,THOUGH ITS DIFFERENT ANGLE REFLECTS QUITE SIMILAR CONTENT AND EVEN DIALOUGES.I WISH NO ONE SHOULD 'DRAG WRONGLY' ANYONE OF OUR FAMILY UNNECCESSARILY.HUMAN RIGHT VIOLATIONS ARE ALSO CRIME.I WISH TO WRITE POSITIVES AND ACHIEVEMENTS OF PAST,PRESENT,FUTURE IN WHATEVER CONTEXT MORE THAN BEFORE.

CONFUSION OVER BHARAT,INDIA,HINDUSTAN???OR SARKARI,PRIVATE,PUBLIC ORGANIZATIONS!!OR CITIZEN OF ANY STATE!!! ONE CAN REPRESENT THEM AS AN INSIDERS,BUT QUITE SCARED OF GIVING IMFORMATIONS OR TALKING ABOUT IT!!! ...ITS DIVISION IS CREATING MORE PROBLEMS ON GROUND!!!!ONE NEED TO BE GOOD AT WORK,GOOD ADMINISTRATOR,WHETHER RUNNING ONE'S HOME(NOT TALKING ABOUT 'GHAR EK MANDIR HAI','HUM SAAT AATH HEIN'...), OR DOING WORK ETC.ONE CAN IMPROVE ANY TIME!! ITS BETTER PERSONS IDENTITY SHOULD GET RECOGNITIONS!!....I THINK ITS A MIXED CULTURE,ITS VARIETY AND DIVERSITY IS.... SPECIALITY AND ESSENCE OF OUR COUNTRY.

I'LL PREFER TO FOLLOW BHARTIYATA OR HINDUSTANIYAT WITH PROGRESSIVENESS.WHICH MEANS INDIANNESS WITH THE SENSE OF RIGHT AS MUCH I KNOW AND CAN FOLLOW IN ANY CIRCUMSTANCES.

('HUM FICTION KE CHARACTOR BANNE KI LALACH MEIN KAI GALATIYAN KARNE KO PRONE HEIN---WHETHER IN REALITY OR LYING ABOUT IT,KHAYAL RAKHNA ZAROORI HAI.)

TO BE CONTD.....ABOUT MY TEAM...AFTER DISCUSSION WILL WRITE TOMMORROW.I WOULD DEFINITLY LIKE TO WORK TOGETHER WITH SUDHIRJI,ADITI,RAJESH.

(IF BHUPENDRAJI,VIBHA BISHT,PUPUL,SUDHA DIDI,GOLDIE,RITU AND HER FAMILY MEMBERS AND ANY OTHER MEMBERS FROM MY MAYKA WANT TO CONTRIBUTE,THEY'RE MOST WELCOME,INCLUDING SUDHIRJI'S FEW CLOSE FRIENDS.)...AS OUR NATURE OF WORK HAS MANY THINGS IN COMMON.

AS NEW GENERATION CAME,RESPONSIBILITIES AND FOCUS HAS SHIFTED OR EXPANDED.BEFORE 2004,AND AFTERWARDS WHO SAID IS DIFFICULT TO DISCUSS BESIDES ONE COMMENT THAT ON TV-ISSE PUCCHOO,ISSE CHINTA QUON HAI,ONE OF MY RELATIVE INTERPRETING IT AS,-'AAPKO CHINTA KARNE KI ZAROORAT NAHIN HAI...SO THIS 'TARIQA IS BIT RISKI AS PEOPLE INTERPRETE THINGS IN THEIR OWN WAY.AS THEY KNOW,UNDERSTAND OR AS THEY WANT.NEW GENERATIONS WERE CONFUSED THEN, WHICH NEEDED MORE CONCERN.AS THOSE DAYS YOU'LL MEDIA PEOPLE WERE BUSY SAYING-SINCE FROM BEGINING-DOOBTE SURAJ KO NAHIN,SAB UGTE SOORAJ KO SALAM KARTEIN HEIN.

"AND THEN I HAD TOLD TO SUDHIRJI-YOU'RE SUN OF OUR FAMILIES GALAXY AND WE'LL ARE REVOLVING AROUND YOU."BUT THEN PEOPLE WANT TO BE PART OF IT 100% ALSO.".
EVERYONE HAS 'BHUKH' TO BE IN IT,AND RELATE WITH ALL THE CHARACTERS, WHETHER THEY EXCEPT IT OR NOT.

'"I REMEMBER I USED TO SPEAK ONLY HINDI,ONCE SUDHIRJI'S FRIEND MR PRAKASH CAME AND I WAS CONVERSING WITH HIM IN ENGLISH AND HE SUGGESTED,YOU SPEAK IN HINDI.THAT TIME SHALINI WAS SURPRISED AND ASKED RAJESH,"AREE BHABHIJI CAN SPEAK IN ENGLISH.AND THEN I REALIZED,HOW PEOPLE ARE MAKING IMAGES AND BELIVING IN IT. THAT WAS 'HUM SAATH,AATH HEIN DAYS".

WELL ITS GOOD THAT THEY GROW WITH ORGINALITY IN THEM.BUT IF THEY FIND ANY GOODNESS IN ELDERS AND GET INSPIRED BY THEM CAN FOLLOW THEM.I AM NOT GIVING MY SPACE TO ANYONE OF RIGHT TO WRITING HERE.AS AN INDIVIDUAL CAPACITY EVERYONE IS DOING SO.I'LL PUT SUDHIRJI'S CARTOONS HERE.THIS YEAR SHOULD BE HIS COMEBACK FULLFLEGEDLY IN MAINSTREAM ALONG WITH EVERYONE ELSE OF OUR FAMILY.WE BELONG TO BIKANER OF RAJASTHAN,WHICH IS A BEAUTIFUL PLACE AND QUITE KNOWN,SO AS OUR FAMILY THERE,IT IS A COSMOPOLITAN BUT HAS TRADITIONAL,POLITICAL AND HISTORICAL BACKGROUND.SO IS 'TAILANG FAMILY'HAS.

SO KEEPING MY MAYKA AND OTHERS PARIWAR ASIDE WE HAVE BEGIN WITH.

I HAVE NOT BEEN TO THAT PLACE FOR LAST 3-4YEARS.


BUT ONE NEED TO THINK FIRST MORE ABOUT DELHI AND MAYUR VIHAR(NEIGHBOURHOOD) WHERE ONE IS RESIDING.MY JOURNEY OF SELF REALIZATION WILL GO ON.BUT MEAN WHILE IF I CAN MAKE DIFFERENCE IN ANYONE'S,OR MORE PEOPLE'S LIFE,THAT'LL BE BONUS.BUT THINGS BEGIN FROM SELF FIRST. ITS TIME FOR SUDHIRJI TO COME FORWARD AND ACT MORE ACTIVLY THEN BEFORE.

AND NO ONE HAS IMPOSED ANYTHING ON ME,I AM DOING WHATEVER WITH MY CHOICE,WITH OTHERS CONSULTATIONS OR AT TIMES WITH MY OWN ASSERTIVENESS ALSO.

IF I CAN WALK IN MAHATMA GANDHIJI'S,VIVEKANANDA'S OR MOTHER TERESAJI'S FOOTPATH EVEN 10%,I'LL BE THE HAPPIEST PERSON LIVING,AND DYING WHENEVER SUPREMEGOD'S INSTRUCTION FOR FINAL SHOT COME TO LEAVE.MY JOURNEY TO THAT PATH HAD BEGUN,THE MINUTE I THOUGHT TO DO SO.I AM TRYING HARD TO FOLLOW AND MAYBE EVOLVE.NO NEED TO PROVE ANYTHING TO ANYONE.BUT FOR THAT ONE NEED TO LIVE AND LEAD WITH EXAMPLE WHERE EVER ONE IS.I AM SURE AND WISH MY FAMILY MEMBERS WILL BE HAPPILY SOPPORTIVE.BUT DEFINTLY JOURNEY BEGINS FROM HOME AND SELF.

(MERE PARIWAAR KE DONO TARAF KE LOG MERI VAJAH SE KAAFI KUCCH JHEL RAHEIN HEIN FICTIONALLY AND AS ITS RESULT OR VICE VERSA(AS I THINK,BUT IF ANY POSITIVE THINGS HAPPENED TO THEM BECAUSE OF IT,THEY ALL NEED TO ACKNOWLEDGE IT OR ADMIT IT),BECAUSE OF MY SPECIALITY OR COMPLEXITY OR MY DEFORMITY OR ABNORMALITY OR PUNGA'S AS PEOPLE SAY.ABB UNHEIN KHUSHIYAAN MEILE YEHI MERI ICCHA HUR ISSSHWAR SE PRARTHANA HAI.)

AND DO THEIR DUTIES AS THEY ARE DOING.I AM NOT INTERESTED IN WATCHING TV AND RELATE WITH IT 'ONLY'.SO AS,IF ANYONE CAN RELATE WITH ME OR NOT,ITS THEIR CHOICE.THANKS.GOOD WISHES TO ALL AND ME.

WELL WORLD CUP CRICKET TEAM IS FORMED,SO AS UPA'S GOVERNMENT'S RESHUFFLE WILL TAKE PLACE TODAY(19/1/11)....MY TEAM(MAINLY TAILANG/AND CHOUDHARY AS ITS MY MAYKA) IS FINALIZED.THERE ARE 2 DEPARTMENTS,PARIWAR IS LIKE SANGHTHAN,BCCI,EVERYONE IS MEMBER OF IT AND NEED TO MAKE IT STRONGER.AND PEOPLE WHO ALL ARE WORKING OR STUDYING IN SCHOOL/COLLEGES ARE INDIVIDUALS...NEED TO GROW IN THEIR PROSPECTIVE FIELDS.I AM NOT GIVING MY RIGHT TO COMMAND NOW- TO ANYONE ELSE,NEITHER THERE WILL BE ANY. "DHEEL" OR "SOFTNESS"- WILL BE IN IT.ONE NEED TO FOLLOW AND UNDERSTAND THAT "LOOSETALK OR LOOSE BEHAVIOUR" WILL NOT BE TOLERATED ANYMORE PRACTICALLY,WON'T SAY FICTIONALLY.

(JINKO KISSI BHI BAATON SE FARQ NAHIN PADTA,THEY CANNOT BE IN OUR TEAM).

BUT WE ARE BIT LIBRALS,WON'T DENY IT.OUR GENERATION IS LESS FEUDAL.

....AS ITS NOT IN MY HAND TOTALLY.BUT WILL NOT SUPPORT KILLINGS OR WRONG DOINGS,NEITHER ANY WRONG POINTS ABOUT OUR FAMILY.'

IF ANYONE WANT TO BEGIN OR REVIVE MUST GET RESPECTIVE PARIWAR'S SUPPORT IN IT.

WE ARE ALWAYS THERE TO HELP EVERYONE'S IN NEED,WHATEVER WE CAN DO,WHETHER THEY DO OR NOT IN RETURN.

WILL MENTION PEOPLE'S REMARKABLE ACHIEVEMENTS IF THEY WANT OR I FEEL IT WORTH.

BUT DON'T WANT TO INTERFERE IN ANYONE'S LIFE UNNECCESSARY.

'DOODH KA JALA,CHAACH BHI PHOONK PHOONK KER PEETA HAI'.

READY TO BE 'ANIL KAPOOR OF NAYAK OR TAAL,...NOT OTHER CHARACTER'S PLAYED BY HIM,AS IN 'HIM AND KAJOL'S PLAYED IN MOVIE BY MR BONEY KAPOOR'.COMPETITIVENESS IS O.K,BUT IMAGE OF 'NEGATIVITY','REVENGE' AND 'CRIME','TERRORISM','NAXALISM','BAD LANGUAGE','UNDERWORLD' ETC IS CREATING DESTRUCTION AND HELPING IN SPREADING IT IN FICTIONS AND OTHERWISE.

AND LIKE OTHER FAMILIES- MY WORK,SUDHIRJI'S AND ADITI'S WORK AND EVERYONE'S HEALTH AND GROWTH WILL BE MY MAIN FOCUS THIS YEAR.I WILL GIVE MY ASSISTANCE TO CHINU AND SUDHIRJI AS MY DUTY.DEFINITLY MA-BABUJI IS ALWAYS THERE.

AND OUT OF CONTEXT I AM ADDING THIS LINE IS "IN 1999 ELECTION NDA'S AGENDA WAS 'BHOOK,BHAY AUR BHRASTACHAAR KE KHILAF EK SMARTH AUR SWABHIMANI BHARAT."....AND THEN THERE WAS A PRINT AD CAMPAIGN DONE BY AD AGENCY PERCEPT THEN ABOUT "HIDDEN AGENDA".I HOPE NDA ONCE AGAIN NEED TO FIND THEIR "HIDDEN AGENDA" BACK.THOUGH AS NEWS,VIEWS,REALITY,FICTION EVOLVED....THEIR SLOGAN OF AGENDA CHANGED IN 2004 TO "INDIA SHINING".

LETS SEE,WAIT AND WATCH... WHAT THEY'RE GOING TO DO FOR IT THAT "INDIA ACTUALLY SHINES".

GOOD WISHES.

AND IN FICTION 'KAREEB' BOBBY DEOL'S MOTHER'S NAME WAS USHA,SO AS MINE.CAN'T SAY NOW HOW MUCH I RESEMBLE WITH THIS CHARACTOR.BUT HE HAS GOT SLAPPED UP BY HIS MOTHER ONCE.

IN FICTION 'SAANS'OF THAT TIME 'NEENA GUPTA@PRIYA',LEFT HER JOB BECAUSE ONE FACTOR WAS THAT AJIT SIR'S FATHER IN LAW LIKED HER BUT WHEN HE CAME TO KNOW HER OWN DAUGHTER NEELIMA(A SUCCESSFUL INTERIOR DECORATOR) WANTS TO COMEBACK IN AJIT'S LIFE,WHICH SHE DID FINALLY...SO HE GOT PLANTED A BRIEFCASE FULL OF MONEY AT HER HOME'S DRAWING ROOM AND ANONYMOUSLY INFORMED POLICE ABOUT IT,AND THATS HOW SHE HAS TO GO TO JAIL FOR FEW HOURS!!!

EVEN GAUTAM TRIED TO KILL MANISHA BY STRANGULATING HER WITH HIS HANDS AND SURRENDERED IN POLICE STATION BY CONFESSING HIS GUILT ...HIS FAMILY DECLARED HIM MENTALLY STRESSED OUT IN FRONT OF POLICE TO SAVE HIM,SAYING DUE TO WHICH HE ACCEPTED HIS GUILT,BUT FINALLY HE WAS SAVED AS MANISHA WAS SUBCONCIOUS BUT WAS NOT DEAD AND SHE CAME TO HIS RESCUE AND GIVEN HER STATEMENT IN HIS FAVOUR.

AND SO AS MANISHA AS SHE HAS BLAME OF KILLING HER EX HUSBAND DEEPAK RAI,WHICH NEVER GOT PROVED,SIMILAR TO AYESHA OF 'SHANTI'SERIAL WHO TRIED TO KILL HER CHILDHOOD FRIEND JAYANT IN A SAME WAY,WHO WAS A CRIMINAL...THEY WANTED TO MARRY EARLIER BUT HER MOTHER GOT HER MARRIED WITH SOMESH AS HER FATHER WAS QUITE NEUTRAL AND SEEDHA WHOM SOMESH'S FATHER KAMESH AND RAJ J J SINGH CHEATED AND MADE PUPPER.SHE WANTED TO TAKE REVENGE AND BACK ALL MONEY AND PROPERTY.INFACT 'NIDHI'KAMESH MAHADEVAN'S LADLI DAUGHTER FOUND A FILE AT HOME'S LIBRARY,GOT TO KNOW SHE WAS BROUGHT FROM AN ORPHANAGE...WENT TO FIND OUT HER PAST.GOT ADDRESS OF HER MOTHER WHO WAS EX FILM ACTRESS,LIVING LONELY IN A SUBURB IN POVERTY AND DISTRESS ALONE.GOT TO KNOW HOW HIS FATHER USED HER POPULARITY,BECOME SUCCESSFUL..PROMISING HER-SAYING WILL MARRY BUT FINALLY LEFT.SHE WAS A UNWED MOTHER,SO JUST INFORMING HIM,SHE LEFT HER IN A ORPHANGE FROM WHERE HE GOT NIDHI HOME.BUT NEVER CONTACTED HER MOTHER.FOR WHICH SHE WAS ANGRY AND WANTED TO TAKE REVENGE FROM HIS FATHER.

SO AS MANDIRA IN 'SAAS BHI KABHI BAHU THI' WAS MIHIR'S DAUGHTER NOT KNOWN TO HIS WIFE.SHE CAME THEIR WITH FEELING OF REVENGE...BUT HAS AMAZING SIMILARITY WITH HIM,FOR EXAMPLE WEARING SAME BLACK LONG COAT PANTS,MUFLARS...HANDS MOVEMENTS AND OTHER EXPRESSIONS,STYLE AND JESTURES.

IN 'HUM PANCH'DURING 'SHANTI' SERIAL DAYS(1997)HAS SEXIST TOUCH...5 DAUGHTERS IN A FAMILY.ONE WAS FEMINIST.2ND WAS A FUNNY SINGING DANCING GIRL,HAD A FIXED ROLE OF OPENING THE DOOR...WHICH SHE USED TO DO WHILE SINGING AND DANCING.3RD WAS A BHAI KIND OF A TOMBOYISH TAPORI LANGUAGE SPEAKING NICE AT HEART GIRL...HER GETUP AND HER CONNECTIONS WERE BHAI TYPE.4TH HAD EAR IMPAIREMENT,EITHER SHE USE TO HEAR LESS OR HEAR ULTA,5TH WAS SPECY,VORACIOUS READER GIRL.HAD A STEP MOM...THEIR REAL DEAD MOM USED TO CONVERSE FROM PHOTO(FAMOUS RAJINI) WITH THEIR FATHER.NICE COMEDY BUT PEOPLE FELT OFFENDED BY IT THEN ALSO.

VERY INFORMAL ATMOSPHERE.I REMEMBER OUR WRITER FRIEND LATE SHRI YADVENDRA SHARMA CHANDERJI SAYING,"KAFI BATAMEEZI FAILA RAHE HEIN"...PEOPLE WERE CRICTICAL ABOUT IT SINCE THEN.BUT THEN THEY ENJOYED BEING PART OF IT VOLUNTERILY LATER.

(THIS REVENGE IS VERY DISTRUCTIVE EMOTION)

(THOSE WERE 'CRIME DAYS' OF SERIALS I BELIEVE).

PRIYA,MANISHA,SHAKUNTALA...ALL 3 WERE PREGNANT IN THESE MANY EPISODES OF FEW YR'S STORY,IN DIFFERENT TIMES.THIS WAS ONE REASON WHY PRIYA(WHO WENT OUT FOR A DAY WITH HIM AFTER YEAR LONG SEPERATION....GOT PREGNANT,THOUGH SHE WAS SHOWN TO GOT IT ABORTED...HER TEENAGE DAUGHTER MEETHI CAME TO KNOW ABOUT HER PREGNANCY BY OVERHEARING,DIDN'T KNOW WHO WAS THE MAN.)

SHE DIDN'T KNEW AJIT SIR WANTED TO MARRY AND PROPOSED TO HER MOTHER,GOT VERY ANGRY WITH HER MOTHER AND LEFT HOME, ONLY HER FRIEND JOHN AND FEW FRIENDS MADE HER PACIFY) ...FINALLY PRIYA DECIDED TO LEAVE JOB AS GAUTAM WAS AGAINST HER WORKING AND CAMEBACK TO HIM.

....WELL THAT WAS A FICTION WHOM PEOPLE BELIEVED THEN.ONLY MAKERS CAN SAY FROM WHERE AND HOW THEY GOT THIS STORYLINES.

FEW PEOPLE GETTING THEIR MUSHTACHE CUT,(FEW AT OUR HOME RELATING TO THEM- WERE ALSO REPEATING OTHERS WORDS GOT HAIRCUT DONE....INFACT WE ALL WERE RELATING WITH MANY CHARACTERS AS WE BELIEVED ITS WE!!!....AS I THINK)

BUT I DON'T THINK ANY OF THESE PEOPLE'S WIFE'S WERE -IN JOB OR HAS A FASHION BOUTIQUE,WAS AN ARCHITECT,WAS AN INTERIOR DECORATER.CAN'T SAY ABOUT KIDS STUDYING IN SCHOOLS OR COLLEGES.CAN'T SAY WHO WERE A TEACHER,ENGINEER OR AN ARCHITECT EARLIER.OR DOCTOR OR ADVOCATE...OR ARE VERY POOR.

FEW BIG PEOPLE(WITH DUE RESPECT TO ALL) HAVE GOT INVOLVED IN ALL THE FICTIONS OR MAYBE RELATING TO IT(I AM NOT TO BE BLAMED,AM I???),RESULTED IN SMRITI IRANI,SHAINA N.C.,MANY OTHER TV AND FILM STARS AND SPORTS PERSONS INCLUSION IN EVERY POLITICAL PARTIES....WE KNOW ABOUT AMAR SINGHJI,MR BACHCHAN,SHRI ANIL-MUKESH AMBANI,....ALL THE POLITICAL PARTIES AND STATES HEADS INVOLVEMENT(MANY OF THEM I HAVE NEVER MET,OR MET ONCE OR TWICE)....INCLUDING SALMAN KHAN COPYING MR KALAM'S HAIRSTYLE IN A MOVIE,'TERE BIN-A LOVE STORY'"FOR WHICH SOMEONE COMMENTED "RASTRAPATIJI KO TOOOO CHOOD DO." NOW ITS C-DOT,MAHENDRA,INFOSYS,SURYA,BHEL.NHPC,ASIAN AGE AND DUCCAN CHRONICLE,NSD,DELHI COLLEGE OF ART,SCHOOL/COLLEGES/CRICKET/SPORTS/HEALTH/NGO'S/CSR/PPP/MEDIA...ETC....MAYUR VIHAR,DELHI,BIHAR,RAJASTHAN AND DIFFERENT STATES,FACEBOOK AND INTERNET FRIENDS....AND MY HOME...BESIDES SUDHIRJI,ADITI,ME AND ALL MY FAMILY MEMBERS...OF BOTH THE SIDES WHOM I MENTIONED IN OUR FAMILY TREES IN 2 PARTS.

WHILE SUDHIRJI WAS GOING FOR PADAMSHREE FUNCTION,WE WERE READY AND HE WAS GETTING LATE,I SAID JOKINGLY,"BARATI TAYAAR HAI,DULHA NAHIN,.."WELL PRESIDENT SAHEB ALWAYS KEPT VERY WARM AFFECTION FOR HIM AND THAT DAY HE ASKED HIM TO MAKE HIS CARTOON SOME DAY AND WHEN HE WAS GETTING RETIRED, HIS OFFICE CALLED UP SUDHIRJI SAYING PRESIDENTJI WANTS TO MEET YOU.SUDHIRJI WENT THERE WITH HIS FRAMED CARICATURE AS A GIFT.HE TALKED TO HIM ON TEA....GAVE INTERVIEW TO PRESS SAYING CARTOONS SHOULD BE PUBLISHED ON THE FRONT PAGE OF THE NEWSPAPER.EMPHASISING ON IT SAYING,-IT HAS IMPORTANT AND SIGNIFICANT ROLE IN JOURNALISM,SHOULD GET MORE IMPORTANCE.IT WAS THE HEADLINE THEN."DEFINTLY CARTOONING IS THE SERIOUS BUSINESS.

NOW EVERYONE KNOW STORYLINES CHANGES EVERYDAY.I AM SURE BY MY THIS EFFORT THINKING OF ALL INCLUDING FAMILY MEMBERS MUST HAVE MORE CLARITY,AND THEY ALL WILL ACT IN MORE MATURE,INTELLIGENTLY...INCLUDING ME AND ADITI.I AM SURE NOW HER CAREER AND WOULD BE FAMILY LIFE...WILL BE BETTER OF IN FUTURE NOW.SO AS OURS.

PEOPLE STILL HAVE 2 Qs IN THEIR MIND(NEARONE'S OR OTHERS)WHICH THEY FREQUENTLY ASKS---WHY I WORKED IN SAHARA??....IS IT A DELIBRATE MOVE(JANBOOJHKAR)(I THINK B'COZ OF SIRNAME)??MY FUFFAJI IS MR RAI,SO AS MANY OTHER RELATIVES AND CLOSE FRIENDS.NEITHER ANY ONE HAS COPYRIGHT ON NAMES AND SIRNAMES.WE HAVE ALSO FACED BAD OR GOT PRAISED BECAUSE OF IT.WE HAVE PEOPLE IN FAMILY LIVING IN LONDON/AMERICA/AUSTRALIA/ITALY....AND TRAVELED THERE,DESIGNED HOTELS ETC.

IN 2001 CARTOONIST OF SAHARA MR GOVIND HAD WRITTEN A PIECE,WHERE HE MENTIONED SUDHIRJI'S WORK AND COMMENTED THAT IT HAS 'RIGHT TILT',BUT HAS'LEFT AND SAHMAT INFLUENCE' ALSO.

WELL SUDHIRJI BELONGS TO A VAISHNAV BRAHMIN,TAILANG FAMILY -AND IS A DISCIPLE OF SHREENATHJI,LIVED IN MUMBAI AND DELHI SINCE 1982-1983....WHICH WERE LEFTIST MOVEMENT DAYS...SO DEFINITLY HE HAS KNOWLEDGE AND HAS INFLUENCE ABOUT AND OF IT(HIS COMMON MAN WAS AN EXAMPLE).HE FORMED 'CHITRASHA'TO HELP 'BHOPAL GAS TRAGEDY'VICTIMS IN 1984-85.HIS 'STUDIO ANIMATION'WAS REGISTERED IN 1991,AS HE MADE ANIMATION FILLERS FOR CAUSES, FOR JUST BEGUN DD'S MORNING SHOW THEN. HE PRODUCED AND ANCHORED AND DID A TO Z FOR PROGRAMMES ON CARTOONING'S HISTORY FOR DD.

SHALINI HAS WRITTEN DIALOUGES FOR 'FEW EPISODES' OF RAJESH'S FRIEND NIKHIL'S SCRIPT FOR SAHARA ENTERTAINMENT -SERIAL NAMED 'VIRASAT'(2003),HAS PROMO LOOK LIKE 'SAAS BHI KABHI BAHU THI'...WHERE 'BAHU OF FAMILY' INTRODUCES WHOLE FAMILY ONE BY ONE BY OPENING HOMES DOOR AND WINDOWS...WELCOMING VIEWERS BY LOOKING IN THE EYE OF CAMERA...AS TULSI(SMRITI IRANI USED TO DO)IN STAR PLUS....IT HAD SUHASINI MULEY OF 'HUTUTU' FAME AS DADIJI...AND THEY HAVE PUT LINE IN BETWEEN SAYING 'DADIJI KE AATIT KE DULDUUL MEIN QUA PURAA PARIWAAR DOOB JAYEGA???"...AS IT WAS SOMETHING TO DO WITH OLD FRIEND AND CRIME,I HAD SEEN JUST FEW EPISODES THEN!!

....SO THIS IS THE WAY THEY TRIED TO GIVE JUSTIFICATION MANY TIME.INFACT THEY INTERVIEWED SUDHIRJI/SUDHIR ONCE FOR THEIR MORNING SHOW AS A CELEBRITY.ASKED MANY Qs INCLUDING RECENTLY(THEN)RELEASED MOVIE 'HUM TUM' IN WHICH SAIF ALI KHAN WAS A CARTOONIST....ROMANCING RANI MUKHERJEE.THEY ASKED HIM,IF CARTOONISTS ARE ROMANTIC???? SUDHIRJI SAID OFCOURSE!! AND MENTIONED GURUDUTT OF 'MR & MRS 55'.(BEFORE 2004).

LATER ON SHALINI APPLIED AND WENT THERE TO GIVE INTERVIEW FOR WORK THROUGH MR GYANENDRA(KNOWN TO HER),INTERVIEWERS ASKED HER---"YOUR SIRNAME IS TAILANG.ARE YOU VIBHA TAILANG'S RELATIVE.SHE SAID YES.THEY TOLD HER,"TELL HER OUR NAMASTE",...THOUGH SHE HAVEN'T GOT THE WORK....MAYBE LACKED IN EXPERIENCE OR WHATEVER.SHE TOLD ME ABOUT IT LATER ON.ITS BEFORE 2004.

SHE HAS BEEN TO LONDON MANY TIME AS HER MAUSI LIVES THERE.ANCHORED YOUTH QUIZ PROGRAMME FOR DD,CAN WRITE IN ENGLISH,HINDI,GOOD IN SPOKEN THESE 2 LANGUAGES,BESIDES,URDU,GUJARATI...SLIM SMART,AND PREETY,INTELLIGENT YOUNG PERSON(32YRS)....WELL VERSED WITH DELHI'S ROADMAPS AND WHEREABOUTS...ETC.

SHE DESERVES GOOD IN LIFE.WORKING AS A COPYEDITOR IN AN AD AGENCY.GOOD WISHES TO HER.

SO,I NEVER STOPPED ANYONE TO WORK FOR SAHARA.ANYONE WANT CAN TRY AND JOIN THERE.

AND NOT MENTIONING MOVIE 'MOHABBETIEN',IN WHICH 'NARAYANSHANKER'S'ONLY DAUGHTER
(ASH)
COMMITTED SUICIDE BY JUMPING DOWN FROM THE ROOF/CHAAT OF HER HOME AS HER FATHER RESTRICATED ARYAN(SHAHRUKH KHAN)FROM THE COLLEGE FOR SOME INDISCIPLINARY ACTION WITHOUT EVEN MEETING HIM ONCE.WHEN FINALLY HE CAMEBACK AS A MUSIC TEACHER AND DID SOME 'PARIVARTAN' THERE.AND FINALLY BECOME INCHARGE AND TOOKOVER THAT COLLEGE.

I DON'T THINK THEY HAD A TEENAGE DAUGHTER.

....MY ANSWER IS---I WENT THERE AS UDYANJI ASKED ME TO COME.HE SPECIALLY PHONED ME.I GAVE INTERVIEW,SUBMITTED ALL THE NEEDED PAPERS THERE BEFORE STARTED WORKING.I HAD SENT MY APPLICATION VIA NARESH MOHANJI OF HINDUSTAN TIMES THEN.AS EVEN HE TOLD ME TO JOIN DURING CARTOON CONTEST.AS IT HAD 'HOME TV'S' COLLABORATION THEN.

AS IT IS, THERE WERE LESS CHOICE FOR FULL TIME TV PERSON THEN(1997-98).

WE WERE NOT AWARE OF THESE FICTIONS AND STORYLINES FROM THE BEGINING.... THOUGH DURING THESE MANY YEARS I/WE/OTHERS STARTED NOTICING IT CONSEQUENTLY......BY NOW I CAN CONNECT ALL THE BITS AND PIECES OF THIS PUZZLE AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE.

BUT ITS PEOPLE'S CHOICE WHAT THEY WANT TO BELIEVE.

I DO BELIEVE IN 'ITTAFAAK' AND 'DESTINY' BY NOW,AS EVEN TODAY'S TIME I STILL FEEL THERE ARE FEW SOMETHING WHICH IS STILL UNKNOWN TO US SCIENTIFICALLY,WHICH ONE CALLS GOD.HE HAS CHOSEN ME TO DO WHAT,ONLY HE WILL MAKE ME UNDERSTAND SOME DAY.

WELL NOW I AM TAKING THIS QUALITY AS A BLESSING.

SECOND Qs IS WHAT HAS COMEOUT OF MY WRITING SO MUCH IN A PUBLIC DOMAIN 'ON RECORD'???

IT EFFECTED MY OWN HEALTH AND PERSONAL LIFE AND LIFESTYLE A BIT ALSO.

NOW YOU PEOPLE CAN GIVE ITS ANSWER PROPERLY.CAN I MAKE THE SEQUENCE OF MANY POINTS,ISSUES,BOOMS,HYPES,ACHIEVEMENTS,CONTROVERSIES 'ON AIR'-'IN FICTION/NEWS' OR 'REALITY' AND ITS EFFECTS OR INFLUENCES ON GROUND,AS NOW PEOPLE (EVEN COMMON MEN LIKE RICKSHAWPULLERS,VEGETABLE VENDORS,SHOPKEEPERS ETC)UNDERSTAND AND INTERPRET THINGS IN THEIR OWN WAY OR EVEN DICTATES AT TIMES,ADHIKAR SE--"AAP AISA KARIEN,AAP YE LEIN" CLEAR TO ALL AND TO ME ALSO.

WELL I REALIZED EVEN I CAN DO SOMETHING WITH YOUR ALL CONTRIBUTION,AND DEFINITLY WITHOUT GETTING ANY CREDIT AS EVERYONE ELSE WILL SAY ITS I WHO IS GETTING HIGHLIGHTED AND NOT YOU OR CHINU.

BUT IF SALONI'S BHABHI,ONLY DAUGHTER OF A RICH MAN MR CHOUDHARY(SAAT FHERE) CAN GET PREGNANT FAKELY AND GOT SOME 'KOTHEWALI AS DAI AND HER DAUGHTER AS HER OWN DAUGHTER WITH FAKE CERTIFICATES,NAMED CHINU....FOR WHICH SHE GOT SLAPPED BY HER FATHER WHEN TRUTH CAME OUT.SALONI HAD A YOUNGER SISTER AND A BROTHER BESIDES PARENTS AND 2 NANAD AND A JETH,BESIDES SASUJI IN SASURAL...A RAJPUT PRINCLY FAMILY.ALL RAJPUTS CAN RELATE WITH IT.

ITS SAD.

SPECIALLY WHEN ITS WRITER MR PURNENDU SHEKHAR IS OUR FAMILY FRIEND.

SO HOW MUCH ONE SHOULD RELATE WITH IT???

(I WAS TOLD ONCE THEN,ITS YOUR FAMILY.ITS NEEDED SHAPE SO THAT PEOPLE CAN FOLLOW!!...YOU INVITE,YOU DON'T GO TO OTHERS.WELL I AM DOING THAT BUT RELATIONS NIBHANE KE LIYE FAMILY MEMBERS AND FRIENDS SE TOOO MILNA PADEGA.AANA JANA BHI PADEGA.UNNATTI KARNE KE LIYE KAM BHI KARNA HOGO.TILL WHAT EXTENT ONE RELATE THESE FICTIONS.ONE NEED TO LIVE IN PRACTICAL WORLD AND WORK IDEALLY.DEFINITLY WHO WILL GET INSPIRED BY YOU...WILL FOLLOW.

I DON'T THINK PEOPLE WILL UNDERSTAND IT PRACTICALLY.BUT I AM TRYING TO DO SO.FAMILY IS ALWAYS IN MY PRIORITY LIST.BUT EVERYONE WANT/NEED TO GROW)



I HAVE NEVER WORKED WITH ANY COMPANY OR CORPORATE HOUSES WHICH MAKES 'BISLERI WATER'.


IT HAS POLITICAL,SOCIAL,ECONOMICAL AND EVEN UNIVERSAL IMPACT...GOOD THAT'S INSPIRING OR BAD....WHICH WAS EFFECTING OUR MIND AND ACTIVITIES,RELATIONS AND MAINLY SELF RESPECT AND SELF ESTEEM...INFACT CAREER AND GROWTH ALSO,WHICH WAS BOTHERING ME.

SO AS YOUNG PEOPLE'S MIND AND KIDS LIFESTYLE A BIT.

CHINU'S FRIEND SOMYA WORKING AS A FEATURE REPORTER IN THE INDIAN EXPRESS MUMBAI HAS CALLED ME ONCE RECENTLY AND SAID,"AUNTY NEW EDITIONS OF TV PROGRAMMES ARE FAR BETTER THEN BEFORE."

THOUGH GOOD POINTS WERE FILLING JOY,EXCITEMENT AND HAPPINESS ALSO.PEOPLE WERE CELEBRATED THEIR ACHIEVEMENTS.

'KAHIN PATAKHE CHHUT TE HEIN,KAHIN MATAM MANTA HAI'...QUITE A FILMI DIALOUGE.

NO ONE HAS EMERGED PARTICULARLY.ONLY MESS GOT CLEARED AS MUCH I THINK,AND FROM MY PERSPECTIVE.

NOW I WON'T FORWARD ANY NAME OR SUGGEST ANYONE TO DO ANYTHING ANYWHERE OTHER THEN SUDHIRJI AND ADITI...WHOM I SUGGESTED EARLIER ALSO.

ITS JUST THAT 'KICHAAD OF DUULDUL,VICIOUS CIRCLE,CRIME-KACCHA BANIYAAN GROUP ETC...GOT CLEARED UP AND NOW EVERY INDIVIDUAL POOR OR RICH...NEED TO GROW WITH CLARITY.

ONE IS RIGHTLY SAID YESTERDAY IN A PROGRAMME(ABOUT INDIA-CHINA RELATIONS) ON LOKSABHA TV....THERE IS A DIVISION BETWEEN BHARAT AND INDIA HERE BASICALLY.

(THOUGH I PERSONALLY FEEL MIX OF BOTH BECOMES CONTEMPORARY,ITS NOT JUST FEUDAL 100% OR MORDERN 100%...WHICH WE ARE MAINLY----NEED TO PROGRESS EFFECTIVLY AS ONE COUNTRY....!!)

AND THEY SAID COMPETITION CUM COLLABORATION CAN BE WITH INDIA AND CHINA. WELL,WE CAN ADD MANY OTHER COUNTRIES OR STATES ALSO,IF WE WANT.

WELL NOW I NEED TO STOP THIS 'FICTIONS'SAGA.

ONE NEED TO BE PROFESSIONAL AT WORK PLACE AND EMOTIONAL AS A HUMAN BEING AND SPECIALLY AT HOME AND IN PERSONAL LIFE.

WHAT I CAN SAY IS AS I NEVER HAD ANY LEGAL CHARGES ON ME,AND I STRONGLY BELIEVE IN MORAL AND FAMILY VALUES,(THOUGH TOO MUCH STRICTNESS CAN BREAK THE FAMILY OR PERSONS/KIDS PERSONALITY).

DO HAVE KNOWLEDGE OF ART AND CULTURE,LITERATURE AND LANGUAGE,HISTORY AND GEOGRAPHY,ECONOMICS AND SCIENCE...IN SPEAKING THE TRUTH AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE,AND IN HUMAN RIGHTS AND HUMANITY!!!....SO I AM ELIGIBLE TO GIVE SUGGESTIONS/PREACHINGS TO ANYONE.REST IS,...ONE NEED TO ACT INSTEAD OF JUST SPEAKING.

BUT AS I AM 46YRS OLD TODAY AND HAS EXPERIENCE OF PROFESSIONAL WORK....I HAVE AUTHORITY TO SPEAK AS A RESPONSIBLE CITIZEN OF OUR COUNTRY.

I HAVE WORKED IN AN NGO VOLUNATARILY OCCASIONALLY AND HAS ONE NOW,WOULD LIKE TO WORK AND WILL WRITE ABOUT RELATED DEVOLOPMENTAL ISSUES...ITS SYSTEMATIC PROBLEMS AND ACHIEVEMENTS,LAWS AND ALL GOOD ASPECTS...ACCORDING TO MY EXPERIENCES OR MAYBE OTHERS GRIVIENCES.

WELL,AS I HAVE DISCOVERED THAT I CAN REACH TO YOU'LL BY WRITING,NOW I DON'T NEED TO DO 'JUGALBANDI VIRTUALLY'OR CONVERSATION WITH 'ANYONE PARTICULARLY'OR MANY PEOPLE(AS I NEVER TALKED TO ONLY ONE PERSON...EARLIER AS WELL...EVERYONE WAS PART OF IT,FAMILY MEMBERS AND OUTSIDERS....NO ONE WAS IGNORED THOUGH FEW GOT MORE ATTENTION IN THE END'....)!! MY STRICT SUGGESTIONS TO THEM WHO DOES 'MEIN BHI'INCLUDING MY FAMILY MEMBERS JUST/ONLY TO BE IN HAWA...THINK AND DO IT IF THEY REALLY BELIEVES IN IT OR CAN RELATE WITH IT,AS WHAT IS SHOWN IS NOT 'RESEARCHED POTRAYAL OF THEIR LIFE'.

VAISE SUDHIRJI IS THE ONLY PERSON IN OUR HOME WHO IS 100% MEDIA PERSON FOR YRS NOW AND 'PUNCHING PEOPLE' CONSTANTLY AND CONSISTENTLY IN HIS CARTOONS BESIDES HIGHLIGHTING PROBLEMS,OR DEPICTING SOCIAL ISSUES.

OTHERS ARE FREELANCERS VIBHA BISHT,SUDHA,ME,RAJESH OR FULL TIME BEGINNERS LIKE GOLDIE(REPORTER IN RAJASTHAN PATRIKA,BHOPAL) AND ADITI(PHOTOGRAPHER IN TIMEOUT MAGAZINE,DELHI).

I WILL WRITE HERE DAILY BUT LESS FROM TODAY ONWARDS.

YESTERDAY EVENING SAW A MOVIE.."DIL TOO BACCHA HAI JI",GOOD WISHES MR BHANDARKER.ONCE AGAIN IT CONFIRMED MY SELF BELIEF OF NOTION THAT WHATEVER WE HAVE DISCUSSED RECENTLY,ITS 'CRUX' GOT REFLECTED IN THIS MOVIE.THOUGH CONCEPT AND IDEA IS HIS.HE INCORPORATED IDEAS FROM ADS ALSO...ITS A STORY OF 3MEN OF DIFFERENT AGE GROUP, BACKGROUND, AND CONTEMPORARY LIFESTYLE AND THINKING.CAREERISTS,INNOCENTS DUMBS,OPPORTUNISTS,FUN,COMEDY,TRADITIONAL,FAST,DIVORCEE,LOVE STORIES,POETRY,ROMANCE,SEX,ONE NIGHT STAND,AFFAIR,LOVE,MISUNDERSTANDINGS....ETC....SO AS WORDS LIKE 'INDIA RISING-SELF BELIEF,I BELIEVE,I THINK,CONFUSED,DEFUSED,RELATE WITH OR TO,VICIOUS CIRCLE(ABOUT BOOK SHOP AT AIRPORT WHICH DO NOT KEEP HINDI OR REGIONAL LANGUAGE'S BOOKS BECAUSE IT DOESN'T SELL,AND VICE VERSA AS PEOPLE DON'T READ IT,OR READ IT LESS AS THEY DON'T GET IT...JEESE KUM DEKHTE,PADHTE HEIN,USS BHASHA KO LOG BHUL JATEIN HEIN")!!!,....ETC ..ITS MY ORIGINAL 'CONCEPT WHICH I FREQUENTLY USE(WORDS)'.

THANKS YOU HELP ME OUT IN PROVING HOW THINGS ARE HAPPENNING...ITS NOT A PARTICULAR CHARACTOR BUT 'CRUX'OF EVERYTHING,THAT'S WHY IT WAS CALLED A 'PRISM'.NICE MOVIE BUT DO NOT HAS VERY 'DEEPLY THOUGHT-PROVOKING CONCEPT'.ITS ABOUT TODAY'S GENERATION'S MANY FACES.OR MAYBE WHAT WE ALL DISCUSSED.BUT CONCEPT AND TREATMENT OF THE STORY,TOPIC,ISSUES,SUBJECTS IS THEIR'S.DEFINTLY I DON'T NEED ANY CREDITS FOR IT.I NEVER TRIED 'TO DO SO, EVEN EARLIER....THOUGH I THINK,I SHOULD HAVE!!!'.

ONE CAN SEE IT ONCE.

MESSAGE CONVEYED IN THIS MOVIE IS 'ALWAYS MARRY A PERSON OF YOUR OWN AGE GROUP AND OF YOUR TYPE,YOUR WAVE LENGTH AND MENTAL LEVEL....THAT WILL BE BETTER.

"ADITI SUGGESTED ME TO WATCH 'DHOBIGHAT',MAYBE I'LL DO IT SOON,AND THEN WRITE MY VIEWS ON IT.I HAVE SEEN PROMO,MR AAMIR KHAN IS A PAINTER IN IT WITH THE NAME-ARUN"

MY NEIGHBOURS- BHASKER PATI WITH PATNI,MET US YESTERDAY EVENING IN THE MARKET. HE WORKED WITH ME IN SAHARA AS A TECHNICAL STAFF MEMBER FOR LONG AND TODAY HE IS SHIFTING TO U.S.A.JUST SAID "AACCHA HUA MULAQAT YAHAN HO GAYEE,I AM LEAVING TO AMERICA",AND...ETC...AND SUDDENLY LOOKING AT ME,I REMINDED HIM OF 'INDIA' I BELIEVE, AS HE MENTIONED THAT(SO THAT'S WHAT THEY THINK OF ME,MAYBE I AM LITTLE PROGRESSIVE AND SECULAR IN MY OUTLOOK,THINKING AND ACTION!!....AS EARLIER ALSO WHEN I ASKED WHO IS REPLACING MR AROOP GHOSH,I WAS TOLD..'I AM SURE YOU..BY ANOTHER OLD RETD.ARMYMAN WHO USED TO WORK THERE,AND LIVES HERE WITH HIS FAMILY...!!)...OR MAYBE I WAS WEARING BADGE OF INDIAN FLAG ON MY COAT, GIVEN TO SUDHIRJI BY MR NAVEEN JINDAL.WELL GOOD WISHES TO HIM.

BY NOW I HAVE WRITTEN AND MENTIONED EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE.OTHER RELATIVES I HAVE MENTIONED HERE CAN GROW WITH THEIR COMPANY'S WHERE THEY WORK AND FAMILY MEMBERS.

IN PERSONAL FRONT I WOULD LIKE TO WRITE ABOUT SUDHIRJI'S WORK,WHICH IS AN INDIVIDUAL WORK.HE IS PROJECTING AND POTRAYING COUNTRY,AND EVEN INTERNATIONAL NEWS, IN HIS CARTOONS.IS A SERIOUS PERSON,READS ALOT(THATS HIS WORK'S DEMAND-MUJH MEIN BHI SAANGAAT KA AASSAAR HAI)....HAS EXPOSURE OF LIFE AND PLACES PRACTICALLY,HAS TRAVELLED IN COUNTRY AND OUTSIDE(MOSTLY FOR WORK THEN PLEASURE OR ADVENTURE TILL NOW),SPEAKS WELL,CAN KEEP CAPTIVE AUDIENCES HYPNOTISED AND ENGROSSED FOR MANY MINUTES,WHILE HE SPEAKS!!!...TAKES UP EVERY RESPONSIBILITIES OF FAMILY AND FRIENDS...AND AROUND WITH CARING TOUCH.EVEN RAJESH@MUNNA, WRITE AND STUDY ALOT AS A PART OF HIS WORK.HAS TRAVELLED IN INDIA AND MANY OTHER COUNTRY'S FOR PERFORMANCE WITH HIS TEAM.

NOW,I AM SURE HE CAN ALSO(LIKE EVERY OTHER PERSON INCLUDING ME) HANDLE/TACKLE- ISSUES AND SUBJECTS,PEOPLE AND RELATIONS WITH MORE ACCURATE,CORRECT AND BETTER UNDERSTANDING!!....AS ONE NEED TO UNDERSTAND SUBJECT BEFORE REACHING TO THE CONCLUSION IN MAKING CARTOONS,WRITING ARTICLES,CLICKING PHOTOS,PAINTING,WRITING FICTION,OR MAYBE HANDLING SOMETHING WHICH IS IN FICTION BUT IS NOT REAL!!!

...OR UNDERSTANDING A RELATION AND ITS IMPACT ON THE WHOLE...AS A NEWS OR A CASE STUDY,AS A PERSON OR A SITUATIONS,HAS ALREADY FACED HIS SHARE OF PROBLEMS....NO MORE EVEN OCCASSIONAL FACE OFFS!!!

I WOULD LIKE TO WORK AND DEFINITLY WRITE ABOUT HIM(IN THIS BLOG),OTHER THEN MY OWN WORK,AS EVEN I WANT TO GROW PERSONALLY,PROFESSIONALLY,ECONOMICALLY...WANT MY NEAR OR OTHERS TO BE PROUD OF ME AFTER SEEING MY CONCRETE WORK AND BIO DATA IN FUTURE.... AND ABOUT CHINU ALSO.

WILL WRITE ABOUT OTHER MEMBERS ACHIEVEMENTS ALSO,IF THEY WISH TO SHARE AND DISCUSS VOLUNATARILY.AS I HAVE CREATED THEIR SPACE IN OUR FAMILY TREE AND WILL UPDATE IT BY WRITING THEIR ACHIEVEMENTS,IF THE SHARE AND WISH,I TRIED IT EARLIER BUT SUDHIRJI TOLD ME NOT TO DO SO,ANYONE MAY FEEL BAD OR GET HURT.

I WON'T PERSUDE ANYONE ANYMORE.ITS I WHO MOSTLY GET MY HANDS BURNT!!.....INFACT EARLIER I HAD SAID,I DON'T NEED PUBLICITY....IF YOU'LL REMEMBER!!

....THEN OTHERS WERE DOING,"MEIN BHI,MEIN BHI".

BUT I THINK NOW WE NEED PUBLICITY AS WE ARE MORE HONEST AND UPRIGHT PEOPLE.IF ANYONE HAS ANY FLAWS(???),AS LIKE EVERYONE,EVEN WE ARE 'INSAAN', CAN GET OVER AND PERFORM/WORK WELL WITH KEEEPING OUR ORGINALITY ALIVE,BY DOING HARD WORK AT HOME AND WHAT EVER ONE IS DOING PRACTICALLY WITH FULL PREPARATIONS AND PLANNINGS.

SUCCESS AND FAILURE IS PART OF ONCE LIFE.ITS TWO SIDES OF A COIN.WE ARE TALENTED AND INTELLIGENT PEOPLE.CAN GET BETTER WITH MORE HARD WORK,STUDY,PRACTICAL EXPERIENCES,EXPOSURES TO LIFE AND TIME.AND KEEPING UP GOOD HEALTH.

AS ITS ADITI'S BEGINNING,I AM SURE SHE WILL PROVE THAT EVEN SHE IS THE BEST IN HER WORK,LIKE HER FATHER BY BECOMING MORE DISCIPLINED.SHE HAS NOT TAKEN ANY LEAVE SINCE SHE HAS JOINED HER WORK ON DEC 1ST 2010.SHE IS VERY UPRIGHT,STRICT BUT BIT LIBRAL AND HONEST PERSON.I BELIEVE,SHE MOSTLY SPEAKS THE TRUTH.HAS FACED HER SHARE OF PROBLEMS.WISHING THAT SHE GET ALL THE JOYS IN LIFE.FULLFILL HER DREAMS BY HER OWN ABILITIES AND TALENT AND MAKE US PROUD.SHE IS A FACE OF HER/TODAY'S GENERATION,SO SHOULD THINK BEFORE,SHE ACTS TWICE.THAT'S MY WISH.

GOOD WISHES TO HER,SO AS TO ME!!

WE DON'T NEED ANYONE'S UNNECCESSARY INTERFERENCE PLZ.

NEITHER NEED TO CONVERSE WITH ANYONE PARTICULAR VIA MEDIA(I NEVER DID THAT ACTUALLY)....CAN WRITE IN THE NEWSPAPER,OR IN THIS BLOG,OR CAN SUGGEST IDEAS TO SUDHIRJI FOR CARTOONS.OR MAYBE TO CHINU.

EVERYONE DESERVE BETTER OPPORTUNITIES TO GROW,AND EARN NAME,FAME,...AND HAVE GOOD HEALTH AND WEALTH!!!....LIKE ANYONE!!!I KNOW IT'LL BE BIT DIFFICULT FOR ME AS EVERYONE WANTS TO DIRECT WHAT I SHOULD DO,KNOWN OR UNKNOWN TO ME...WELL THAT'S THEIR LOVE N AFFECTION TOWARDS ME.THEY SPEAK TO ME,"ADHIKAR SE",BUT ITS BETTER,IF THEY ALL CO-OPERATE INSTEAD OF CREATING HURDLES.I'LL FOLLOW ALL THE RULES OF LAND,AND WORK FOR BETTERMENT OF SELF AND OUR FAMILY.I AM SURE GOOD WORK WILL REFLECT IN A BETTER WAY,AND WON'T BE HARMFUL FOR ANYONE'S IMAGE OR COUNTRY'S CLIMATE(IF IT EFFECTS???).

AS BY NOW YOU'LL UNDERSTAND HOW THINGS ARE HAPPENNING!!!

....MY FAMILY'S FORMAT WILL NOT GET DESOLVE,OR DILUTED.I'LL TRY 100% THAT IT SHOULDN'T.

ONCE I REPEATED MR RAHUL GANDHI'S WORD IN 2004-"I AM NOT AVERSE TO POLITICS".

WELL I DON'T TREAT ANYONE AS AN 'ALIEN',OR OUT OF THIS PLANET.EVERYONE IS PART OF IT AND COUNTRY'S SYSTEM.INFACT THEY SEALS POLICIES IN THE PARLIAMENT,WHICH OTHERS CAN NOT DO.

GOOD AND BAD PEOPLE ARE EVERY WHERE!!....EITHER ONE WORK WITH THEM OR NOT,SUPPORT THEM OR NOT,AS A VOTER AND 'AAM JANTA'.ONE NEED TO KEEP AN EYE ON THEIR WORK ALSO....IF THEY ARE WORKING FOR THE PEOPLE OR NOT!!!

BUT IT'S US WHO CAN BRING THE CHANGE,BY BE THE CHANGE...AS MAHATMA GANDHIJI HAD SAID.

AND FOR THAT ONE NEED TO WORK ON THE FIELD ALSO.