I FEEL...VT

I HAVE VISITED RANCHI,BODH GAYA AND PATNA RECENTLY AND IN TO AND FRO JOURNEY I JUST TRIED TO FEEL,AND SEE WAVES OF REACTIONS AND EXPRESSIONS.....HOW PEOPLE 'REACTS OR BEHAVE',WHEN 'WORST' IS IN 'AIR'.....I AM SURE 'RESULT' WILL BE NICER IN FUTURE WHEN WE'LL DISCUSS 'BEST THINGS' OF WORLD AROUND.BUT CAN WE??...IF 'MISERY,PAIN,POVERTY...IS SO EVEIDENT NOT ONLY IN MOVIES LIKE'SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE' OR 'SALAM MUMBAI'....BUT IN REALITY???.....WELL,LET'S SEE.I DON'T COMPARE MYSELF WITH 'SIDHARTHA WHO TURNED 'GAUTAM BUDDHA' AFTER SEE SICK,OLD AND DEAD PEOPLE.HE THOUGHT AFTER ALL WHY PEOPLE FELL SICK,WHY THEY GET OLD,WHY THEY DIE??.....DAYANAAND SARASWATI STARTED 'ARYA SAMAJ'...WHEN AS A KID HE WENT TO SHIV TEMPLE ON SHIVRATRI AND SAW A MOUSE EATING LADOOO KEPT ON SHIVLING AS A OFFERING.HE THOUGHT THIS STONE MURTI CAN'T ABLE TO PROTECT SELF,HOW CAN THEY WILL HELP OTHERS.RAJARAM MOHAN RAI REACTED,OPPOSED AND HELPED HIS YOUNG BHABHI NOT GETTING BURNT AS 'SATI' AS HE WAS AGAINST IT.....AND SO HIS JOURNEY AS A '"REFORMIST" STARTED.THERE ARE MANY MORE SUCH INCEDENTS WHICH REFLECTS THE EXAMPLE OF JOURNEY OF PERSON'S LIFE WHICH HE HIMSELF/HERSELF NEVER PREDICTED BEFORE.....I THINK LESSER MORTAL LIKE ME ALSO HAS SOMETHING LIKE THIS ......HIDDEN IN FUTURE ....TO DO....TILL WHAT EXTENT AND WHAT LEVEL I CAN'T SAY....BUT I DO BELIEVE GOD HAS CHOSEN ME TO SERVE HUMANITY AND CERTAINLY I'LL FIND WAYS TO DO SO!!.....SOME DAY I MAY FIND ENLIGHTENMAINT AND CONTENTMENT IN MY LIFE....LIKE ANY OTHER REFORMIST...I CAN'T SAY, BUT YES AS A NICE HUMAN BEING....BUT THAT WILL BE THE DAY WHEN I FEEL,I HELPED IN REDUCING PAIN OF THE PEOPLE WHO ARE REALLY SUFFERING AROUND ME OR TILL WHOM I CAN REACH!!!